Hey guys
This will just be a Authors note, so please don't freak out. I am writing this because... I really wanted to explain why I haven't been updating since Christmas. I have simply been stuck. The ideas which were flying through my head just vanished. No trace remained.
The reason for this is unfortunately not as simple. Just after Christmas I got a girlfriend (the friend who helped me start this story), and it was going great. I was truly happy, and about a month into it I said that I was in love with her. She even said the same. So as you can probably guess, I was feeling on top of the world. Then just around Valentine's Day, which I spent with her... She started to ignore me, my calls and my messages. It didn't feel that good, and I started to feel like I was dying inside (maybe it sounds stupid but that's how it felt). Then I finally pulled myself together and asked her what was wrong. At first, she didn't answer but after half an hour, I got a reply saying: "Please don't be mad at me"... yeah, the rest of it you don't need to know. Only this... I took it like an adult.
Maybe this sounds like a big story for nothing, and it was. You just needed to know what happened. The real reason is not yet revealed. I can't figure it out and would be very happy if you could help.