Chapter 6: explanation
Edward's POV:
The whole day had been absolutely boring. My angel had spent the whole day from me with 'Kyle'. She said she'd see me tomorrow, but I couldn't wait that long. I missed everything about her. Her deep chocolate brown eyes, her soft porcelain skin and her scent that drove me wild….I took off to her house. She wouldn't see me, but I would watch her sleep and make sure she was unharmed. I peered in and saw the light inside. 'Kyle' was inside with her. I started seeing red. 'Calm yourself Edward' I told myself. 'She is not doing anything with him. Calm down.' I calmed down but I still saw the red tinge in everything.
I listened in on his thoughts. "So…you've grown!" 'Yeah definitely'
Bella's eyes narrowed. "What do you mean by that?"
'How to answer, how to answer.' "You know…parts." He said sheepishly. Bella shouldered him and slapped him. I watched in growing horror at what was happening. "She laid her head on his shoulder, "idiot" she murmured.
I jumped. A gaping hole in my dead heart was opening. My angel was in love with someone else. I didn't wasn't to let her go.
Finally, what I had done to her last year was happening to me. I ran past my family in the living room and opt to my room.
I played my Clair de Lune CD. Grief overtook me. Bella, my Bella had been taken from me. Maybe it was fair. After all, I did nothing to deserve her. Maybe Kyle was the one worthy of her. I had to think that they looked closely alike. Maybe that's why she went with him.
A throaty grief came from downstairs and jasper entered the room. "Edward. Why are you in so much grief?! I'm getting a headache and I DON'T GET HEADACHES!!!!!" he yelled.
I just stared at the ceiling. Alice soon entered. "Edward, I saw what happened." She paused. "It's not what you think; Bella's coming over to explain." She said.
I inhaled sharply. She was coming over to say goodbye. Maybe, just maybe I could convince her to stay…..I just can't….won't let her go. The sound of a door bell was noticed throughout the house.
I heard Alice open the door. "Hi Bella! And this is…." She trailed off. "Kyle." A deep voice answered. I sighed. She even brought him here. Bella wasn't known to torture people but maybe I didn't know her at all. I went through every happy moment (actually that was every second was with her) with Bella. She was even going to marry me! 'Get a grip' I told myself.
A scent to freesias came to my attention. I opened my eyes warily, there was Bella starting the doorway. I sighed—so beautiful. "Edward, it's not—" she started out, but tripped in the doorway. I got up quickly and caught her before she fell and pit her on the bed. Her eyes filled with tears. I could see my reflection in her deep chocolate brown eyes. A serious sad looking Edward reflected back at me. I inhaled. 'Get a grip' I reminded myself. "Explain then."
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