Yes, even the strong can be weak. They need something, someone to support them with.
For Silence this was not a person, this was medication. Medication in the form of anti-depressents. She wasn't really depressed now.
Now it was to keep the dreams, the horiffic dreams away. These dreams had haunted her childhood and the years that followed. Silence had began to block out these dreams, forgetting them almost.
So she stopped taking her medication, no dreams appeared and so it carried on.
She was issued these when she first escaped and began her training. It meant that no one would have to look over her constantly.
Anyway, for Silence it was hard to swallow them, she didn't like it. It took a while and alot of water, which was uncomfortable. By taking these they just remindered her of her messed up life.
Silence gave Wendy a simple version of this, which Wendy accepted but wasn't pleased about.
"Silence just promise me, promise that you will take them from now on." Wendy said while trying to take Silence's hand. She flinced away but Wendy caught it again.
"Please" Wendy looked Silence straight in the eyes.
Silenced guessed it might help and she defaintly didn't want those dreams again.
So she rolled eyes and nodded.
"Take one now then" demanded Wendy. She looked around and grabbed the water cup she had prepared earlier. Then handed Silence the cup and opened the white box. She popped a coloured pill out of the container and handled the other part of the set to Silence.
Wendy watched her as she pulled down her scarf and took the pill. Then leant her head back and took the water. She tried once and failed to swallow, she took it again, the same.
It took Silence a good five minutes of choking and taking water to swallow.
When she had she lay back on the bed and stared at the ceiling.
"Once you are okay, you can leave." Wendy told her as she crossed the room. She then realised how rude that seemed and blushed. "Ah sorry... If you want to that is."
Silence didn't care if Wendy was being rude or not, actually she was hardly listening. She was thinking of her job tonight, it was going to be tricky with her hip.
She might just have to use poison tonight, it would probably work best anyway. It was a dinner, the wine? Or the food?
Wine's easier.
This was the thought progress that Silence went through all the time before a job, she had to be prepared.
She also had to look good, it was a formal dinner after all.
She was going to wear the white long dress, skin tight no less but distracting.
It was also one of her favourite because of the beautiful flowers that adorned the waist and the neck.
She better get going, her head was clear now.
She got up and walked out.
Wendy not even noticing due to her light nimble movements which she had devolped over the years.
She swiftly walked back to her room, surprisingly for once she didn't met anyone on the way back. Which was exactly what she needed.
Ughhh, Im really sweaty. Silences groaned to herself. She stripped and showered. She washed hair also.
When she was done she rapped her hair in a towel turban and changed into her dressing down. Her favourite one, in the style of a kimono, it was very pretty. She looked dazzling in it.
If I wanted to I could rule the fashion world she mused smuggly. Cocky but very true.
She dried her hair and styled with with a pair of hair straighters. She was skilled in this art as she had watched many people do it for her. Then in her spare time she tried it out herself.
She curled the underneath of her think silky blond hair and then pinned up the top.
She applied hairspray on it making sure it stayed the way it was.
Then carefully, so carefully put on some underwear and slid into her dress. It was tight to say the least, and showed off her bust and curves very well. Almost no man would be able to resist her now. Shame she didn't want one.
She then did her eye makeup and face.
Once that was completed, she tied her white scraf around her face and then admired herself in the mirror.
Content with her work, she picked out her shoes and handbag.
Her handbag contained her 'invatation' and a bottle of poison she had purchsed on a pervious occasion.
She walked out of her room swiftly, not wanting to bumb into anyone, espacially one with pink hair. He was troublesome, there was something else about him as well... She couldn't put her finger on it.
Faster, faster. Please only a little further to the door she screamed inside her mind.
Just as if the Lord had decided to punish her now,
"Silence is that you?" Asked the stern voice of Erza Scarlet. Silence froze for the second time that day.
"I don't know Erza, it doesn't seem to fit her personality, look at the way she's dressed." drooned Gray. If those two were there it meant that he was here as pinky.
"It is her, look there's the scarf." She spun at the sound of his voice. "See" he made the point to Gray and Ezra.
His eyes moved up and down her slowly, almost like he enjoyed what he saw.
"I must say you dress up every will Silence, you look good." He let the last syllable of good linger on, suggesting something else.
"Quickly before you leave Silence. Would you mind considering going on a job with us?" Asked Erza.
The fangirl in Lucy let up again. She really wanted to show her skills off but that also meant Pinky was there. He could see her moves, maybe do the same she will do to him.
Although this could also mean that she may be able to record Natsu's movements, skills and stageries easier. The good outwayed the back so whatever. She might as well.
She rolled her eyes and nodded. She didn't want them to know what an easy decision it was for her.
"Fine okay! Have fun on your job" called Natsu sarcastically as we walked away.
I will, Bastard
Hope you like the new chapter. Sorry for the grammitcal mistakes! I just wanted to get this chapter up quickly. I will also try and make this story more angsty because I really enjoy angst too!
I was wondering
What's you favourite chapter and ehy so I can try and include more of it. Also where do u think this will end up. I have a good idea so I'd like to know urs. Xx