A/N: Stay with me on this one; this ch. is confusing! If you want to know what is going on, please PM me, but I will explain it in later chapters! If you are a smarty pants and have it figured out; congrats!
You have felt pain before, you know exactly what pain is; both the mental and physical pain. Honestly, the mental pain is a hundred times worse than physical pain. Physical pain eventually goes away; mental pain stays with you long after the initial event.
Right now, you are currently suffering through both- and they are both equally hellish.
The physical pain is horrific; the injuries that you have been given though are barely hurting and for once, you are grateful. What is unbearable though is the hunger and thirst pains- and they are beyond agonizing.
You do not remember what you last ate, or even what you ate last. You hadn't been hungry lately and remember being asked to eat, staff begging you to eat, the team offering to you bring you whatever you wanted. And it wasn't you being stubborn for once, you just had no appetite, no desire to eat. The smell of food made you physically sick and it would send you spiraling into a flashback- they had poisoned your food when you were first kidnapped; you have no illusion that they wouldn't try it this time.
Now, now you would give anything for food; any kind of food. Pizza, sushi, nachos, a hot dog, mac and cheese. Oh! How wonderful they sounded!
It was almost enough to make her mouth water; almost. Except her mouth couldn't water- her mouth was bone dry. You do not remember the last time you drank anything either; but knew the hospital had been keeping you hydrated via the IV. Without it though, you are quickly feeling the need for water. And boy do you need it.
The two bastards that could give you food and water had taken their lives and left you here- they lay just feet…
No.. you shake your head. Where did they go? You could have sworn just moments before that they were lying in front of you, dead. Now; now you are alone and their bodies are gone. What the hell is going on?
You shake your head, trying to figure out what is going on; then without thinking, you rub your eyes- and it hits you. You arms are free..
You blink again, there are no bodies in front of you, you arms are free, and you are fully clothed. What in the hell is going on?
You feel your heart rate pick up, you feel yourself shaking and getting scared. You have no idea what has happened.
The room is getting fuzzy, swirling around you and all you can do is pull your knees up and hug them to your chest. You hear voices calling your name, they get louder as the rooms spins faster and you want to scream; you want to cry and scream. You are so scared.
Voices are calling you, but you cannot make out their words, only your name, you feel hands on you and you want to pull away, and you bury your head in your knees. You do not want to see what is happening.
You believe in monsters now, and are terrified they are coming to get you.
That the monsters that live in your mind as memories have finally taken over.
You are afraid that you have finally broken down and lost; your memories have won.