Most girls know exactly how to tear your heart apart. And most of the times they mean to do it. That was my theory any way. But she was different. I guess also, I let myself tear my heart apart.

She kissed back, but only for a second, and then realized what happened. She jumped off my bed and ran out of the room. It hurt but I knew why it had to happen. So in the end it was my fault for even doing anything.

But that didn't mean it was okay for her to act like nothing happened. A kiss is still a kiss, and I don't care if it was with an angel.

So the following days, we acted like we should. Her trying to help me be a better version of me, I guess. When I realized the days had turned into two weeks, I got seriously pissed. She still wasn't gone. How long was this going to take?

I left the apartment at about 8, two and a half weeks after the kiss. I went running with James, something both Alex and James said are healthy for not only my body, but my mind. Well we were out for a good hour, before we stopped to pick up some coffee for ourselves and my mom. No one else drinks it. We walked back to the Palm Woods, me hot and sweaty, James not even effected. I guess I haven't been working out a lot since moving here, only when tour came. It made me miss hockey season. That definitely got me back into shape.

We got out of the elevator laughing about something from one of the late night shows last night when I heard a cry. From my mother. We both stopped and listened, and sure enough it was a cry from her. We ran down the hall (much to the pleas from my calves) and my heart dropped. The door to our apartment was open, and my mother was being walked to the orange couch by Logan. We ran in and I turned to the hallway where Carlos was walking out, eyes closed, phone to his ear.

"Carlos?" He dropped the phone and looked right at me. James walked to him and shook his head. "What's going on?" Carlos looked up at him but back at me. I heard movement from the hall, and pushed between them, knowing both were following. I stopped at the end of the hall where my mom's room was. The door was opened wide, but my little sisters…her door was completely busted up on the floor in her room. I walked in slowly and felt the coffees slip from my hands seeing Alex standing in the middle of the room. She was wearing a pair of pajamas my mom bought her, and when I got closer, I saw tears on her face, even though her eyes were closed.

"Alex?" I started reaching out for her, but my arm was forced down rough. I turned and saw Logan staring at me shaking his head. He looked behind me at the other two.

"Go…go call Kelly or Gustavo, and get Mama Knight out of here. She shouldn't be here right now." I heard footsteps and he turned back to me. "Before you and James left this morning…did you check on Katie?" I shook my head. God I was an awful brother. "Then…" He let go of my arm and stepped cautiously around Alex. He walked to my little sister's now empty bed. "Who knows when they took her?"

"Who?" I walked to him, avoiding Alex like he did. He bent down picking up the one stuffed animal she had. Yes my sister was 12 and still had a teddy bear, even though she would never admit it. She loved that thing, because my dad gave it to her, or so my mom said. I took ti from him when he straightened out and squeezed it, looking at the old thing she clung to when she fell asleep.

"I don't know who…that's what she's trying to figure out." He pointed to Alex and I turned to her. I nodded and he sighed sitting down.

"How did you guys know she was gone?" I sat next to him still clutching the bear. He rubbed the back of his neck and shook his head.

"Your mom woke the rest of us up. Carlos and I sat out in the living room with Alex, and we watched the news. I heard a door knob being jiggled, and your mom yelling for Katie. So we got up, and Alex moved your mom out of the way quick like she knew something was already wrong." He went quiet and looked at the broken wood from the door on the floor. "SO she like, pushed on the door with her hands…" He put his hands up, palms facing my sisters closet, to show m. "and it snapped into all these little pieces. When she got in, Katie was gone." My stomach turned and I closed my eyes.

We sat for almost 5 minutes, in silence, both of us staring at her unmoving body. We stood up, seeing James walk in, with Carlos behind him.

"We called Kelly. Gustavo…he said he has to talk to her." He pointed to Alex and I swallowed hard.

"Why?" Logan asked before I could and James shrugged his shoulders. Carlos walked to Logan giving him the bible.

"She said she knew you could help her and asked me to give you this before she went…like this." Logan scrunched his eyebrows and looked at Alex, still unmoving. He sat back down on my sisters bed and I walked in front of Alex.

"What is she doing?" Carlos and James stood next to me on either side, both shrugging their shoulders.

Again we sat in more silence until we heard the book get slammed and Logan stand up. He pushed past James and got in front of me, between me and Alex.

"Judas!" Her eyes shot open and they were black as night. She let out a harsh breath and let her mouth open a little.

"Why?" He shook the Bible and her eyes narrowed.

"Because Judas never believed in Jesus. He never called Him Lord, but messhi, only acknowledging him as a teacher and nothing more. Also Judas was greedy. He saw, after being one of the Twelve, that Jesus had such a following, he thought he could go into power just by saying the same things Jesus did." Logan let out a low breath and I shook my head and got between them.

"So your telling me, Judas kidnapped my little sister?" Alex turned to me and her eyes quickly turned to the beautiful light blue.

"Not Judas himself, but there are people…demons who continued to do work for evil, against God's wishes. Most of the time, they are severely unsuccessful, but after everything I just saw…they, and I'm not sure who yet, might have a chance to hurt Him." I opened my mouth to talk but There was a door slammed and Alex pushed between Carlos and I. Gustavo came walking in fast, with Kelly inches behind him. "What is it?" He pointed to James and Carlos and then Kelly.

"Go take Jennifer to my place, and do not leave it, or let her out of your sight until you see me in that driveway. Do I make myself clear?" All three nodded and quickly walked out. "You three. We need to do some walking and talking. Catch me up because ei think I know where she is, I just don't know with who." Logan and I stared at each other beyond confused. We followed Gustavo out, while Alex took off her clothes to put a dress on. I don't know why she insisted on wearing them, but when my mom took her shopping, besides the pajama's, white dresses were all she got.

My mom was still crying as she managed to put her keys in her purse. When she saw em walk out behind Gustavo, she ran to me, throwing her arms around my neck. I hugged around her and expected to hear Gustavo yell at us for not moving fast enough but he sighed and took off his sunglasses. I tangled a hand in my mom's hair as she cried on my chest and kissed her head.

"Mom…I'll get her back…I promise."

"I…can't lose you two…" I hugged her tight making her only sob out harder. I looked around for help and at the same time, Kelly and Alex walked behind her, and let my mom fall into Kelly's arms. Then James walked over and helped carry my mom out, after I said I loved her. When them and Carlos and Kelly were gone, Gustavo turned to Alex. She walked in the kitchen and grabbed a bottle of water. She downed it quick and he laughed.

"Good water?" She nodded and smiled small. "What they don't let you drink up there?" He pointed with his finger 'up' and I looked at Logan. He walked right in front of Gustavo who scrunched his eyebrows.

"Holy crap…your..." He turned to Alex and looked quickly back at Gustavo. "You're just like…"

"No I'm not an angel Logan. But I do work for the big man upstairs. I'll tell you more about it in the car. We need to get going."