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BPOV

Jake was over to me before I even notice he moved. He backed me against the wall with his hands under my ass and picked me up so that my legs were around his waist and my back was against the his wall. He kissed me so deeply I thought I saw stars! It was gentle, rough, sweet, passionate and damn right sexy. I had to put my arms around his neck to steady myself. I couldn't believe how good of a kisser Jacob was. He knew exactly what he was doing. His hands explored my body in all the right places just rough enough to make me feel his passion yet gentle enough not to push the limit.

"mmm....Jacob....mmm" was all I manged to get out in between kisses.

After about 2 minutes of pure bliss, he slowly lowered me back to the ground and gently pulled away.

He looked like he was high or something because his eyes were all glossy but he had never been more sexy than at that moment.

"How was that?" he asked smirking again as though he knew the answer.

I didn't respond, I just grabbed his neck again and pulled his lips back to mine. I needed him so badly at that point, I just couldn't resist.

"Whoah Bells calm down" he said pulling away from the kiss and unlocking my arms from around his neck.

"What?...so you don't want me?" I said to him feeling the worst rejection of my life. I was taking a risk putting myself out there, I was never like this with anyone. Something in Jacob just brought out something in me I couldn't control. I knew I had to have him one way or another.

"No bells its not like that- I just-"

"You know what Jake, you don't need to explain, just leave." I said turning around so that he couldn't see my anger and pain of rejection I knew was obvious in my eyes.

"Bella listen"

"No Jake, if you don't want me then thats fine, I don't need to hear your excuses OK? JUST LEAVE...GET OUT!...GO! I screamed. I was in so much pain at that moment I don't think anything he had to say could make me feel better. How could he just kiss me like that and lead me on and then reject me?

"FINE! YOU ARE SO STUBBORN! YOU WONT LISTEN TO ANYTHING SO WHATEVER YOUR FEELING, ITS YOUR OWN FAULT!" he yelled back at me fuming. We were now both angry. This is not how I pictured my first kiss with Jacob being....although I never even though I would ever kiss him at all...or him seeing me naked, or me seeing him naked....or anything else that happened between us.

"I HATE YOU JAKE!!" I screamed.

"I HATE YOU TOO!! he screamed back at me.

At that he just turned around and walked out his room and slammed the door behind him

it was late I was tired and confused and angry and emotional all at once. I just flew on his bed and put my face in the pillow, and again screamed. Too much had happened in so little time I just needed to sleep so I just layed there until I eventually dozed off. But before I did I thought to my self...

BACK TO SQUARE ONE.

I woke up the next day to the bright sun shining in my eyes. I then remembered what happened last night between Jacob and I. Even though we were not getting along at the time, I was still excited about being here with Jacob and I was kind of anxious to see him, although I would not let him know that.

I quick jumped out of bed and almost tripped down the stairs trying to see if Jacob was awake yet. As I got to the bottom of the steps mt heart nearly dropped. There was Jacob standing tall with black sweat pants and no shirt, his black hair fell down the back of his head and his glistening body chizzled and ripped. He was drinking out of the milk carton....even though I was always told that it was bad manners to do it, Jacob look absolutley perfect. As he notice me he turned to face me, put the milk back and closed the refrigerator. He stood there looking at me as if expecting me to be the first one to speak.

But even though I wanted to, something held me back from possibly embarassing myself yet again. So I just stood there.....and he just stood there.....he starred at me.....i stared at him.....then he just walked back upstairs shaking his head and chuckling low to himself.

I CANT TAKE THIS SHIT ANYMORE! I screamed in my head. I had been embarrassed to the point of no return...I've made the biggest fool out of myself....I was rejected be Jacob----JACOB!!!..........And I still don't know whats in the box, yes I didn't forget about that box. I headed upstairs to get my bags. I didn't care what Charlie said at this point, he cant expect us to getting along. I flung open the door and Jacob was there putting on a shirt. I flung my bag on the bed and started gathering my things.

"Bella...what are you doing?" he asked when he saw I was gathering my things.

"I'm leaving Jacob OK?" I quickly said back

"What I do now?" he said sounding like a child.

"Don't worry about it I'm leaving" I said zipping the back and turning towards the door.

All of a sudden his hand was on my back with a firm grip. I turned back toward him and he had the saddest look on his face like he was angry and hurt at the same time..

"What do you want me to do?What did I even do in the first place? Why cant we get along? Why are you always mad at me?"

His questions came out to fast but he wouldn't let go of my bag until I said something so I would have to do what I would regret later.

"JAKE, YOU ARE SUCH A JERK..FOR SOME REASON YOU GET UNDER MY SKIN AND MAKE ME MAD," I said yelling and crying at the same time, I took a couple of breathes as I saw him taking it all in and then squinting his eyes like he was going to hit me or something but he just stood there .His jaw clenched and his head went back a little as if I stung him with my words....I stood there examining his expression. Then his eye brows raised as if to say "anything else?"

"But" ...I stared to say.

On the other hand you are so damn sexy to me. The way you look at me, the was you smile, the way you talk..everything. At those words his jaw loosened into a smile. That cheesy Jacob grin that reminded me of him being so young.

"But this between us is too weird its like we don't like each other, then were kissing then arguing.

We aren't even friend anymore.

He just stood there. Silent, Then he walked over to the door and closed it.

"Sit down" he told me motioning to his bed. His voice sounded so controlling, it was kind of a turn on.

He paced back and forth in the room trying to look for the words to say, so I just sat there listening- wanting to know what as up.

"Bella, Ill break this down to you in the best way I can. I really want you to understand me without making of fool of myself." "OK...um...Bella...you see, I like you..a lot ...a lot! And I was just really mad that you were in love with that leech when I was so in love with you. I don't know why I got so mad, maybe I have a bit of a jealousy problem." he said looking at me straight forward now. " lately, since I became a wolf I have been trying to adapt to all the new feelings and things I do. When Charlie said you would be saying here with me it scared me. I didn't know if I would be able to control myself with you walking around like you do and"......he paused for a moment and put that smirk across his face again....."smelling like you do".....I knew what he was referring to, and he knew that I knew.

I knew the lust would mess with my head, when you asked me to kiss you and we started getting into it ….I had to stop because I wasn't thinking with my head, I was thinking with ...something else"...he said letting his eyes wonder down to his pants for a sec.

"I decided that if me and you were to ever do that I would want it to be because you love with me as much as I love you.......not lust" he finished waiting for my response.

Wow...I could hardly sit still. He was romantic and he was a rough neck. I think I was already falling in love. ...Little Jacob a romantic? Who knew?

"Bella..look you don't have to answer now but lets start from the beginning and forget about being mad at each other and lets start as friends.

"OK...yea friends" I said, fearing it was a little too soon.

Would I be able to be just friends with Jake? With out wanting to kiss him and feel his beautiful body so close to me? I could try I guess but I already know its not going to take long for me to screw this up I just couldn't resist him. I wouldn't resist him. I guess I could just make him think I will try but, I have a feeling he wont resist me very long either. I hope.

JPOV

What did I just say???!!! Why would I want to be just friends with Bella; the girl of my fantasies. WHY WOULD I EVEN SAY THAT TO HER WHEN I KNOW SHE IS IRRISTABLE. I wont be able to keep my hands or thoughts off of her. I hope this friend thing doesn't last long, I have to be with her, close to her, touch her...and I will make sure it happens. I just have to get her to fall for me.

I only have a little clue of where I'm going with this so be nice!!!