Chapter 7: Nightmare

Title pretty much says it all Kurt has a nightmare and Blaine calms him down as he opens up about his mom Happy Mother's day everyone sorry it's short next chapter will be longer

Kurt's POV

"Kurt run and don't look back"

I followed my mothers instructions and ran wait.. I had hooves wait a miniate where am I? Then I herd a gunshot. I knew what happened I've seen this movie enough times. Then I herd a voice

"Great job genius! She's dead and it's all your fault!" Then there was a second voice

"Great job Lady boy!"

The voices sounded like Sebastian and Karofsky

"It's not my fault!" I shouted back to the air

"Yes it is think about it if you hadn't ran faster then her then she would still be alive"

They was right she's dead and it's all my fault.

"It's all my fault.."

It's all my fault.."

"It's all my...

"Kurt! Wake up Kurt!"

I bolted up in bed Blaine next to me

"Are you all right?" He asked

"Yeah im fine"

"Really? You have been mumbling "It's all my fault" for 3 minutes now"

"Oh right that don't worry about it's just a nightmare"

"Do you want to talk about it" Great our first night together in the same bed and I ruined it

"No not really just go back to sleep I don't want to ruin this night more then I already have"

"Kurt you did not ruin this night! So if you had a nightmare it happens! Now im going to ask you again do you want to talk about it?"

I sighed

"I was in the movie and my mom told me to run and I did then I herd the gunshot" I felt tears down my eyes and started to sniffle as I keep them back to say the rest

"Then I heard Sebastian and Karofsky's voices they were telling me that its all my fault and I started to believe it" I couldn't hold the tears back anymore I burst out crying Blaine took my head and let it rest on his chest.

"It's all right love it was just a nightmare"

"'I just really miss my mom I have always missed her and I don't think im going to stop and I don't know how im going to handle myself in a few days"

"Why what it is going on then?"

I hesitated then lifted my head up from Blaine's chest

"It's her birthday"

"Kurt im so sorry"

"It's ok im glad I can talk to you about this Santana and Rachael wouldn't understand even if they don't see their mothers on a daily basis they can still talk to them and Shelby even lives in New York. They don't understand what its like to not have a parent."

"Then tell me let it all out and make me understand and tell that to them"

"Well it's because of my mom that I started everything" I stood up wiping away my tears feeling a little better

"When I was little and we sat down to watch movies my mom would always pick a musical just so I can sing along and when my mom was picking out outfits I was always with her watching her and she enrolled me in ballet."

"So that's why you love Broadway musicals so much and to sing and dance is because of her?" Blaine asked

"Yeah you probably think it's stupid"

"NO! God no Kurt I think that its sweet"

"Really?"

"Yeah" Then he put his hand on my face

"It's wonderful that you would do that to keep her memories alive"

"I'm glad you would think so you would love her"

Then I layed back down

"Blaine on her anniversery I know we are in New York but can we mabey come back to visit her grave with my dad?"

"Of corse swettie"

"Thank you" Then I put my head on his chest

"I love you" I said

"I love you too"

"Until my dying day"

"Until my dying day Kurt I promise"