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I burst into my apartment tears streaming down my face. I was the other woman, for six months I was the other woman. Something I vowed I would never be, I didn't know it though. I can't stop thinking about it!
This night couldn't have been more perfect. Colton and I were finally relaxing after an amazing night. Everything was how it should be and I really think something is going to happen between Colton and I. A large thud came from the living room and Colton shot up.
"Shit Elle! You need to hide! Please hide go!" He kept shoving me up and trying to gather my clothes and throw me into the closet.
"Colton what the hell is going on, why do I have to hide?" I knew my answer when she walked through the door; her eyes filled with tears and so did mine. "Oh no, please, I am so sorry! I didn't know! If I did I would never!" I grabbed my clothes trying to put on my dress but ended up just covering myself with it.
"No! I spent almost a year with you! You lying ass hole! We are done! I can't look at you, you filthy lying pig, you are nothing but scum at the bottom of a pond! I hate you!" She screamed and ran out. Colton ran after her pleading for her forgiveness the whole time.
My half dressed body slid down the back of my door as I sobbed. I hurt their relationship. This poor innocent girl's life was ruined, like mine was. I hurt her like I was hurt. Why was this happening to me? Colt was such a good guy; at least I thought he was. He promised me that if we ever got together he would never hurt me like I was hurt before. God! How can I be so blind?
"Elle, what are you doing home, it's three in the morning." John walked toward me and I just got up and pressed myself to him. I hugged him and he comforted me. I sobbed into his shoulder which seemed forever. He let me cry; he brought me to the couch and covered me up.
"I didn't think he would hurt me like that? I didn't know I could hurt someone the way I have been hurt? How could I be so stupid, so blind?" John offered me the box of tissues and I kindly accepted and poured my heart out.
"Please tell me what happened so I can help you." He offered as he grabbed my hand and I nodded as I sniffled.
"I was with Colton tonight, before you say anything I now know I am stupid for going back to him. His girlfriend caught us sleeping in bed. I was the other woman John, I was nothing to him. I was just a sex object for his use every month. I promised myself I wouldn't be the other woman John, now look at me, I'm a home wrecking whore." John wrapped his arms around me and brought my head to his bare chest.
"Elle, you didn't know, how could you? You are wrong though, you are not a whore, if you knew Colton had a girlfriend there would be no chance of you being with him. You are right about one thing, he is an ass, and he probably used you like so many others." I pulled away in confusion and he shook his head. "No, what I mean is he is an ass and he has a problem E, he is mentally fucked up and you need to know that."
"I promised myself that I wouldn't put someone else through that, I don't want another person going through what I had to go through." John stared down at me and so I knew I had to explain more. "It was my senior year in college, I was going out with this amazing guy for over a year and a half, it was the second year I interned with the WWE, I got done a week early and I didn't tell him so I could surprise him." I paused as I shivered remembering what happened. "I found him in bed with my roommate, in the middle of it."
"E, I'm sorry." John's hand was rubbing my back and I just shook my head.
"I don't know how I could have let myself be so stupid! I am such an idiot!" My hand went over my eyes as my head went toward my knees.
"Elle stop it! You are not an idiot, you could have never known. You are an amazing person with the kindest heart. You probably started apologizing to her right on the spot am I right?" I nodded my head and he continued. "Exactly, so please know that you are so talented and amazing and I haven't met someone with a heart as big as yours." I wiped my eyes and looked up at John.
There was a moment, where I one hundred percent believed what John said. Like nothing else mattered and he was there for me. John wasn't just my boss; he was more than that now. I truly see it. He is an amazing guy. I don't know what John was thinking, but he inched his face closer to mine. I rested my forehead on his for a moment; before I knew it he pressed his lips against mine.
I sat up and placed my arms on his neck and he cupped his hands around my face. He leaned forward to deepen the kiss and his tongue pressed against my lips and I gladly opened my mouth and I gave off a little smile. I didn't know how good a kiss could feel or how much it could connect two people.
Before I knew it though, he pulled away and he wrapped me in his arms and we both laid down on the couch. My head rested on his chest and I drifted off to sleep. I didn't know how such a horrible night can turn into an amazing morning.
I don't know how, but I ended up in my bed last night. I honestly didn't care either. John and I kissed last night, I don't know what it meant, but I know it was amazing. It was something that I couldn't be happier about.
We had to leave early that day for our one o'clock flight and we had to be at the airport at eleven. It was ten and I was just done packing, I was in my black dress pants and my black ruffle shirt and colorful cardigan. We were meeting Barbie, Randy, Punk, and Stephen (Sheamus) at the airport and I had a lot to talk about with Barbie. I honestly had a lot to talk about with John.
A large smile came across my face as I walked in the kitchen seeing John placing his bowl of cereal in the cabinet, he must have washed it. When he turned around there was a flash of a smile but then it turned into a sour frown.
"Hey can we talk about last night?" He sat down on the breakfast bar and I gladly took a seat next to him.
"Yeah, but first I want to thank you for comforting me and being there for me last night, it meant so much." I didn't know what was going on in his head, but his face was expressionless.
"Yeah, well, the kiss last night, well as great as it was, it shouldn't have happened. I am going through a divorce with Liz and giving her any motive right now is not a good thing to do. It was late and we were just caught up in the moment, I am like your boss." My heart sank to my stomach. The one thing that was making me smile like never before was now a mistake, something that shouldn't have happened.
"Oh, umm, yeah totally, it's already forgotten." He smiled and punched me in the arm and went to get his suit case. "Umm John, we need to leave in twenty minutes." I called out to him as I walked into the bathroom.
I turned the faucet on and started crying, no, I couldn't. I was done crying. I made a mistake with Colton, and I apparently made a mistake with John. It has to be strictly professional from now on. I can't let myself fall for someone that doesn't feel the same way, not again. I wasn't going to do it anymore. I can't be hurt anymore. I just have to shrug it off and pretend like it never happened. I'm going to have a fun time with that.
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