Ixea: woo there is going to be a few things in this chapter, more random nothingness. I have a promise for my friend in the next chapter. She knows what
Naruto: please tell us
Ixea: nope
Naruto: PLEAAAAAAAAAAAAAASE
Ixea: I don't argue with things I don't own
Naruto: hmph
Torn
Where Did You Go?
Where is he? Why isn't he picking up his cell phone? Why hasn't he been home for a month?
Naruto sat in the apartment alone waiting for Sasuke whom he hasn't seen since he walked out of Sakura's house 4 weeks earlier.
Doesn't he think I would just forget about him if he just walked away forever? Fuck I hate this. I just wish I knew where the hell he walked off to.
"PICK UP YOUR FUCKING PHONE SASUKE!!" Naruto was getting annoyed. He hardly slept or ate he was so worried about Sasuke. He mostly just called his cell to hear his voice.
"FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK"
Naruto couldn't stand not knowing where Sasuke was. He regretted not telling him about the kiss when he asked. He just wanted to find Sasuke and tell him how sorry he was for not telling him what had happened.
*flash back 4 weeks ago*
Naruto had tried following Sasuke back to the apartment, but he figured Sasuke had either ran or took a cab to get home. He didn't really understand what had happened at first. He couldn't get the image of Sasuke's face out of his head. How angry and disappointed Sasuke looked at Naruto.
"Sasuke are you here?" Naruto yelled into the empty apartment. He searched every room numerous times before he realized Sasuke was no longer there. He had taken his laptop, cell phone a few clothes and some money that was on the counter in case of emergency.
For the first time since he was five years old, Naruto felt alone and betrayed.
*End of flash back*
Naruto walked room to room like he did every day since Sasuke left. Something that was now more apart of him as breathing was. He looked at Sasuke's pillow that lay on his made bed. There Naruto had fallen asleep every night since Sasuke left.
*flash back*
Naruto lay on Sasuke's bed crying, praying that he would come home soon. He put his hand under the pillow where Sasuke kept his journal. Naruto just lay there until he fell asleep.
Naruto woke up the next morning feeling tired. His hand was tightly holding on to something it had found under Sasuke's pillow. Naruto brought it from under the pillow and opened his hand.
Naruto was surprised to see that there was a note inscribed to him.
. Dear Naruto,
I can't believe we are friends. In fact I think you're the only friend I have had. To me you are like a brother. I plan to share my life with you. What ever I do, you will hear about it. I'm so happy that I have met you. It's kinda weird when you think of how I have actually known you for a year and we never spoke until a few days ago. I hope we can be friends forever. No matter what happens I'm sure we will be. Sometimes I think that I love you. I'm not sure how I mean that. If it's only as a brother type of love, or a different kind of love, but either way I still love you because you mean the world to me
Sasuke
Naruto re-read this over and over until his eyes burned from the tears he was holding back.
"This was from kindergarten. He has liked me that mush since kindergarten? SO WHY DID YOU LEAVE?"
*end of flash back*
The note was still on Sasuke's dresser. Naruto didn't know if he was ever supposed to read the letter writing so long ago. Looking at it made him wish he had never lied to Sasuke even more. He picked up the house phone once more and tried the cell
"Hello?"
"Sasuke?"
"Hi Naruto."
"Why haven't you been answering your phone? Fuck where are you? Are you alright? Fuck Sasuke why did you just leave with out telling anyone where you were?"
Naruto continued asking questions until he realized how quiet the other end of the conversation was.
"I'm fine Naruto, I really am. I just went on a little vacation by my self to think about stuff okay. I'll be home in a few hours."
"Tell me where you are please"
"I'll tell you everything when I get home. I promise."
Naruto waited and waited for hours, but Sasuke didn't return. Eventually he just fell asleep on the couch where he stayed until dawn the next day.
"Naruto, I'm here" Naruto didn't want to open his eyes, he was so tired. "GET UP DOBE!"
"I'm awake." Naruto yelled with a start. He almost punched Sasuke for scaring him, until he realized Sasuke was there. "Where have you been?"
"I was in Tokyo thinking about stuff. I was mostly thinking about myself, and my feelings on things. I was also thinking about Sakura, the baby, and us Naruto." With that Naruto looked up to Sasuke with questions showing on his face. He couldn't ask any though; he just didn't know what to ask first.
"What about you the baby and Sakura?" he finally managed to ask after a few moments.
"Well, I decided not to be involved with it. I don't like her, I really don't. She lied to you about it. She told you that the baby wasn't mine, well it is." Naruto felt defeated, and at the same time relief fell over him.
"What about us?" Naruto didn't mean to ask that question. He remembered the note sitting on top of Sasuke's dresser.
"I like you Naruto. Sakura asked me a question before I left. She asked me if I liked you as a best friend, or as more. I left mostly because I had to think about that with out being with you. I decided that I obviously liked it when you kissed me the first time." Sasuke didn't know what to say next. His voice just seemed to fall.
Naruto raised his head once more to look in to the raven's eyes.
"You don't remember though" Naruto stated as he started getting up.
"No, but I would like to" Sasuke's face went beet red as the words sneaked out off his tongue.
Naruto smiled mostly at himself. He leaned into the raven close enough to smell mint gum on his breath. In one swift motion he leaned closer and kissed Sasuke.
Ixea: Well, upon request there WILL BE A LEMON/ YAOI NEXT CHAPTER!
Naruto & Sasuke: O_o
Ixea: it was going to happen sooner or later
Naruto: Awwww Ixea-Chan, please no, I HATE Sasuke remember?
Ixea: suck it up… Please R&R byee