Hey guys, this obviously isn't the full ep of Killer Frost, but I couldn't write anymore, I felt it appropriate to end the chapter here... For now. Sorry, it took so long to update, I just didn't have any ideas. I might go back through and change some things later. I haven't decided. Please review and let me know what you think!

**UPDATE** I did go back and tweak the ending a little bit, because I thought the way I wrote the cold kiss was a little, well lack-luster. It is a bit different now, so enjoy the better version!

She snuck quietly out of S.T.A.R Labs and made her way to the precinct where Joe was currently interrogating the acolyte. Muffled yells came from the other side of the door. Caitlin hesitated before pounding on the door. Am I seriously about to go do this right now? Yes. You are going to go in there and get information on Alchemy, through whatever means possible. Her eyes flashed blue, like Barry's eyes when attacked by Rainbow Raider. An overwhelming desire possessed her to be selfish and get rid of these powers, regardless of who she hurt/killed in the process.

"Go away!" She heard Joe yell from the other side of the door. Caitlin was going to leave, she really was, but her eyes flashed again and this time she knocked harder with more force. She could hear Joe stop doing what he was doing and move to open the door.

"Caitlin? Is everything okay?" Shoot, what should I sa- hey I'll tell him Wally's okay. Family is Joe's biggest weakness. The Flash used to be mine. But not anymore, Killer Frost has no weaknesses.

"Um... It's Wally, He's out of that cocoon thing. You should go see him." Killer Frost said in true Caitlin fashion, biting her bottom lip, and furrowing her brows in sympathy. I always was a pretty good liar. Relief washed over Joe's face and for a split second, Caitlin almost felt bad about lying to Joe, but she remembered why she was here. To find Alchemy.

"Oh, thank God!" Joe moved out of the door and ran to go get his stuff to see his son. Caitlin shoved her foot in the door and slyly crept through the crack. She watched the acolyte's eyes staring at her, almost mocking her. Screaming "Oh, what's this little girl going to do?" Caitlin wasn't an idiot, she knew better than to run into a situation blind, I mean, that's what made Jesse lose focus when she went up against Rosa.

Caitlin scanned her surroundings, and lo and behold a security camera. She stood away from the camera and frosted it over. Now her evil ways of torture could come out.

"Where is Alchemy?" Her distorted voice rang out. The disciple looked her up and down and still, even after the freezing of the camera, undermined her.

"I'll never talk. You can't make me." Oh, he wants to play this way huh? Fine. Let's play. Caitlin let the frost flow out of her fingertips and formed icicle blades. With a sinister look in her eyes, she rammed an icicle through the man's hand. His delightful screams of pain filled the precinct, and Caitlin relished in the pure agony she was causing him.

"Now, let me try again… Where is ALCHEMY?!" Caitlin's voice dripped poison with each word she spoke.

She was going to kill him, but she heard banging at the door. Oh, why does everybody always have to come and ruin my fun? Caitlin opened her mouth and breathed out a thick white fog into the air, making it impossible to see anything. She unlocked the door and quickly slid against the now frozen walls and escaped, watching the idiot cops go in trying to find out what was happening. Seriously guys? You think I was dumb enough to hang around? No wonder the cops here can't beat metas. Caitlin laughed internally and shut the door behind her, well, froze the door behind her. It's funny how she used to be afraid of the power she contained and the cold that came with it but not anymore. Right now there was no one that could stop her from this evil. No one. It's like Jay said. I have an inner darkness and amazing evil things could happen when I unlocked it. For once I'll agree with that psychopath. The darkness feels so… freeing.

"Um, excuse me, what are you doing?" Caitlin's small victory was cut short by a blonde British man. Well, this wasn't part of the plan, but I guess I could take him and get him to find the acolytes for me. Julian. Barry's partner. Barry. Caitlin shook away that name. The name of a man that destroyed her life. She couldn't deal with him. She refused to let Barry be her weakness. She had no weaknesses! She is strong, sexy, cunning Killer Frost. And Killer Frost does not let a name bother her. She raised a frosty hand and looked at Julian's frightened demeanor.

"I need you to come with me." Julian didn't take much convincing. She threatened to kill him a couple of times and shot icicles in his direction, but purposely missed, to instill fear. She loved seeing the look of pure terror on Julian's face. It made her feel stronger and powerful for once instead of constantly feeling so helpless all the time.

Caitlin dragged him into a car and forced him to drive to an abandoned frozen foods warehouse. It was still ice cold in there, enough to make her feel comfortable. Julian tried to put on a brave face, tried to keep talking to seem not frightened. But Caitlin knew he was. His fear radiated from him.

"Bit chilly in here isn't it?" Julian quipped. Ugh, why can't he just shut up and find the acolytes? Can't he understand that I need them to lead me to Alchemy? She looked at him, eyes flashing blue.

"Shut up, I need to think." Should I be doing this? Caitlin, you need to do this. Barry can't help you. You have to do it this way.

"You're, you're Allen's friend… Right?" Hah! A friend is an understatement. I want him dead. A small voice in the back of her head kept telling her that she didn't want Barry dead. But she stifled it, forced herself to think like a killer. Ironic considering she's never killed anyone before. "Dr. Snow?" He added cautiously.

"I said, be quiet!" She happened to fling her hand towards him and watch him visibly flinch at the motion of her hand towards him. For a second she felt guilty for making him this afraid of her, but at the same time, it felt so good.

"Are you going to kill me?" Julian asked, wanting to know if his fear was going to be confirmed. Caitlin honestly didn't know if she was going to kill him or not. For a person being named Killer Frost, she sure had a hard time doing it. So she dodged the question and proceeded to press him to find Alchemy. The man, or whatever it was, that could take away her powers. For good.

"I need you to find Alchemy." Caitlin grabbed a laptop out of his bag and opened it.

"What do you want me to do?"

"Alchemy has disciples, followers, and I need you to create an algorithm that will allow you to search for anyone who has searched for any specific keywords in the last six months. That will lead me to them so they can take me to Alchemy." Caitlin explained as if it was common knowledge. She watched Julian hesitate as he sat down behind the computer.

"Um, "alchemy" is a pretty common phrase, it'll have hundreds of hits." Julian stammered, trying to delay the searching process.

"Then search for an uncommon one."

"Such as?"

"Savitar." Julian looked pale and froze up at the name of what she wanted to be searched. So, she motivated him. Caitlin grabbed his arm and began to let the frost do its worst. He screamed in pain, and agony flashed through his eyes.

"Get searching." Caitlin hissed as she released him from her torture.

Minutes passed by and Caitlin kept contemplating if this was the right thing to do, but every time that little voice was telling her it wasn't, the darkness swallowed up the little seeds of good that were still left and replaced them with the vicious cold that froze her soul.

Julian's computer beeped a few times, and to her luck, he had found two people who had searched for Alchemy and Savitar.

"Here are their addresses. W-what are you going to do to them?" Julian asked quietly. Caitlin honestly hadn't thought that far ahead yet. Then again, she hadn't really thought through most of this plan. She turned away from Julian and her Caitlin side broke free of the ice for a moment.

"What am I doing?" She whispered to herself. But it was too good to be true because the persistent clacking of computer keys behind her forced her back into the Killer Frost persona. He's radioing for help. I can't get caught! Overcome with rage, Caitlin shot icicles through the computer and this time she was going to kill him. He was so irritating anyways. She let the frost swell up in her hands and she was getting ready to end Julian's life. She watched as he closed his eyes and braced for his impending death. It was an amazing feeling really, inflicting all of this pain. She stopped when that stupid red streak flew in front of Julian.

"Stop. You don't want to do this. You don't want to hurt anyone." Barry's broken, yet optimistic voice shone through and tried to penetrate Caitlin's walls like they always did. But not this time. This time they bounced off her icy exterior and fell flat. Julian kept making comments to the Flash, telling him to take Caitlin out. Telling him to get rid of her. Barry instead, to her surprise knocked him out instead and took a step closer to her. Why is he doing this? He did this. He can't save me. The Flash can't save me. Barry noticed that he wasn't convincing her. He took a step towards her.

"Caitlin…" Barry breathed out in warning.

"Leave me alone!" Caitlin screamed. I can't take this anymore. I can't deal with this conflicted personality in my head. I can't keep flirting the line between good and evil. I can't. I just can't take this anymore.

"What are you doing?" He remained calm, opposite to her frenzied demeanor.

"I need to find Alchemy! I have to find him so he can take away my powers for good." Caitlin yelled at him. The look on Barry's face was sympathy and pity. Caitlin wanted to rip that look off his face and leave him on the ground bleeding out. She wanted him to suffer for what he did. But here he was. Still trying to melt the ice. Still trying to no avail.

"Cait, we don't know if it works that way." He said softly.

"You don't know if it doesn't." He reached out for Caitlin's ice cold hand trying to hold it like he did after he woke up from his fight against Brain Boggler. Barry thought that the moment he woke up, he immediately felt safe seeing Caitlin's face and relaxing because she was holding his hand. She backed away from him almost instantly like he was poisonous.

"Caitlin, I know that we love you… You and I, we've been through too much to let each other down now." He's really trying to talk me down. He is. It's working. Why does he always do this to me? How does one man have this much effect on me?

"I can fix this. I can help you!" Barry said, so sure of himself he even had a small smile on his face. Fix this? Fix this?! HE created this mess! He can't escape this, he doesn't get a free pass. No way. This does not happen! Just when Barry thought he had won, Caitlin dropped a bomb on him.

"Like you 'helped' your mother?" She had him now. Any thought of optimism in his eyes had been stomped out and ripped to shreds. Barry pleaded with his eyes for her not to go there, but she did. If one good thing could come out of this, it's that everyone deserved to know the truth about Flashpoint. Especially Cisco. "You keep messing with everyone's lives, and we're left behind to pick up the pieces from your mistakes. Some things you break, can't be put back together." She was destroying him. And she loved it. She was outing him to everyone because she knew that they were listening. She may not be causing any physical pain, but she was sure inflicting plenty of emotionally charged pain.

"I can fix this." Barry tried to keep his optimism that was fading away slowly, blow by blow that she threw at him, reminding him that he was the cause of her pain. He was the cause of Dante's death. He ruined everything.

"Oh yeah? You screwed Cisco's family the worst of all. But Cisco didn't ever find out about that, did he? You hear that Cisco? Dante was alive before Barry messed with everything. So, you can thank him for 'fixing' your life!" Caitlin screamed into the air.

They only realized that the police were there when they heard guns cocking, getting ready to take her down. She felt Barry pick her up and take her away before she could retaliate against the police officers and drag her to a safe spot behind some boxes. Just then, Caitlin had a wonderful idea. Stab Barry to get away from everyone. So that's exactly what she did. Caitlin let and icicle emerge from her hand and she plunged it straight into Barry's triceps surae. His utterly shocked look was staring at her as she told him that it would take four hours to heal, so don't bother trying to follow her. She got up and ran away. The power surged through her as his pain-filled screams of her name echoed through the hall they were in. I could have killed him. Why didn't I? Come on, you're supposed to be a killer. The next chance you get, you are going to kill Barry Allen. No matter what. Now, what were those addresses again?

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Caitlin silently broke into one of the follower's house and began to do what she does best, freeze. She let her full power ice up and let the cold frost emanate from her as the temperature in the house slowly went down to freezing, just by her being there. She watched from the shadows as the man she was hunting came out of his room to check the thermostat. She watched as the man whipping around in fear and confusion as Caitlin's icicle shattered the thermostat into tiny little pieces. Caitlin figured the only way to get this disciple to understand just what she wanted, she'd do it psychopathic villain style. Telling them her backstory before she obliterated him.

"Both of my parents are doctors. It's all I ever wanted to be. I used to practice the Hippocratic Oath all the time. Heck, if someone were to step on a bug, I'd go 'Do no harm' It's built into my DNA," Caitlin stopped and chuckled humorlessly. "Unfortunately, my DNA isn't what it used to be. So believe me when I say, answer all of my questions or I will harm you and your family." She smiled devilishly as she backed this man against the wall, threatening him with her icicle that she could easily cut open his heart with. She asked him who Alchemy was, and almost as she suspected, he didn't know. Heck, nobody knows who that freak was, even his own followers didn't know.

"Can Alchemy take away powers?" Caitlin asked with a sense of hopefulness in her voice.

"Y-yes. But you can't make him do anything. He's an acolyte, we both serve Savitar." Caitlin's smile disappeared. She was growing impatient with this man, and she was going to kill him. But the man kept talking. He kept saying that in the future she was powerful and glorious. Every bone in her body was begging her to end this man's life for defying her. Kill him. He could be her first kill. But that stupid, small, insignificant little voice kept saying, "Leave him alone. Do no harm, Caitlin." She couldn't bring herself to kill him. She heard a muffled cry outside of the house calling her name. Cisco. Ugh, I really didn't want to have to kill him today. He's one of the few I still like.

She ran out of the house, leaving the acolyte alone to face her best friend and pretty much brother.

"Really Cisco, you brought your toys?" She scoffed. "I told you Cisco, this is why I wanted to leave Central City, and escape before I hurt anyone of you guys, and you convinced me. Now, I have to hurt you."

"I was hoping it wouldn't come to using them," Cisco said, staying strong in his position.

"It won't." The ice coming from Caitlin's hands surprisingly wasn't scaring Cisco. He wasn't backing down.

"You think seeking medical advice from someone named Dr. Alchemy is the way to go? We can help you, Caitlin." Cisco said meaning every word.

"Why not? My name is Killer Frost." She hissed. Every single word was a blow to Cisco. He's cracking. He isn't going to stay strong forever, I almost have him. One more thing to put him over the edge.

"Your name… is Caitlin Snow." Here it is, one more blow.

"Can Caitlin Snow do this?" She said, feigning innocence as she blasted Cisco with full on ice showers. She laughed as Cisco ran from her power and took cover. "C'mon Cisco, give it up. Let me be and I won't hurt you." Her distorted, deceitful voice said coyly. The blonde in her hair was growing rapidly. It almost wasn't brown anymore. Cisco tried to fire back at her but missed. They both turned to see a streak of red headed towards them. Barry, you idiot, why did you come? Heh, well. This is my chance to finally kill Barry Allen once and for all.

She shot a sheet of ice out of her hand and watched Barry slip and fall past her. She walked closer to him and leaned over his body.

"How's the leg, Flash?" What she wasn't expecting was him knocking her to the ground. There they laid, side by side when Caitlin had an idea.

"That was cold Flash, but this is colder." And with her energy she had left, she sat up, straddled Barry and began to put her icy lips to his. It was funny how this way, she was Caitlin and Killer Frost. The inner Caitlin was hot and bothered, and wanted to kiss Barry forever. Just feeling his lips on hers released so much of the sexual tension between them. She could feel herself taking away his warmth, and she loved it, loved the pain she was causing him. Barry Allen, this is what you deserve for all the pain you caused me. You broke me. I hope Flashpoint was worth my suffering, because you are not leaving this street alive. This was almost exactly like her dream. She kissed Barry and killed him. She had her eyes closed, enjoying the kiss, but then Killer Frost took over and began to kiss the life out of him. Literally. She opened her eyes to see Barry staring helplessly in fear at her. Barry was frozen. He couldn't move even if he wanted to.

Barry remembered Earth-2's Killer Frost doing the same thing to kill her victims. But then he also remembered when she kissed D.E.A.T.H.S.T.O.R.M, He could combat against her cold because he was fire. He desperately tried to move out of her grasp but he was frozen to the ground, shell-shocked that Caitlin, his Caitlin, was on top of him and kissing him.. At first it was a pleasant shock and he kissed back with his pent up feelings for her that he recently discovered. But then he realized what she was really doing, she was killing him! Freezing the life out of him with her icy lips. Out of all of the scenarios and fantasies he had about Caitlin kissing him, or him kissing her, this was definitely not one of them.

Caitlin kept staring directly into his eyes, wanting to end his life and come to peace with the dream that had haunted her thoughts for months. She almost killed him when she suddenly felt herself being thrown off of Barry's nearly lifeless body and into the air. She saw two things before she became unconscious. Barry's frozen exterior, and Cisco running towards her. Her vision was fading, was this how Killer Frost died? Fight the black… Don't succumb. It was futile. The black overpowered her, and she was out cold. Death was all she saw now.