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Derek was lying in the back of the car unconscious. Dan was driving and I was treating my arm. 'Your arms look amazing' Dan said sarcastic. He was right both my arms were now warped in bandages. 'Yeah I think my legs are next' I said. He smiled back. 'Well the other one is almost healed' I said. One plus point being a werewolf we have a quick healing process so my other arm that Liam improved with his teeth was almost healed.
After another ten minutes I heard Derek groan as he was waking up. 'Morning sunshine' I said happy. He sat up straight while his hand was resting on the spot I hit him. 'My god, why do I have a terrible headache?' he said. 'You don't know?' Dan said. 'Don't know what?' Derek said.
Dan opened his mouth but I glared angry at him telling him to shut up. 'What? 'What is it?' Derek said shifting his eyes from me to Dan. 'What do you remember?' Dan said. 'I was driving, that's it' his brother answered. 'That's all?' Dan asked surprised. 'Do I really have to repeat it again?' Derek said irritated.
Dan looked at me looking for an answer why his brother didn't know anything about his fight with me. 'Guys come on tell me what happened?' Derek said. Dan was still staring at me while I glared back, preventing him to tell anything. 'Dan tell me now!' Derek growled. 'S-s-sorry bro but she is a lot scarier that you are' Dan said. Derek's eyes looked at me but I didn't look back I was still focusing on Dan.
'Riley? What the hell is going on' he said. 'Nothing' I said. I turned my head to the window and stared at the buildings, trees, cars and all other stuff that passed by. I heard Derek sigh but he didn't ask anything.
Dan drove off the road to a gas station. 'Why are we stopping?' I asked. 'Bathroom break. Maybe you need to go too?' Dan said glaring at me. 'Well now you mention it' I said. We both stepped out of the car walking to the toilets.
'Alright what do you know' Dan said as soon as we walked out of Derek's hearing range. I didn't answer. 'Riley why doesn't he remember anything?' Dan said irritated. 'That will come. His wolf took over so for Derek it is one big black gap in his memory. As soon as his wolf starts waking up he will remember' I said.
'So his wolf is still unconscious?' Dan asked. 'Yes. And please don't tell him anything yet he will freak out' I said. 'And what do you think what will happen when his wolf is sharing his delightful moment with you, with Derek?' Dan asked. I bit my lip. 'We just need to hope his wolf wakes up when we are at your house. There he can freak out not in the car' I said. 'Alright fine' Dan said.
We both walked back to the car. We stepped in but when Dan wanted to start the car the keys were gone. I heard the car keys cling behind me. 'Looking for these?' Derek said from the back seat. When I turned around I saw the keys in his hands. I quickly reached for the keys but I was too late. 'You two are going to tell me what happened right now' Derek said.
'Nothing I told you' I said. 'Don't give me that bullshit. You both are acting strange' he said. 'Derek please give Dan the keys we don't have time for this. I promise I tell you as soon as we reached your house' I said. 'No you tell me now' he said irritated. His eyes looked at my new wounded arm. I quickly hide it behind my back. 'Let me see your arm' he said. 'If you give Dan the keys' I said.
He narrowed his eyes. 'Fine' he threw the keys to Dan. I turned back and looked out the window. 'Riley' Derek sighed. I was sure he rolled his eyes even I couldn't see him. 'I didn't told you when I would show you' I said. 'God you are annoying' Derek said. I didn't respond.
We finally reached the Souza's "mansion". I think I will never get used to that big house even if I see it a million times. Derek was already standing in front of my door before I could step out of the car. When I did I reached my arm to him. 'Does he know?' Ian said walking to us. I glared angry at him. 'Know what? Is someone tell me what happened' Derek said angry.
'What happened to your arm?' he said. I couldn't look at him. 'Riley what happened' Derek said with a pressing voice. 'Derek come with me' Trevor said. A heavy weight fell of my shoulders, I wanted to hug Trevor so bad right now. I couldn't tell Derek, I can't take the look in his eyes when he found out that he messed my arm a little up. He is always feeling guilty, even if he isn't to blame he would find a way to blame him.
Trevor and Derek left. 'He will be fine' Jack said looking at me. 'He won't and you know that' I said a little sharper than I meant. 'Sorry' I said. 'No you're right' he said.
'We need to change' Naomi said breaking the weird silence that followed after Jack last words. As soon as she said that I saw a big black wolf running into the bushes. 'Derek!' I heard Trevor yell. I looked at my clothes for a second. I didn't wore anything special.
I ran off and within a second I was changed into a big white wolf running after Derek. During my one second change my clothes shred apart and my lenses fell off my eyes. Surprisingly my bandage was still over my paw covering my wound. Every time I set my wrong paw on the ground was like hell but I didn't care I needed to go to Derek.
I kept running and running following the scent of Derek. After a while I saw a black wolf running in front of me. I barked one time. The black wolf turned his head but didn't stop running. This was a battle of endurance meaning burning lung's, acidified muscles and painful pounding paws. I chased him for one hour before my bad paw told me it was enough. I stepped on it but it gave in making me tumbled over a couple of times.
I stood up ready to follow Derek again but he was standing in front of me. He heard me fall and he came to check out if I was fine. I looked into his eyes. I saw anger and guilt. He looked away from me. I nuzzled my head against his chest telling him it was alright. He moved away as soon as I did. I wanted to get closer again but he growled at me. I crawled a few steps back. He roared at me telling me to run away.
He should have known better. Sure I can back away if he wanted to but he is not commanding me to run away from him. I roared back at him and stepped closer. He showed of his teeth together with growling to warn me. I roared again telling him to stop his stupid behavior. He turned around ready to ran away but I jumped on his back. I grabbed his neck with my teeth and pressed his head down on the ground. He growled, roared and struggled to get free. After a few minutes he calmed down and I let go.
He stood up but didn't look at me. The fact that I couldn't get through him, that I wasn't mad or anything made me feel sad. I wanted to be there for him tell him it was alright, not to blame himself for what happened but I couldn't. He was just too stubborn. So I decided to leave him alone. With my tail low and hanging ears I walked away. Somehow I hoped he would ran right after me but he didn't.
I felt so useless. I started to blame myself, it was my fault I pushed him too far, I never should have called him pup but I was too angry. Not angry at him he wasn't to blame. When you think about it you will end by Liam. The fact Derek couldn't change for a whole week made his wolf angry. That angry made his wolf stronger, so strong it could take over.
I was thinking of multiply ways to kill Liam when suddenly Dan jumped out of the bushes in his wolf form. He tilted his head asking what happened and if everything was alright. Sad I looked at the ground. I felt Dan lick the side of my face telling it would be alright.
I heard some branches brake at the left side of me. My head turned directly to the sound. Slowly I crawled closer followed by Dan. He wasn't someone of my pack, he didn't have to follow my actions, but he acted like he was. Dan was some sort of brother for me, during the months I grew close to the Souza family. They all were always so nice to me, like a second family.
I looked at Dan telling him to stay where he was. I quietly walked a sort of circle around the spot where the sound came from. When I was in position I jumped. A deer jumped out of the bushes directly to Dan who was ready to grab it's throat. The fact Dan and I caught a deer made me cheer a little up.
In fact it was good we caught this deer because I was really hungry. Yes when I am a wolf I eat raw flesh. After I tore the fur away I sunk my teeth into the deer's meat. The iron taste of blood entered my mouth. A good hard tug and I tore a piece of soft warm meat of the dear. Dan was looking at me if it was alright for him to eat. I looked up to him and tilted my head asking him why he was waiting. He looked confused at me. I shove the deer a little closer to him. I might be an Alpha but I can share in fact a whole deer as more than enough for us the eat.
Happy with my invitation to dig in Dan started to eat. A black wolf with green eyes walked out of the bushes. It was Naomi. She carefully approached asking if she could have a piece. I moved away giving her a place to eat. After we were done eating we all cleaned each other's mouths by licking it clean.
With a full stomach we found a place to lay down and rest. After fifteen minute Dan and Naomi fell asleep. They slept, meaning for me to protect them so I held guard. I had no idea how much time passed before they woke up, the only thing that I was doing was holding guard and thinking about Derek.
It was time to go back, I had only one problem. I had no clothes lying somewhere my stuff was still in my bag. Naomi knew that, right after I ran after Derek she found a spot for me to change back and laid my clothes there so I could change back.
Once I did I walked out of the bushes to the house. 'I couldn't found your lenses' Naomi said following me. I didn't thought about that when I changed and I didn't took a second pair. 'No problem' I said smiling. 'How is he?' she asked when we entered the house. 'Stubborn' I said. 'Poor boy. He probably feels terrible' Naomi said. 'He shouldn't. It isn't his fault' I said. She looked at me. 'You think it is your fault right?' she said. I didn't look at her. 'You two look more like each other than you think' she said smiling.
Before I could say anything the door swung open. A large posture was standing in the door opening. Derek walked into the room and directly walked upstairs. I heard a door slam hard. I looked at Naomi asking for what to do. 'Go' she said. I turned around to walk to the stairs. 'Oh wait take some of these' she said throwing two apples to me. 'He is less grumpy when he isn't hungry' she said smiling. 'I should remember that' I said smiling.
I walked upstairs to Derek's room. When I stood in front of his room I had no idea what to do. Should I knock? Or careful open the door? Or just walk in? I choose for the last option. Derek was lying on his bed staring at the ceiling. I closed the door, and leaned at the wall. 'I have some apples for you' He didn't look at me or something he just kept staring at the ceiling. I laid them on his desk
After five minutes I was done with him. 'Are you going to be like this all the time?' I said irritated. 'Just leave' he grunted still not looking at me. I rolled my eyes. I locked his door. He looked at me. 'You can stare at me as long as you want but you are not leaving until we talked' I said. 'You can't keep me here' he said. 'Actually I can' I said. He rolled his eyes. 'Damn it Derek talk. I don't care what you have to say just tell me what you think how you feel' I said. He didn't respond and I was losing my temper.
'Derek!' I shout. 'What!' he yelled back. 'I'm talking to you god damn it say something!' I said irritated. He was standing up. 'You want to know how I feel? I feel great I just attacked you because I am too weak to control my wolf. It is my fault we can't change at school. I took you out that night, I let you fight with Liam. Because of that we can't change, because of that I lose my temper, because of that I hurt you! No really I feel amazing!' he said angry. He was now standing in front of me glaring down at me.
'Stop feeling sorry for yourself' I said glaring back at him. 'It is my fault' he said. 'You know what I hear. If, if, if. If I shouldn't take you out, if I shouldn't let you fight, if I didn't lose my temper. You know what. If your parents didn't have sex you would never be here and we hadn't this stupid fight' I said sarcastic. 'Yeah maybe your right' he said.
I slapped him in his face. 'Don't ever say that again' I said angry. I felt tears filling up my eyes I was angry at him for saying that. How could he say that. He glared angry at me. 'I was being sarcastic' I said. 'Yeah so' he said.
'Stop that! How dare you to think that! You have a family who loves you, your father, your mother, your brothers. Do you know how much it will hurt them when you say it was better for you not to be here. Do you know how much it hurts me! Damn it Derek they love you, I love you! Really you can mess my whole body up with your claws that doesn't hurt. Not compared to what you just said' I said really angry. Tears were rolling over my face.
Derek stared at me with big eyes, shocked what he just heard me say. He warped his arms around me and pressed me close to him. 'I'm sorry' he whispered and kissed the top of my head. I warped my arms around him and grabbed the back of his shirt to never let go.