"I can't."

Blood.

John's blood.

.

Taunting. Love? You killed him.

.

"I can't. I have to-"

"Sherlock, breathe."

"My hands. Gr- Greg, my... John's blood..."

"Washroom's just there. You need help?"

Yes. So very much.

"No. I..."

Yes. Please.

"I'll leave you to it. But I'll be right outside the door. Is that acceptable?"

"Yes. Good."

.

The water isn't hot enough. The soap... I can't.

I can't.

It's not enough.

It's not-

.

"Let me." Greg.

"Greg, I..."

"Sherlock, he's strong. He's going to be fine."

"...I love him."

"Christ, Sherlock. Does he know?"

"He does not. I only just..."

"The heart can be a real bitch sometimes. Come sit back down."

"I didn't get to tell him."

"You will. I promise."

Promise.

John, I promise. Anything.

Everything.

Please.

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"Mister Holmes? I have good news."