Bexacon alert; intimacy

Dad had been home for 3 weeks and spent most of his time at Billy's house taking it easy, they enjoyed each others company and it made it easier on me. I'd been over the first week and while I was happy to see my dad okay it reminded me why I moved out.

"Hello?" I answered my phone after the 4th ring.

"Bella?"

"Who else would answer Bella's phone?" I laughed.

"This is Mike, Mike Newton."

My face scrunched up, what on earth did he want.

"Oh hey Mike, What can I do for you?"

"Uhm, well. I was wondering if you wanted to go see a movie with me. I promise not to throw up this time."

I laughed, that night was awful for all of us. I will never forget poor Jacob's reaction to what happened to him, he was so scared.

"Uh, Mike thanks for the invite actually but I'm going to have to decline."

"Why?"

"Well, I'm with someone."

"Who?"

"Uh, does it matter who?"

"Yes."

"Jacob Black."

"The kid you brought with you to the movies? Really, him?"

"Mike, do you have a problem with Jake?" I motioned at Jacob to come in, he had just gotten to my house for the evening before my shift began.

"Yes, he's not good for you. There's something weird about him, like un-humanly weird."

I laughed away from the phone, he was observant. "Un-human huh? Oookay Mike. What would he be then?"

Jacob raised his eyebrows and pointed to the phone. I shrugged and stuck my tongue out at him playfully.

"I don't know! All I know is he creeps me out."

"I'm sorry, i'll be okay. Take care though okay?"

"Wait, can't you reconsider?"

"Goodbye Mike."

I hung up and tossed my phone on the bed as Jacob's tongue annihilated my mouth. He walked me backwards until we landed on my bed and he kneeled between my legs, never breaking our kiss. It quickly intensified and Jacob's hand crept up my shirt, apparently Jacob was horny today. I stopped his hand and he stopped kissing me and pulled back.

"What'd Mike want?"

"To ask me out to the movies."

"Wow. You going to go?"

I squeezed my knees around his hips as he stared down at me with such passion in his eyes I wanted to maul him. "Nope, I told him I was with you and he flipped out."

"Oh, is that the end of the conversation I walked in on?" He rubbed my knees in a slow, sexual manner and smiled at me so sweetly.

"Yeah, come here." I motioned for him to come down and kiss me again.

We began making out again and soon his hand landed on my bare belly, creeping slowly up towards my bra. I mentally hashed it out, what was the worst possible outcome I mean really. I allowed him to make contact with the cloth covered mound and he slowed, unaware of what to do now that he made it there.

His thumb brushed across my nipple through the thin cotton and it felt so nice I arched my back to show him that. I twirled my tongue around his as he sucked my tongue into his mouth and squeezed my breast softly. The feelings attached to my breasts were unreal, I'd touched them myself and it felt ok but the feelings he was inciting inside of me right now were amazing.

Jacob's other hand met the neglected breast and squeezed also, I felt his erection poking my thigh and squeezed his hips with my knees. He worked his kissing down my neck and began gently sucking on a spot below my ear. I clutched his hair in my hands and arched my back but Jacob suddenly sat up and laid his hands on my thighs.

I simply looked at him and he at me. He tugged on the bottom of my shirt and against what my head was saying I let him take it off of me, tossing it to the floor.

"Can I?" He pointed to the bra and I bit my lip, nodding slowly. Hell it felt good, why not!

He reached his hands behind me and pinched the fabric, releasing the loops. Damn, im impressed!

The fabric fell, releasing my breasts as Jacob pulled it off of me and tossing it on top of my shirt. "Jesus Bella."

I felt self conscious and covered them but Jake grabbed my hands and held them away from my chest. "No, you are beautiful."

"Really?"

He looked at me like I had three heads, "You seriously doubt that? Don't I tell you that enough?"

Say yes Bella. Damnit! "You do, I just...Don't believe it."

"Well you are." He leaned down and we began to kiss again but not for long, his mouth trailed down the side of my neck and across my shoulder blade, laying kisses along the way. I clutched his hair and closed my eyes, allowing my senses to focus on his lips on my skin. His kisses trailed down to my breasts and landed on my nipple, he laid a few sweet kisses there before flicking it with his tongue. I felt it pucker as he blew cool air against it, he repeated that motion with the other. The feeling was incredible, his erection pinned between us. He never seemed to care that he had one, he never rushed things or thought about himself and it was so sweet.

Jacob sucked on my right nipple while rolling the other between his fingers, his teeth ran across the sensitive flesh and sent a jolt of electricity to my groin and I bucked my hips. Which hit his erection and he groaned in pain but went right back to kissing my nipples, he wanted to pleasure me and that was all fine and good but I wasn't in pain. I needed to convince myself to be bold and just go for it, if I wanted to do something he told me to do it. So do it you coward! Grab his junk!

As Jacob began sucked on the other nipple I ran my hands down his back side and massaged right above his waistband. His weight was supported by his elbows on either side of my chest and his groin was just below mine. I wanted to test my guts first and laid my hands on his ass, his movements slowed for a split second and resumed. I palmed his ass through his jeans, he made no movement and my heart wasn't racing nearly as much as I thought it would. Yeah, because you think too much!

Jacob pinched my nipple and pulled his head up to meet my gaze, I gave him a small smile and squeezed his ass once more. He smiled a sideways smile at me, kissed me and went back to my breasts. My god could he be any more amazing?!

I inhaled a deep breath and just decided to go for it, I stuck my fingertips under his waistband and his tongue stopped moving but he held his head still. I bit my lip and slipped my hands into his jeans and palmed his bare ass. I didn't think it was possible but his erection grew between us and I heard him groan in pain again, this time though he shifted so he was able to have more room for it.

I felt the round of his cheeks meet his legs and ran them back up to the dimple at the base of his spine, it felt so soft and perfect. He was staring at me now and holding his body up off of me so he wasn't uncomfortable.

"Jake..."

"Yeah?"

I felt like crying again, overwhelmed by how much I loved him but I forced it down. Way down.

"I love you."

He smiled a small smile, "I love you too babe."

I squeezed him once more before tugging on the front of his waistband, "Take these off."

"You...want me to take my pants off?"

"Yeah." I bit my lip. Holy hell! My inner self was doing a dance.

"Why?" He doesn't expect anything from you. How freaking amazing can he be?

"Because you are uncomfortable."

"It's fine."

"Jake...come on."

"Alright." he stood up and slowly unbuttoned his jeans and avoided eye contact with me. He didn't want you to see his erection Bella. Oh my god.

His boxers were red and his erection was so big that he covered the slit so I couldn't see it poking through it. He adjusted the fabric so it was inside his boxers and when he laid back between my legs I saw a hint of blush on his face. Jacob is embarassed! HOLY HELL!

"Feel better?" I asked, knowing he wouldn't until he had a release.

"Yeah." His head was level with my breasts so he began sucking on them again, after a few minutes I slipped my hand into his boxers and ran my finger down his spine to the dimples and over his hip bone and back.

Jacob shifted again, trying to get off of his erection but because of our height difference it was impossible to do that and reach my chest. It was my chance to be bold, as he lifted his hips off of me I slid my hand to the front of his boxers and his mouth halted on my breast, nipple still between his teeth.

My hand was shaking but I clenched my eyes shut and rubbed his back with one hand and grabbed his penis in the other. I heard his breathing hitch and he released my nipple. My hand was so tiny on his penis I wondered how I could even give him pleasure.

"B-B-ella" He shuddered.

"Shh."

He laid on his side from the waist down and lifted his head up and I opened my eyes. "You don't need to do that."

"I know, I want to Jake." My thumb hit the tip and he lunged forward and hissed. "Did that hurt?"

"No, it's just really, really sensitive." He smiled but avoided my glances.

Author's Letter: I'm not getting many reviews on this new story; I am worried you guys don't like the direction I've taken it in. Please take a moment to read the chapter when you have the time to leave your feedback afterwards. Love you all! (My son has been diagnosed with colic, it's A-W-F-U-L!) So haven't had time to do anything, busy week ahead of us though. Hope you all had a lovely Thanksgiving!