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REMEMBER: I don't own Demi or Selena. I didn't use last names to make it legal.

So here's the next chapter:

When I got home I sat on my computer for awhile doing random stuff and finishing up my home work. Around four I got a call from Selena

"Hey Dems I just got out, ill be over in like 20 minutes I just gotta stop home and get my stuff."

"alright. Just call me when you're here" I said really not sure how much I actually wanted her to come over.

"okay, love ya" after she said that I just hung up. Again I can't say love you to her and not mean it the way I wanna mean it.

A half hour later I heard Selena knock at my door. I put on a sweatshirt making sure no matter what way I stretched my arm out it wouldn't reveille my cuts. Once I made sure everything was perfectly covered I sprinted down stairs to open the door, I couldn't make her wait outside to long or she would ask what took me so long.

I opened the door. Her beautiful face smiling back at me as I opened it. She obviously changed she was now wearing tight black yoga pants and a plain white tank. As we walked up the stairs I had to keep myself from staring at her ass, it looked great in her pants. She seated herself in my computer chair while I sat on my bed, she spun around so she was facing me so we could talk. I was really proud of myself for the first hour I didn't get upset at all.

"Dems why in gods name are you wearing a sweatshirt? Its like 90 out today" shit I knew she was gonna ask that eventually im actually shocked it took her this long to ask.

"Idk it was really cold in my house before"

"Well its not cold in here at all anymore you should take it off" Now I have a decision to make, Take it off for twenty minutes and hide my wrist then tell her I'm cold and put it back on, or keep it on and have her suspicious. I decided to go with the first plan and just keep my wrist not facing her. I slid my sweatshirt off carefully to not expose the cuts and also not to rub my cuts to hard and risk cringing in pain in front of her. I think She noticed I took the swetshirt off a little weird because she gave me a funny look. I just smiled at her and we went back to talking.

"im hungry" Selena stated

"well theirs like absolutely nothing good to eat in my house, last night I had to resort to fucking soup. Wanna go to McDonalds or something? Ill drive." I offered hoping she would say yes because I was actually really hungry too.

"yeah sure lets go!" she said excited, Selena loves McDonalds.

I started my car and pulled out of my drive way. At the end of my drive way I lit a cigarette, right after me Selena lit hers. I barley smoked any thing of the cigarette I was so concentrated on driving I pretty much just kept my hand lazily hanging in the ash tray. Almost half way through my cigarette Selena was just staring at me. It was one of those stairs where you cant tell if they wanna rip your head off, cry, or they are just joking with you.

"What?" I said really confused as to why she was looking at me like that.

She looked down at my hand in the ash tray and then looked back at me. "Demi your fuckin wrist. You promised me Demi why the fuck did you do that?" The second she said that I actually hit the breaks and both of us shot forward.

"sorry. Um. hold on can we talk when im done driving?" I said obviously holding back tears. holy shit I forgot to put my sweatshirt back on. What do I even fuckin say?

I pulled into an abandon old parking lot that was next to the old softball fields me and Selena use to play on when we were little. I parked the car over facing the woods. I look at Selena, she had tears in her eyes.

"Demi why would you do that? You promised me months ago you were done, I actually believed you. What could possibly be so horrible in your life that you have to cut? You know you can tell me anything no matter what it is you can tell me and ill try my hardest to help" the whole time she spoke she was obviously choking back her tears. I hate seeing her cry. I especially hate being the one to make her cry.

"Selena if I could tell you why I did this you just wouldn't understand. You haven't gone through what im going through right now and I promise one day I promise you one day you'll know why I did this to myself but I don't think your ready to know yet and when I feel like the time is right for me to tell you I swear on everything I will make sure to tell you and explain every part of it to you. Just not yet Selena." Now tears where pouring down my face. I wanted to tell her why I did this but I just couldn't Im not ready.

"Demi it doesn't matter if I wont understand ill try my hardest to try and understand, Demi I love you you're my best friend you're the most important person in my life and if your hurting and upset about something I wanna know I want to make sure your always safe I want to take all the pain away from you and make sure your always okay. I cant sit here not knowing why your purposely hurting yourself Demi." She was crying so hard now to the point where she was hyperventilating.

"Selena please stop crying for me please" I pulled her into a hug and rub the back of her head. I put my head on the back of her head as she cried into my neck and I whispered" I promise that you will know why im doing this to myself, I just need to make sure your ready to hear it. it's a life changing thing Selena and you need to be mentally ready for it. And I honestly don't think im mentally ready to even tell you."

"When will you be able to tell me?" she managed to choke out in a light whisper, her face was still buried in my neck.

"Hopefully soon, I cant give you an exact answer I guess it just depends when I feel its time to tell you" I said trying my hardest not to make it obvious what I was talking about.

"okay do you promise?" she said, she was still crying but not as hard. I realized she had started to shake so now I was rubbing my hand down her back.

"Selena I swear on my life and yours I will tell you as soon as I can" I said lightly.

"Demi can you bring me home? Im not hungry anymore and I have a lot to think about" I knew she was gonna ask me to bring her home, every time she gets upset she likes to leave I guess she likes to handle her problems privately or something.

I drove slowly back to my house because Selena's car was still their. I pulled into my drive way and let her out. She said thank you and started to walk towards her car. About half way their she turned around

"Demi ?"

"yes?"

"please don't cut tonight. Please promise me you wont?" she said it so sincere almost like a little baby.

"yes I promise" I got out of the car and walked over to her. In unison we both pulled each other in to the strongest hug we have had in a while. Another tear escaped my eye and then I pulled away. She looked at my in the face

"Demi I love you and I want you to be safe tonight, if anything's wrong don't hesitate to call or even drive over to my house if you can't stand to be alone." I nodded. I loved that she cared about me.

After that I turned and got back in my car. I decided not to go home because that would give me more time to think and risk the urge to cut again.

SELENA'S POV:

I drove away from Demi's house. I just can't understand why she would do that to herself. She's my best friend I need to know what possibly could be making her so upset to the point she would actually hurt herself.

I walked into my house. The thoughts of Demi kept rushing through my head. I couldn't stop thinking about how my best friend was hurting, and without me their to help her. I needed to do something to get Demi and her pain off my mind before I exploded with confusing and frustration. That's when the perfect Idea came to my mind.

"Noah" I screamed from my bedroom.

"Yeah?" he screamed from his. I got up quickly off my bed and made my way to his room.

"Can you do me a favor?" I asked him with a smirk on my face. He didn't even speak, he knew exactly what I wanted…

BACK TO DEMI'S POV:

I sat at the park for a while. Just thinking about when the right time to tell Selena would be and why I just didn't tell her when I had the chance to earlier in the car. Im actually proud of myself though for not tell her. That felt like the wrong time to me, because all her focus wouldn't be on me telling her I loved her it would be split between what im telling her and the fact I cut. I need her full attention when I tell her I love her.

After I was done sitting at the park I got back into my car. I drove around aimlessly for awhile. Around 9 I decided to go back to my house.

I walked inside my house and went straight to my room. I turned on TV and just laid their. At 11 I decided to shower.

After my shower I sat on my bed while I dried myself off. I searched through the channels on my TV, nothing good on. I stood up and grabbed some shorts and a baggy t-shirt. After I put those on I put my hair up in a bun and walked out on my balcony for my last cigarette of the night.

I sat their for a little, lightly singing to my ipod that I had in one ear. Right before I put out my cigarette I could have sworn I heard someone say my name. I shrugged and stood up, but then I heard my name again. I looked around but I saw no one. I heard my name again

"Demi open the front door please." It was Selena.

I ran downstairs as fast as I could. Why was she here so late? I swung open the door. I looked at her face. She was crying really hard, she had a bag on her shoulder and she looked really messed up for some reason. I didn't ask why she was hear or why she was crying, I just pulled her into a hug and let her cry. When she calmed down I brought her upstairs into my room.

"Selena what happened?" I asked really concerned

"well…"

And that's it for now! I wonder why Selenas at Demi's door? Review! (: