Chapter 7 BPOV

We got up and made breakfast. We took a shower and sweetly made love before we washed each other. I am going to miss him so much when I leave. Good thing I have another night with him. We left to go meet Quil and Jake to hang out at the beach.

"Bella" Jake called. Gosh I hope he doesn't notice anything. Of course he did he was Jake and he knew me better than anyone. Or at least he did.

"Hey Em. Bella." he paused as he said my name. "HOLY SHIT! YOU HAD SEX BELLS! WHAT THE FUCK!" Could he have shouted that any louder. I don't think they heard him in Oregon. Asshole!

"So what Jake. Why is it such a big deal? I am 15."

"Bella! Who? I'll kill him." Then it hit him. "Embry you fucking asshole! How could you do this to her?"

"First of all Jake she asked me and second of all it was our decision and we didn't need to consult you about it."

"Bella? Why didn't you ask me?"

"Jake come on! You know we are like brother and sister. I love Embry."

"You what? You know him. He just used you to have sex and he will probably go and sew his oats now that he got his first fuck out of the way."

"JACOB BLACK!" We both screamed at him.

"Jake. Em loves me just as much as I love him he would never hurt me like that."

"Jake! I cant believe you! You are one of my closest friends you fuck! How could think I could do that. I have told you how I feel about Bella! I would never hurt her." Embry was about to lose it on Jake. Quil had to grab him and back him up.

I ran back to Embry's crying and flung myself on his bed. A few minutes later the door opened and the guys came in.

"Bells?" Jake said. I was so mad at him I could spit in his face. I did not want to talk to him. He was not my best friend anymore.

"Jake I have nothing to say to you. LEAVE ME ALONE! I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN!" I knew I would regret that but I was just so mad. I turned around to see Jake crying and fell to his knees.

"Bella, please I am so sorry. It just took my by surprise. I love you please forgive me. Please I will do whatever I have to make it up to you."

"Jake, you really hurt me. Last night was amazing and you made it feel dirty. I love you, you know that, but I love Em too. I don't see Quil freaking out. I forgive you but I don't want to see you till tomorrow night."

"Bells please" he pleaded.

"Jake I suggest that if you don't want me to take my forgiveness back that you leave and let me have my time." I told him without looking at him

"Ok Bells. Embry I am sorry I over reacted. I love you both and will see you tomorrow night."

As soon as Jacob left I broke down in Embry's arms. I didn't realize that he would be so upset that I didn't ask him. I don't regret my decision and I would do it all over again. Jake is too much like family.

Embry's mom called later and said she was having a good time, there was money in the dresser for dinner and she would be home Monday night. Hmmmm all alone in the house again. What to do what to do? Embry must have had the same idea because he threw me over his shoulder and ran to his bedroom.