Loosing it
Chapter 7
This chapter is RATED M
November
Gabriella's POV
It was Friday and the last day of the week, thank goodness. I don't think I could've dealt guessing on where Troy was taking me tonight for our date. He's been giving me notes and flowers and chocolates. Our date day, our day free friends day. I had doodled all over my notebook like a little girl with a crush. I felt fourteen again. I never really felt like a kid well I did when I was high…ok lets not go there. I rolled my head around with my hand pressing against my neck. I was dead beat tired. My mom had gotten sick so everyone in that house besides me was sick and I was avoiding them like the plague. I was not getting sick. I kept bugging Troy on where he was going to bring me all he said was just dress comfortable. Dress comfortable what the hell did that mean? I mean what if he takes me to a restaurant that's kind of dressy and I'm wearing jeans? I hated this fact. The bell rang and I stifled a yawn as I got up and put my books in my bag. Damn it. Did she give us homework?
I walked out of my class and looked around to see if there were any students who I just had class with to get the homework. I heard someone laugh behind me. I turned around and saw Jake. I crossed my arms. "It's page 233 to 600. We have a test on Monday on it." he said.
"I hate history. I mean does he really think we have no lives over the weekend?" I asked getting my agenda book and writing the history homework down.
"Yeah well we all do." He said walking with me to my locker. "How's the family?" he asked me.
"Sick. How's the boy life?" I asked.
He smiled. "Well, you know Derek the cashier guy he asked me out! I never got that gay vibe from him. I mean did you?" he asked me.
"No I thought he was straight. Such a shame he was cute…" I shook my head smiling. I stopped at my locker. "Hey Chad."
"Hey Chad!" Jake said.
Everyone in the gang hates Jake, mainly because I sort of spend a lot of time and I "throw" my self on him. It's a sexual joke between me and Jake, but one thing they don't know is that he's gay. When Jake first told me he wished for me not to tell anyone! I promised. Not even his parents or best friends know. I'm the only one. Jake also always had this crush on Chad which was funny. Chad mumbled a hello to him. Chad mumbled a few words saying I'll meet you in the front.
"Hey when do you think he'll realize he's bi and wants to date me?" Jake said.
"Um the day Taylor and him break up?" I said, but it sounded like question. I got my books for homework and closed my locker bidding Jake a good-bye with a kiss on the cheek and promising to call him on Saturday to tell him how the date went. I smiled and went ahead to the front of the school where I could see Troy waiting for my.
"Hey." I said walking up to him and kissing him on cheek.
He smiled and the sparkle in his baby blue eyes shined when the sun shined on his face…boy that sounded cheesy.
"Ok," he took my hands in his and I could feel the blood rushing to my face, "bring a change of cloths for overnight and the next day."
I raised an eyebrow. "Where are we going?" I pleaded with him.
"Nope I'll tell you when we get there. I'll call when I'm outside your house." he said. I smiled and walked to my car looking over my shoulder and looking at Troy as he drove away in his car. I got in my car and drove home fast. When I walked in the door I could hear my mom coughing in the kitchen. We said hi and I went upstairs to get ready. I sat on my bed trying to think of what to wear. Well I already had my pj's on my bed and my toiletries. Um I think I'll just wear shorts…wait no…ARGH. I grabbed my cell phone and dialed Sharpay's number like an angry teenager.
"What the hell does comfortable mean?" I asked into the phone.
"Um Gabi…this is Zeke. Hold on here's Sharpay." He said.
I repeated my question to her and she was confused. "Troy told me to wear something comfortable. What does that mean?"
"Oh so you are going on a date. I knew there was a reason to you two love birds acting more loving this week...well just wear shorts and a t-shirt." She said plainly.
"But what if-." She cut me off.
"I know where he's taking you. He told us this week after he asked you so don't worry we won't ruin your night. And trust me it will be fine." She re assured me.
"Thank you." I mumbled. We talk for five more minutes, but then Zeke came back and told Sharpay that the cookies were done.
I fell back on my bed and closed my eyes clutching my cell phone in my hand. I let out a quick squeal and jumped up and turned my radio on and walked into my bathroom. I turned on the shower and went into my room where I went to my small walk-in closet and looked at my large collection of shorts and t-shirts. I tilted my head and shook it. I had to shower. I stripped my shirt off of my body throwing it on my bed as I walked to my bathroom loosing my cloths on the way. By the time I reached the shower I kicked my panties off and got into the shower cursing at myself because I water was too hot. I stepped to the side turning on the cold water waiting for the right temperature. Finally I went under the shower head and washed my hair and body.
I turned the shower off after the soap was fully washed off of my body and wrapped myself in a blue towel and my hair in a yellow towel. I looked in the mirror and walked out into my room and into my closet. I felt a chill as the cool air touched my damp skin. I think this looks fine. i pulled out my blue shirts with a brown t-shirt. That was for tonight then I pulled out a green pair of shorts and blue shirt for the next day. I smiled and went into my room and threw my tomorrow cloths on my bed. I stepped on my skirt as I walked to my dresser getting my bra and panties. Finally I was finished getting dressed. I looked in the mirror and made a silly face. I pulled my hair into a loose bun letting some strands falling out of it. I turned my radio off and pulled my headphones from my iPod on. I placed my iPod in my pocket. I danced around my room with the music blasting. I stuff my cloths into my overnight bag as I mouthed the words to one of Miley's new songs. I closed my eyes as I twirled around picking up my cloths off the ground and throwing them in the hamper. I turned around to face my door during my little dance and saw Troy. I stopped and took my head phones off. "How long have you been there?" I asked nervously.
He shook his head and walked over to me. "Long enough to see you dancing." He said kissing me. Every time felt like our first kiss and that's the way I wanted it to be.
"Ready to go?" he asked me.
"Oh yeah." I said placing my ipod on my bed and grabbing my flip-flops and putting them on. I grabbed my phone and over night bag and walked out of my room and downstairs with him.
I walked into the kitchen. "I'll see you tomorrow." I said smiling and blowing them a kiss.
My dad looked up. "Have fun and be careful." He sniffled. I smiled as Troy led me to his car.
"So what are we doing?" I asked as he turned the car on.
He turned in his seat and pulled out a…blind fold out of his back pocket. He smiled at me. "It's a surprise." He said tying the blind fold around my eyes.
I sighed in my seat as Troy drove away form my house. I fiddled with my hands. "Can you at least read me a book?" I asked him.
I heard him chuckle. "Now how can I do that while I'm driving?" he asked me. I shrugged and that made him laugh more.
"How much longer?" I complained.
"Gabi, don't worry. Just ten more minutes."
I huffed and puffed every minute. Finally the car stopped and I sat up straight. "We're here?" I asked. I could tell Troy was smiling. The door closed and I could hear foot steps. My door opened. "You know if we are in the middle of no where and you kill me I will come back a haunt you." I said as he helped me out of the car and took my over night bag with him, I hope.
"Trust me if I were to kill you I think I wouldn't being doing it this way." He said grabbing my hand. I could feel my stomach doing a little flip.
"Ok now I want you to use your senses to see where we are." He whispered into my ear. The nice cool winds already made me a bit chilly, but Troy's warm breath on my ear made goose bumps appear on my arms.
I took a deep breath in and I could smell…salt. I smiled and shook my head. "We're at the beach." I said turning my body towards him.
"Well damn it I guess I can't burry you here other wise the dies will uncover your body." He said taking my blindfold off.
"Why are we at the beach?" I asked as we started walking onto the sand. The sand felt warm as the sun began to dip into the ocean. Troy was carrying my bag and his.
"Well we are having dinner." He said pointing to my left where there was a beach house with a porch. On the porch was a table lit for two. I looked back at him and then at the house where we were walking towards.
"This is yours?" I asked as we walked up the steps that had little beads of sand on the steps.
"Well it's mine when I turn eighteen next mine. My grandmother left it to me in her will. And I thought why not use it for our date." He said. We walked inside the house, but Troy made a single for me to wait outside. I frowned and went over to the table where I sat down. I looked at the sun setting. The top of it was now setting into the ocean bidding a good night.
I waited patiently for Troy's return stifling a yawn before he came out. The door opened and I jumped a little. Troy was carrying two plates of food. "Ok you don't have to thank me for cooking because I didn't I brought it at a restaurant and just heated it up." He laughed setting the food in front of me and the apple juice in the middle of the table. I smiled apple juice became a drink we commonly drank between the both of us.
Troy sat down and we ate the food in silence mumbling a word here and there. It wasn't awkward silence it was more like 'I need to eat' silence. Troy finished first literally inhaling his food. I laugh at looked at his once green shirt. It was somewhat covered in ketchup. He looked down and I could see his face turning red which made me laugh harder. I put my fork down which still had its piece of chicken on it. I looked at Troy who was looking at me. I blushed and looked away, but looked back at him.
"Dinner was good." I said. What else was there to say? Troy nodded.
"Um do you want to go inside? It's getting cold." He said. I nodded my head as we brought our plates in leaving everything else outside on the table. Troy locked the front door and then looked at me.
"So show me your old room." I said. I looked around for my over night bag, but I guess he had put them away.
I followed Troy up the stairs passing the pictures that hung on the wall. I smiled as I looked at a little boy giving a cheesy grin to the camera. Troy led me up to the third floor which contained his room a guest room and a bathroom. My bag was in his room. When I walked into the room it was decorated differently from the one at home. It was painted brown with green leaves, but as you turned around the room they changed colors. "My grandma painted it for me." He explained.
I smiled as his arms wrapped around my waist. I face him in his arms. "It's very quiet and relaxing here." I whispered to him. "Much more different…I like it." I smiled.
"Well I'm glad." He said. He leaned into kiss me, but debated on it as he hesitated before brushing his lips against mine. This wasn't an innocent kiss. It was more of a passionate kiss. We never had one of those. I could feel the heat radiating off of his body and onto mine. His hands managed to sneak under my shirt placing them on my back.
Flash back
I pushed the door open and walked into the room. "Okay, so I was thinking of getting something for the baby, you know just something, but I need help." I said looking up form my feet and stopping dead in my tracks. Troy's back was to me and boy was it all bare. He had his ipod headphone on and he was dancing and ladies he was just wearing a towel. I leaned against one of the lockers and watched him amused. It was hot in here, but he was maker me hotter. I couldn't help, but laugh really loud when his towel fell off. His butt was prefect not so round, but not too skinny. Troy turned around and saw me there laughing. His face turned read which made me laugh only harder. He covered his private, but he couldn't cover it much. I could feel tears coming.
"Oh….my…god!" I breathed out. I was holding my sides.
"Gabriella what a surprise." Troy managed to get out. I looked up thinking his towel was back on, but no it wasn't and he wasn't bothering to cover it anymore.
I couldn't help, but stare at it. My laughing stopped. "Towel." I managed to get out. I blushed and looked the other way. In a minute I felt him sitting down next to me. "Hey." I looked at him he had his towel on.
"Hey." I whispered as he moved a strand over hair behind my ear.
"Sorry about that." He said smiling.
Oh gosh, his smile. His prefect teeth. "It's ok." I whispered as he kissed me. I smiled against his lips as his tongue begged for an entrance. I gave a small laugh as I opened my mouth for him.
"You'd think I'd remember how your lips felt like." He mumbled against my lips.
Our tongues danced around each others as I giggled. Never in my life had I giggled before. He was making me into…a regular teenage girl. He started to lean me back onto one of the benches. I let him do so. I could feel the edges of the towel touch my jeans. It wasn't covering him anymore again.
I couldn't help, but start laughing again. He pulled away and smiled at me. "What are you laughing at?" he asked me.
"No, it's nothing, just um…this." I said looking around us nervously.
"What?" oh Gabi I'm sorry I thought you were ready…or wanted it." he said getting up, but I pulled him back down.
"Troy I'm ready, but with you I want it to be special not in the boys locker rooms." I said looking at him in the eyes.
"Ok, just sorry." He said getting up and walking over to his opened gym locker. I sighed and pulled myself up and walked over to him. I wrapped my arms around him and kissed bare back.
"It's ok, just not in a locker room, more romantic." I said.
He turned around in my arms. "I thought you hated romance." He said looking at me.
"Well, I've changed, remember." I said smiling as he kissed me again.
End of Flash back
I smiled into the kiss as Troy deepened it. He pulled away and I opened my eyes. "You know I love you right?" he whispered as if we had to keep quiet because there were others in the house.
"Yes." I said wondering why he was acting nervous. His head went down to kiss my neck and I closed my eyes.
My hands went to open his green button down shirt. His hands grabbed mine and he looked into my brown eyes. "Are you sure?" he asked me.
"I'm positive. I love you Troy more than anything." I said as I kissed him. He responded to my kiss. The kisses I had with Justin were more urgent more desperate as were my kisses with Troy were gentle more meaningful.
Troy laid me down on the bed and I could feel his warm hands on the zipper of my jeans.
I could feel my heart speed up. We were really going to do this. I was feeling excited that I thought if we didn't quicken up I might throw up, but I wanted to remember my first time with him.
Before I knew it I was lying under Troy with just my panties on and he only had his boxers on. I suddenly felt self conscious as Troy looked at my breasts. I turned my hand covered them up. "Hey, hey what's wrong?" he asked me.
"They're too small." I said. His hand touched my chin forcing me to look at him. His eyes were sparkling.
"They're perfect." He said bring my arms around his neck. His kissed my cleavage and I giggled as his hair touched my nipples.
"I love you." He said to me.
"I love you." I said as my hands went to his boxers. I pulled them off of him as he kicked them off.
He looked down at my panties and looked at me. "May I?" he asked. I nodded my head. My breath was caught in my lungs as he stood up and pulled them off gently. My goose bumps were returning as I took in his nakedness. He looked breath taking with his abs showing and I thought I was going to faint here right this second. He climbed over me as I pulled him into a kiss. Troy's hand traveled up to get a feel of my breast. Our breathing is what filled the house. My hands were tangled in his hair, but I always wanted to do something. My right hand traveled down his back and to hi butt. I drew a heart on his butt and just poked it.
Troy pulled away and looked at me questioning. I smiled. "I always wanted to do that." I giggled.
"Well I always wanted to do this." He said. His head leaned down to take me hard nipple in his mouth I moaned. For five minutes…he did that for five minutes and he smiled when I moaned his name out. "Troy…"
"Are you ready?" he asked me as he kissed my lips.
"I'm ready." I said. Troy hovered over my body as he entered me. I gasped as we connected. Troy's forehead fell to mine as we stared into each other's eyes. I kissed Troy as his hips began to move on slowly at first but soon enough mine were moving with him, faster than his, the sounds I made were low and urgent.
As the heat built it changed and pushed us both toward fast and edgy, my fingernails dug into his back as he moved in and out of me faster and harder, ours moans filled the room as it got warmer and warmer. I could tell Troy was so close. Troy clutched at the pillow under my head even as he moved just a bit faster inside me. I clenched hard around him as my head flew back, a loud and distinctive moan ripped from my throat. Troy shuddered above me as my own orgasm brought on his own. His elbow trembled and he slowly lowered himself to my side. He wrapped the blanket that was at the end of the bed and wrapped it around us. We were still panting at our previous activities. I turned to look at him and he kissed me. We pulled away. During the whole thing all I could think about was us. Just us. His name was still on my lips as I moaned it hundred of times. Troy began tracing my shoulder blade with his fingers.
"Can I keep you" Troy whispered as our breathing became even, I could tell he was smiling.
I slapped his shoulder and opened my eyes. "Casper." I smiled kissing his shoulder.
"I'm sorry did I ruin this?" he asked me.
"No, you made it prefect. Our first time was amazing." I giggled as my body brushed against his under the sheets. I wrapped one of my legs around his and snuggled against his chest.
"I love you, you big blue head." I mumbled my eyes closed.
"And I love you brown head." He said.
I smiled and fell asleep. Dreaming.
"I should get going." I said turning around, but his hand touched my wrist lightly and sent warm shivers up my spine. I closed my eyes and took in the smell. It smelled like sweat. Great way to remember this moment. But I will remember how my heart was beating against my rib cage and how I held my breath.
"Don't. This is our first real conversation. I don't want to ruin it." he whispered. I turned around. "Dance with me?"
"There's no music." I said smiling. Justin never asked me to dance…not even a second did he. In fact we never did anything romantic. All we did were drugs and drink together. That what was our relationship was built on.
GABRIELLA! You're with TROY…SHIRTLESS TROY NOT THAT OTHER GUY!
My face was getting red I knew it.
"We don't need any." He said shrugging. The threw the basketball over his shoulder. He took my left hand and placing it on his bare shoulder. Wait. Bare…SHIRTLESS TROY!
I looked down and saw his six pack…his strong abs…I'm drooling, no I'm dreaming…no I'm dancing.
"I meant what I said. I never did drugs since we moved here…since you took my book away, by the way the ending was great." I said to him.
"But your wrong about one thing." He whispered into my ear.
We stopped moving and his hand was on my lower back bringing me closer to him. "You're not Better Off Alone. Everyone has someone. Chad has Taylor. Kelsi has Jason. Ryan has Sarah. Sharpay has Zeke and I…I have you." He whispered.
I pulled back a little to see his face. He looked…hopelessly. "Like I said before. I'm falling in love with you." He said before leaning down to kiss me.
And I was truly falling for him.
A/N OK this was long. Ha-ha I hope you all liked it. the sex scene was the first time I wrote one. Sorry if it wasn't very detailed. Well there wasn't any hint in this chapter so yeah. I just wanted to thank you all who are reviewing. Please keep reviewing I'll update after 8 reviews or more
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