I sat at the table eating toast two days later as someone flung a magazine infront of me. I looked up "What's that?" I heard my brother say. I picked up the magazine. It showed the picture of me and Joe from two days ago. We were KISSING and beneath it said "Joe Jonas and Alex Miller, more then just friends? And what happened to Nick? "Oh shoot" I mumbled.
"Did you show mum or dad?" I asked frantically.
"No," my brother answered.
"Why? Nevermind, thankyou!"
" Why should I tell them? I just can't believe that my little sis is on the cover of a magazine," he laughed and I joined the laughing and ran over to hug him. Today was Saturday so I called Sophie over. In my room we sat on the couch and Sophie made her strict face and I laughed.
"Sooooooo, what about Phillip?" I asked, while laughing.
"We are together now," Sophie said proudly with a huge grin.
"I am so proud of you!" I said, while even laughing more.
"What about you and Joe, and what happened to Nick?" Sophie said when I heard Nick's name I felt how the tears came into my eyes. I tried to blink them away, and could see his hurt face right infront of me. Sophie noticed and she hugged me closely while I started cryng, I didn't even know why I was crying.
"Hey" she said when she loosened the hug."What's wrong?"
"I don't know," I answered under tears. "I didn't want to hurt him. Everytime I hear his name I have a picture of his face in my head. And he always looks sad, about to cry." I explained. Sophie hugged me again and then I heard a knock on the window still with tears in my eyes I saw joe infront of the window looking happy, but as soon as he saw my face fell aswell. I opened the window and let him in. he held my face in his hands and I tried to look away.
"What's wrong?" he asked. The tears coming back to my eyes and I went over to the couch next to Sophie, who automatically hugged me. Joe looked at her confused with a questioning expression. Sophie told Joe what was wrong, trying to avaoid nick's name. Joe understood quickly and sat down next to me. Sophie loosened her hug and lightliy turned me to Joe. I felt his arms wrapping around and he carefully placed my head on his chest, it was warm and comfortable, I dug my face into his chest. I didn't care how much I ever wanted this moment, I only cried. It took be about half an hour to recover and stop crying. Sophie had to leave and Joe was sitting on my bed now. I walked over to him. He had a hoping expression on his face. It was 9 pm already. "Do you wanna come over to my place?" he asked.
"As serious as I can be," he smiled. I told my parents I would sleep at Sophie's house and told Sophie to tell my parents, in case they called, to tell them that I was at her house.