Chapter 7
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"Where were you?" Spencer asked her wife. Ashley sighed and reached her hand in her hair before she removes her coat.
"Went out to have a few drinks!" she answered with a harsh tone. Spencer gave her an icy look.
"Like the old Ashley! I thought that you were done with all that! "The blonde girl hissed.
"Well, apparently not! And it's not like it starts to be a habit now, so don't need to yell on me!" the brunette hissed back and walked past her wife. Spencer followed her upstairs to their room; she wasn't done with her discussion with Ashley.
"Yeah, right! That's one of the things that made you cheat on me with Carmen! "Spencer yelled. The girls were asleep but they didn't care at the moment. Ashley turned her head to look at her wife.
"Don't fuckin bring that up again, Spence! It's in the past and what I did that night was a mistake and it was my entire fault "she yelled back and turned back to get dress into her pyjamas but she didn't had the chance to do it. Spencer scoffed.
"No! It's not what YOU did; it's what you TWO did! You didn't care at this moment to know that you have a wife and two kids back home! But no, you got drunk and fucked another girl!" she raised her voice. Ashley pinched her nose to calm herself but she knows that she couldn't.
"Carmen has nothing to do with it! I forced myself into her even if she told me that we shouldn't do it! And I did care I was just angry at you after the fight we had!" the brunette replied with an angry tone. The blonde laughed bitterly and Ashley glared at her.
"So why you didn't stop? Why did you have to fuck everything up? Our kids don't even know why we got separated for eight months, you didn't tell them!" the blonde asked firmly.
"BECAUSE, SPENCER! I WAS TOO ANGRY TO THINK AT THE MOMENT, WE HAD THIS FIGHT BECAUSE YOU DIDN'T WANT ME TO GO TO CALIFORNIA!" she screamed with rage.
"It wasn't a reason for you to cheat on me! We could have talk about it togheter! Now, every time you get angry, you are going to fuck some stupid girl? You, going to NY, make me scare because I don't trust you to be alone in another country by yourself "Spencer asked coldly with disgust.
"Right! Like we are doing right now!...And now you're being an ass to think about me like that, it's not cuz I cheated on you once that I'll do it a second time!...you going to have to deal with it,cuz I'm going to NY end of the story " the brunette clenched her jaw.
"Once you cheat on someone what make you think that you won't do it twice or more than that! Fine, you can go to that fuckin meeting but don't come crying into my arms if I don't talk to you or answer your calls! "She said through her teeth. Ashley groaned angrily and raised her hands.
"I never thought that you could say something like that about your wife...and don't need to be ridiculous, Spence!" she laughed bitterly. Spencer crossed her arms over her chest and walked closer to her wife.
"I didn't ask to get married to a whore! I asked to get married to a beautiful girl who cares about the people around her but not only for herself! To someone who can be there for her family when we need her, not someone who will put her career before her family! Now, Ashley I'm the one to ask myself why I got marry to you. You can't even give the love and the life that I'm asking for! You're not the same women that I met!" Spencer hissed softly in her face. Ashley's eyes went dark immediately with pure anger, sadness and madness. She couldn't believe that her wife just said all this. She clenched her eyes shut to hold back the tears and she did. She was so angry that she smashed the vase that was beside her, it broke into a million pieces. Spencer jumped at the noise and that's went their daughters and Katherine came running into their room.
"What's going on with you two? "Amy asked in disbelief, rubbing her eyes tiredly when she saw the broken pieces on the floor.
"Ash, are you alright?" Amanda asked carefully to her mom. Ashley didn't say anything and walked past them to the front door where she gets into her car and drove away. When she was gone, Amy took her mom in her arms.
"Why is she mad mom?" she asked softly. Spencer just keeps crying.
"We got into a fight again
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Spencer pov
I don't even know what to do with her, she's hurting me and I can't deal with this. She prefers to go to NY instead of staying with us. I'm so angry right now and I'm not even worry that she's still didn't get back home. It's 7am and I have to go to work. I sigh and finish my breakfast, the girls were there but none of them were talking. Amy was giving me the eye and the two other one were staring at their food. I give a confuse look at my daughter because there was something wrong with her. I can tell because she can't even hold the spoon in her hand.
"What the fuck did you do to yourself, Amy!" I ask, my voice rising in concern as she got up and stepped over the sink to put her plate in it. She looked at Katherine, who I think was telling her to not say anything.
"It's nothing," I have pulled back and take her bandaged hand in mine; she winced as she looked up at me in shock but she didn't let go. She got in trouble again; I glare at her because she knows why. She bits her lips nervously.
"Amy, what did you do this time?" Amanda, concern twisting her face into a grimace and she rolled her eyes at the end. She took her hand out of mine, wincing again.
"Nothing, ok? I broke it when I was practicing on the punchy bag" She said, looking down so as not to meet either of our gaze. I know that she was lying because she never broke a hand by doing this.
"Oh, an accident," Amanda said with sarcasm in her voice, "good thing I'm stupid, or I might think you'd been in a fight. "Her sister glared at her and she smirked.
"Amy! I'm waiting for an answer! "I ask angryly. She sighed and opened her mouth to say something but was interrupted.
"It was my fault, ...we...were playing and I kind of twist her wrist! "She explained softly. I look between Amy and Katherine to see if one of them were lying again. But for me it was the true, because they always like to fight against each other. I see Amanda eyes Katherine carefully and this one looked away immediately. I groan because I can never understand a teenager.
"Alright, well next time both of you be careful! "I warn before I take my bag and keys.
"Yea, mom!" Amy mumbled. I kiss each of them before I walk out of the door. It took me 30minutes to be at work because of the stupid traffic. When I walk into the edifice, I say hello to everyone and stop at my assistance's office to ask her if I receive anything.
"Hey, Mary! How are you "I ask when I enter in the office? She gave me a big smile.
"Hey Spence! I'm fine, what about you? "She asked me. I chuckle softly in my head because when she calls me like that Ash always gets mad and that's why she hates her. I groan and sit on the edge of her desk.
"Not so good, I got into another fight with Ash!" I hiss at each word. She bits her lips and gave me a sorry look.
"What did she do this time? Maybe I can kick her ass for you!" she asked and I playfully hit her on the arm.
"No violence! And she's going to NY with a new singer; which I recall is a girl!" I explain. She scoffed and I glare at her.
"So what, Spencer? You're jealous because of that? She's going there for her work, not to have some fun!" she replied.
"That's not what happened when she was in Cali!" I said coldly and she gave me a confuse look. I sigh because I just realize that I never told her about her sister and my wife.
"She fucked your sister!" I yell and her eyes widened in shock.
"She what? I'm going to kill Carmen when she gets back from NY! "She raised her voice. I clench my jaw and shook my head.
"I'm with you and...Wait! What did you say?" I ask. She looked at me with a stupid look.
"I said that I'm going to kill her when she gets back from...Oh! Shit!" she stopped because I think she just realized what she was saying. I stand up from the desk and start to walk around the room. Maybe what I'm thinking right now is not true.
"Is there something you know that I don't know?" I ask angryly. She swallowed hard.
"Erm...ok, I knew that my sister was going to NY for a featuring but she never tell me with whom, until you came into the room!" she explained softly.
"And how can you know that she's going with Ash?" I ask again. She sighed and reached her hand in her hair.
"Spencer, c'mon! I don't know what Ash told you but when she probably told you that she met "a new singer", well it was Carmen!" she said. Ok! Now I think I need to sit down because I'm going to turn crazy and hit someone. Ash is cheating on me again but what I can't understand it's why she didn't tell me the truth. I clench my hair in my fists.
"What am I going to do now? I'm so sick of her lies, Mary!" I scream and she took me in her arms. I fight with her but she was stronger than me.
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When I walk in the house I can hear Amanda laughing and talking with someone, and when I hear with who she was my blood immediately start to broil. I make my way to the living room and when Ashley saw me, her smile disappears immediately.
"Hey mom!" my daughter said. I give her a smile.
"What are you two up to? "I ask and I can feel her eyes on me but I don't dare to look at her.
"Oh, well mom bought me a new pair of Jordan! "She said excitedly. One thing, this girl is addicted to sneakers; she has more than 30 pairs in her room. I roll my eyes.
"Good to know...and you, what the hell are you doing here." I ask harshly. She swallowed hard and my daughter gave me a confuse look.
"I live her, Spencer!" she answered. I glare at her.
"Ok, can someone tell me what is going on here? You two can't stop fighting a lot those days!" my daughter said sadly. I sigh because I hate to see her like this but I'm not the guilty on in this story.
"Nothing! I have to talk with your mom! "I answer and she rolled her eyes.
"Whatever. "Was the only thing she said before she walks out of the front door?
"Why are you here? And where we're you all night?" I ask angrily.
"I didn't think that you wanted to see me home!" she answered and I scoff.
"Believe me, I didn't want to! "I reply.
"I just had a couple of drinks at the club..."she informs me.
"Carmen? "I yell and she frowned.
"Why do you always have to bring that name! Fuck sake, Spencer I don't see that girl anymore!" she yelled and I know that she's lying.
"Are you sure about that? "I ask with venom.
"Yes!"
"Then tell me why you DIDN'T tell me the truth about the meeting to NY? Why you didn't tell me that "the new girl" is Carmen! Did you really have to lie again so you can go and fuck her again?" I screamed with rage. And with the look in her eyes, I can tell that she was surprise.
"It's not what you think...I'll never cheat on you twice, you know that! And the fact that I didn't tell you it's cuz I knew that you were going to react that way!" she said softly and I laugh bitterly.
"Hell yeah, you know me well! But you know what Ash, till you don't come to your sense, I don't even WANT to see you around here! Cuz I'm so sick of your behavior, your lies and your secrets!" I raise my voice on her face.
"What? What do you mean by that, Spence?" she asked urgently and in panic.
"That means that I want us to take a break!" I explain.
"NO! Not again, we can work this out if we can talk properly without yelling on each other" she blurted out. I can tell, by looking at her in the eyes that she really want to work this out. But for me, it wasn't so easy, I shook my head.
"It's time for you to go, I don't think you want to be late for the meeting in NY! "Was the only thing I say before I walk into the bathroom to hide myself to cry? I cry more when I hear the noise of broken glasses coming from outside. I know that she was very angry and obsesses at this time, but I can't help it.
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Amanda pov
I'm angry after my parents but mostly after Ashley. She's leaving us again for a few days and it's like she doesn't care about us anymore. But I don't think that she'll left us. I groan and walk in the gym because I have a basketball practice before the match that we are going to play tomorrow night. And yet again, Ashley promised me that she won't miss any game this time but I guess that it's too late for that. I walk in the locker room and start to get change. While I'm changing, Megan walked in with a smile on her face and she started to eye me up and down and she blushed furiously. I'm only wearing my bra and my basketball's short.
"See something you like, Meg?" I ask innocently.
"Erm...no...I was...I just came here to take my...jersey!" she rambled and I chuckle. I walk closer to her and throw my shirt that I was holding. The more I get close to her the more she takes a step back until her back hit the wall. I smirk again and she gave me a nervous smile.
"Are you sure that's why you came here?" I ask seductively, looking at her in the eyes. I reach my hand under her shirt and start to run my fingers on her stomach up to her chest and she gasped.
"I...argh! For fuck sake! "She blurted out before she smashed her lips on mine, kissing me hungrily. I smile into the kiss and she pinned me into the wall, biting and licking down my neck, I let out a moan. She pulls away from my neck and kissed me one more time on the lips.
"Damn! Someone is horny tonight!" I say and give her a cheeky smile. She let out a sigh and step back from me.
"Yeah, well, I couldn't stop myself from kissing you!" she smirked. And I laugh.
"I saw that...you were almost ready to jump my bones "I say and she snorted.
"Don't flatter yourself...let's get going before the coach come in here "she informed me. I nod and give her one last kiss before I finish getting dress. I can't stop asking myself, what I am doing! I know that I have some feelings for her but I don't know how to work this out. Since that since that night we never had a serious conversation, it was always about sex. It been two days and I still can't stop myself to be around her. I sigh and run in the gym where my team was waiting for me. The coach glared at me because he hates it when I'm late.
"You're late again!" he hissed and I roll my eyes, I hate this guy.
"Sorry, I was caught into a make out session in the locker room! "I say with a smirk. The girls started to laugh and Megan too. The coach was fuming and I was surprise that he didn't turn into a fire.
"You're the captain, Amanda! So don't make me regret this! Everyone 50 suicide, now!" he yelled and everyone groaned unhappily including me. Two hours later, the practice was over and I'm so dead. My feet and my back are hurting me; I really need a massage right now. I whine and jump in the shower and wash myself before I get back home. It was already 5pm and I'm fucking hungry right now. I close the water and get out of the shower and start to dry my body. Just as I was doing this, she walked in again but this time she wasn't looking at me up and down. Her mouth was half open.
"Whoo hoo! Megan! Close your mouth or you might catch a fish!" I chuckled softly and wrapped the towel around myself. She cleared her throat.
"Sorry...didn't mean to stare at you like that "she said in a rush.
"No need to apologies! It's quite funny that you always walk on me half naked or...naked!" I say and give her a mischievous smile. She glared at me.
"Rah rah rah, very funny...so are you going back home now "she asked me. I put my bra and underwear before I can answer her.
"Yea, I'm super hungry and if I don't eat, I'm going to explode!" I whine and she laughed. I finish to dress myself and take my bag and car keys.
"Well maybe we can go...grab something to eat! I mean if you don't want to I totally understand, cuz it's not like..."she started to ramble and now I have to stop her from doing this. I press my index on her lips and she stopped rambling.
"Megan! Breathe! I'll go with you'' I say with a smile and she smiled back. God, I'm in trouble!
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Ashley's Pov
I'm so piss, angry and sad right now! I just can't believe that she asked for a fuckin break! We could have work this out, but no the only thing we do it's screaming on each other. Right now, I'm at the Plaza Hotel in NewYork, I just arrive and the first thing that I'm thinking about it's to have a drink to forget about what happened a few hours ago.
''what's going on with you lately? You seem obsess about something.'' The brunette asked me before she sat on the bed beside me. I put my head in my hands and rub my temple.
''don't ask any questions, Carmen! I'm not in the fuckin mood tonight!'' I answer coldly and she stood up from the bed and I know that right now, she's angry at me.
''Fine! When you'll stop moping around, tell me!'' she hissed before she stormed out of the hotel room. I groan and drop my body on the bed and that's when my phone rang. I was hoping that it would be her but it wasn't.
''hey Hun'' I say over the phone.
''whereareyou,mom?'' Amy asked me. I sigh sadly and reach my hand in my hair.
''NY for a meeting, I'll be home in two days'' I answer softly and I hear her scoff.
''right!LikeyousaidthelasttimeyouwenttoCaliandyoucameback5daysafter!'' she said coldly.
''hey, watch your tone! It's a part of my job to be at this meeting right now and if I said that I'll
''fine!HaveagoodmeetingandI'llseeyouwhenyougetback'' was the only thing she yelled before she hangs up on my face. Another one who's mad at me. Great! Since that I'm alone and Carmen went to god knows where, I'm going to get drunk by myself. And I can't wait for this weekend to be done so I can get back home and have a real talk with my wife.
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Amy's Pod
Yes I lied to my mom about my hand and so what? I wasn't going to tell her that my ex got raped and I beat the shit out of the boy who did this to her. Well anyway, what I can't stop thinking about, it's the fact that I fuckin kiss Katherine and I didn't want to stop, I couldn't. But I had to because one I have my eyes on someone else since a long time and two I don't want to hurt any of them but I guess that's it's already done for Katherine. I know that she told me that I have to move on and I did, but the question is; did she really move on from me? I don't think so. And now, how am I going to tell Emma that I kissed my ex and almost sleep with her? Shit!
When I walk in the gym for my sister's match, I spot Emma sitting on one of the bench beside Jason and on the other side I spot Katherine sitting beside Spencer. OH god! What do I do? Before I can answer to my question, I see Emma walking toward me with a big smile. I didn't have the choice but to give her a forcing smile.
''hey…I'm happy to see you here'' she said softly even if she was very close to my body. I tense a little bit and I think she noticed it because she gave me a confuse look. I did that because Katherine is staring at me and I can't read her look.
''yea, me too…how about we go somewhere else before the match starts?'' I smirk and she winked. I grab her hand and drag her in the bathroom with me. I had to get away from the gym because I couldn't keep my eyes of her. I push her on the wall of the bathroom and her jacket down off her shoulders and my lips against hers. She put her hands on my hips and pulled me against her, sliding them upwards to lift my shirt and pull it over my head. Her shirt joined mine on the floor and she was pushing me backwards towards a cubicle as her hands fumbled at my belt and the zipper of my jeans. I really need her right now but all I can see it's Katherine, Emma, Katherine, Emma! I pull away from her and blink my eyes twice and she furrowed her eyebrows.
''what's wrong with you?'' she asked in concern. All I can think about it's me and Katherine on my bed kissing and touching each other. I swallow hard and shook my head and kiss her because I didn't want to answer her question. By the time she had them undone and I start to bit on her neck, kissing her stomach as I undid her pants but when she moaned, my fingers freeze on her belt. OH no! Not again! She opened her eyes and glared at me before she pushed my fingers off of her belt.
''what are you doing?'' I ask and she put her shirt back on.
''I'm leaving because I don't know what's going on with you right now! You can't even touch me'' she hissed and walk past me to the door but I stop her by the arm. I have to stop thinking about Katherine when I'm with Emma or about Emma when I'm with Katherine. I walk close to her and wrap my arms around her waist.
''I'm sorry…I'm…just obsess because my parents are fighting and Ashley is gone to NY'' I lie. Ok, not really! I'm obsessed about that but I'm not ready to tell her what happened with Katherine. She sighed softly and kissed me on the lips before she take me in her arms.
''I'm sorry to hear that…I think we should get back because the game starts.'' She informed and I nod. I follow her and when we get to the gym, I can feel two pair of blue eyes on me. But I didn't dare to turn my head.
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