Is Light my favorite or L?: Well, I adore both. Reasoning time :D

I love Light because he is oh so sexy. Yes, he is probably a homosexual (lol was my earlier reasoning obvious enough? XD) but can't I still drool over him? He is very intelligent, but his pride swells a little too big. Well, without his pride he would be a totally different person XD. Well, in anime I look forward to insane people like Light. Not too much or too little. His psychotic laugh is wonderful; and he is just amazing. Yes I think it's a little stupid for people to hail Kira because all he does is kill criminals that are on death row, but I don't care. If I was in that anime I would still love Kira and probably become like Mikami and Misa combined. *shudders*

And for L, I would say that he is oddly attractive. His pale skin isn't sickly pale, it's like an albinos and I think albinos are rather cute. His skin suits his messy, raven hair. I do wish that he shows more emotions though, but a smile perks on my face when he does because it's rare lol. He is also very intelligent, but I don't think that he would want to be my friend. I'm fucking stupid as hell XD. I laso totally envy his metabolism ;-; but I love how much he adores justice 3. Oh my Kira the Another Note LA BB cases was an amazing novel. Recommend it if you haven't read it XD.

Disclaimer: No, I don't own anything from Death Note. If I did, it would be rated 18+ ;o Ho ho if you know what I mean. Kinky gay porn is what I mean XD

When the nurse came back, Light immediately sat down in the cushioned chair beside where L was slumbering. He gazed at his sleeping face; looking so calm like he doesn't have a single care in the world, but his true reality is heart breaking. Light felt his soul shatter when he thought about what he had heard earlier. That L is the most hated student in the entire school; not one child here would even help him if he had gotten hurt. Light knew how L felt; how it felt like to be unwanted and abused. L just wants to be truly loved by someone even if he keeps telling himself he doesn't. Deep down inside of L, there is a tiny bit of happiness and joy that screams out 'love me!', but he is so mentally scarred that he doesn't realize it.

Light scanned the sleeping body in front of him, not understanding why people thought he was so unattractive. Ls skin is not sickly pale, but pale like a winter rabbits fur. He didn't appear creepy with the sleep deprived bags underneath his eyes; they made him seem like a cute panda. He doesn't seem unhygienic like what Light has heard so far, L actually looks like he cleans himself well. Yes, his hair has a mind of its own, but it's far from greasy. He doesn't have body odor, pimples, or thick, bushy eyebrows. He seems to take care of his self rather nicely. Maybe he does have to comb his hair, but Light finds it rather cute. It makes him seem innocent and vulnerable…

Light shook his head to try to clear his homosexual thoughts and instead replaced with homophobic ones.

'I mustn't think like that towards someone the same gender as me that I have barely even met…We will only become friends…'

Lights mind kept denying his homosexuality, but his subconscious was screaming the opposite. It was shrieking to Light that he could make his own decisions with himself because he is grown up, but Light kept stuffing those thoughts in the back of his skull.

After a while of Light sitting there either awing at L or denying his homosexuality, L began to stir awake. Light snapped back into reality and watched L's eyes flutter open. He yawned and rubbed the sleep out of his half lidded eyes while registering where he was. He recalled the earlier events and nearly shuddered. Why would L do something that would attract so much attention? He snapped and just started laughing insanely in the middle of the hallway while other students surrounded and watched him. L sighed and lazily glanced around; deducting that he was in the nurse's room. He was about to leave the bed until his eyes met with Lights. Fear nearly struck on Ls face as he quietly gasped. Questions about Lights presence invaded his mind, like that he was here to make fun of him, or do some sort of cruel prank.

An awkward atmosphere floated around them as the uncomfortable silence dragged on. They just stared at each other; making Light more nervous. Light wanted to break the silence, so he stuttered out, "A-Are you feeling alright?"

L completely ignored the question and sternly asked, "What are you doing here." It didn't sound like a question but it got the point across, and Light could definitely feel the point. It jabbed into his heart like a knife and shattered it to pieces.

'Why doesn't he feel welcomed? Is he just suspicious...?"

"Well, after you fainted, I took you to the nurse's office and I thought it would be kind to stay with you…I could leave if you like…" Light slightly drooped his head lower avoided eye contact with L.

L felt his stomach flutter again and his nerves tingle. His head pulsated as his heart pounded faster; veins full of self hate from his obliviousness…

A faint blush dusted on Ls pale cheeks and he uttered out, "You…You took me here when I was injured…?"

Light looked back up to connect his gaze with Ls. He felt happier that L wasn't angry.

"Of course I did, L. I couldn't leave you on the hallway ground. "

"How do you know my name?"

"I heard the other students talking bad about you…"

"And yet you still are here with me even though I frighten most students? Even though I am extremely socially awkward? That I never sleep and that I look like a disgusting pervert?" Light felt a tug of guilt inside of him as he continued to stare at L.

"I think they are incredibly terrible to bully someone like you. I know how it feels to be unloved and treated very unfairly, and I don't get why people do it. It made me feel like I had no place in this world…Like no one would truly love me and care for me. And besides, you are far from perverted and disgusting. I think you look kind. Those students are heartless, blind idiots for thinking such untrue nonsense about you." Light slightly chuckled and radiated a smile.

L mentally cursed that lovely smile. It made his stomach stir even more if possible and his heart skip a couple of beats. His lips looked so soft and tasty…

L mentally shook his head to try to get such thoughts out of his head. 'What is this boy doing to me?'

"L, are you alright? It looks like you're about to vomit and your face is all flushed…" Light stood up and walked to L which made him panic even more. Ls hand cupped his own cheek and found that it was radiating an unnatural amount of heat. Light placed his soft palm of Ls forehead which resulted with L to blushing even more.

"You're heating up; I think you may have a fever. Do you feel unwell?"

"N-no! I don't have a fever… I feel fine."

Light pulled back his hand and sat back down, looking a little concerned.

"Why does Li-Yagami-san worry about me so much?" L asked, almost forgetting about honorifics and how polite Japan is.

"Well, I consider you as my friend so of course I worry about you. And you can just call me by my first name. I don't mind if you use an honorific or not."

Ls heart felt like it jumped out of his chest and his eyes widened as he gazed at his new and first friend. Why was he feeling like his? He always told himself that friends are just a nuisance, even though he never had one.

"You consider me as your friend?"

Light chuckled. "Of course I do! All the other students don't arouse my interests as much as you do. They are either extremely rude or just plain boring. I know we just met, but you have a unique aura that made me want to know more about you."

L was completely dumbfounded by this situation. Another student actually wanted to be his friend? Did Light sit beside L because he supposedly had a unique aura? Light wanted to be his friend; he called L kind looking; unique from the rest and he carried L to the nurses when in need. L thought about this and deducted that Light wasn't putting on a cruel act just to laugh at in the future with his friends… Unless Light was extremely swell in acting, but it was near to impossible. When Light showed emotion like being concerned for L, it was in his eyes. L could just feel that he was genuine legitimate about all of this, and it just made L happier than usual.

"May I ask a rather… personal question?" Light muttered, looking a little nervous.

L nodded; still gazing into Lights eyes.

"Well… How did your parents pass away?" Light broke their eye contact and moved his gaze to the floor. He wasn't sure why he asked such a personal question, but he was a bit curious.

"Light-kun doesn't need to be nervous; it's fine, really." Light looked back up to L as he felt a wave of pressure that he didn't know he had leave his shoulders.

"Well, my mother had an overdose of heroin, and my father committed suicide shortly after, which left me alone. I was rather young; only 7. I was clueless to what to do after that, so I wandered off. Eventually, Watari found me and brought me here. May I ask what happen to your parents?"

Light simply nodded and replied, "My family as murdered when I was out getting groceries. They don't let me use any transportation vehicles, so I walked. The walk is about 20 minutes one way; I shopped for about 25 minutes and I walked back I found them brutally murdered so I simply ran away from home and Watari found me," Light lied but obviously had to unless he wants to go to prison for man slaughter.

"Oh, huh," L plainly said without any emotion whatsoever.

Light waved his hand in a shooing motion and said in a happier tone, "Let's get off the touchy subjects. Erm, what do you do on your free time?" L placed his brutally bitten thumbnail up to his mouth and fondled his lip as he thought about all the boring things he does repeatedly daily.

"Well, I go walk through the garden often. I enjoy reading and mindlessly browsing through the internet. I also solve cases under the name of L. It entertains my boredom when I can't sleep." 'Which is every night.'

Lights face brightened as he cooed, "So, you are a detective? Don't you have to be the age of 18 or older to claim a job like that?"

L slightly smiled at his enthusiasm and said, "Well, Watari made a false I.D. and did some other things that I shouldn't share."

Light chuckled and found that he was having fun learning about L. He has a plain mask covering his interesting true self and Light was eager to take the mask off. It would help L to be more outgoing and himself. Light smiled at the thought.

Light continued, "Being a detective must be hard work, though. Even if it sounds so intriguing and fun."

"Well, it is frustrating once in a while but overall in relaxes me. Usually they are easy and simple cases, but when a difficult and challenging case pops up, it always arouses my attention. I know this may sound cheesy, but I… I want to become the greatest detective in the world."

"Heh, you sound like the detective from Death Note."

L blinked, and blinked again, registering that Light read Death Note. The novel Death Note is not a common book. It's kind of like a hidden jewel.

"Oh, sorry. You probably haven't read it. It's one of my favorites…"

"Death Note is also one of my favorites." Light grinned and they chatted about novels and more intriguing topics. After a while, L felt much more comfortable around Light, and he felt like he should ask him about his stomach stirring and such.

"Light-kun?"

"Mhmm?" Light nodded as his eyes glazed with curiosity.

"Is it odd that my stomach flutters and stirs when I think about you? My nerves tingle unnaturally and my head pulsates… Is that normal? When I'm not around you my mind is filled with thoughts about you. I have never felt such feelings and emotions overwhelm me before and it greatly concerns me." L asked; completely clueless of what these feelings represented.

Light eyes widened and a blush lapped over the bridge of his nose.

"T-those are the feelings and emotions of… of l-l-love…"

BITCH cliff hanger. Hint though, L isn't gonna be like OMFG REALLY LET'S MAKE OUT. Nah, L is gonna deny it and then he will realize it over time XD I think I ruined the purpose of a cliff hanger. Oh well ;o

And please review any tips and opinions on the story so far or just say something nice to make my ego swell. Thanks XD

Also sorry for any mistakes. I didn't read over it lol too tired.