Boredom led you to cleaning up the entire apartment while he was gone, and you found lots of dirt more than anything. It was nothing you couldn't handle, until you cleaned out the clutter in the drawers of the nightstand on his side of the bed.
Something black was hidden under a black shirt of some sort, curiosity got the best of you, and you picked it out of the drawer. Whatever was inside of the plastic was a pink color, and you wanted to see just what it was.
It looked just like a flashlight, and you managed to twist the end, which brought the pink part to the surface. You eyed the object confusedly, not know what it was. Of course, your best friend Hanns could help you out.
Digging your phone out of your shirt, you took a picture of the item and sent it to her before adding, 'found this in Neville's drawer, not sure what it is. Can u help?'.
A short while later you got a text from Hanns.
'FUCK YOU, [Y/N], FUCK YOU. I'LL NEVER LOOK AT NEVS THE SAME WAY AGAIN.'
You stared at the message, quickly texting the woman back and asking why.
'IT'S A FUCKING FLESHLIGHT. LIKE A VAGINA - BUT A DILDO. IT LOOKS LIKE A VAGINA SO GUYS CAN STICK THEIR COCK IN IT.'
"[Y/N]? What's in your hand?"
You dropped your phone after hearing the voice, though Hanns' text was part of the reason why.
"I - uh, is this really a fleshlight?" you asked, turning around to show Neville the object.
Adrian was quiet, and you weren't sure how to react to the situation. You felt bad about raiding the drawers while you cleaned, and didn't want your boyfriend to be angry with you. Setting the item down, you walked over to him.
"Hey, it's alright, you don't have to be embarrassed - I mean, it's okay if you have urges," you spoke comfortably to him.
"I'm sorry [Y/N], I probably should have told you. I don't use it too often, honest." Neville admitted.
You smirked craftily, "well, we can use it tonight; you do have me thinking about things. I didn't know you were that freaky."
Adrian rubbed the back of his neck awkwardly. "It's just something I do in private, sometimes it calms my nerves.." he spoke shyly.
You set a hand on his shoulder, squeezing it. "I totally understand babe, no worries."
"As long as you don't tell anyone - not that you would, I do trust you, [Y/N]."
"I might have told Hanns." you remembered. Adrian heaved a sigh, knowing Hanns had persistent butterfingers when it came to sensitive information.
"Whatever, she'll probably leave it alone. We don't have to go through with this if you don't, [Y/N]?" Adrian asked.
You shook your head, "I do wanna try it, it'll be fun, and I won't have to have anything inside me anyway. Just remember to tell me if you want to stop, okay?"
He grinned enough that his teeth showed, "I'll be fine, I just hope you can still look at me the same.."
"Dude, what the fuck did you do in Japan before you came here?" you teased.
Adrian laughed a bit, pulling you close and hugging you tightly. You were glad he was both strange and a really nice guy, and sometimes you wondered why he chose to go out with you. You never thought of yourself as special, but the Englishman loved you just as much.