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Since Vaginas weird me out I won't be writing a Bella/Jasper/Alice scene for you BUT if someone
If you want to write it PM me and well discuss it. I'm not gonna put a limit on how many people want to write it cause who am I to stop the Plot Bunnies?Jacob wasnt sweating,which was a common occurence as of late. Especially after a particularly intense wolf/Edward dream. That was the first thing he noticed after waking up. The second was that he was drooling on something rather hard;he didnt remeber his pillow being this hard.
"Not a pillow Jacob."That velvety voice said from somewhere above Jacobs head. Hearing the voice,Jacob shot straight up out of the bed,causing him to meet the freshly washed floor. He looked up when he heard a smug chuckle.
"Didnt mean to scare you..."Edward said. Jacob would probably never be used to Edwards weird mind reading thing. Every time he thinks about it the human blushed like a girl-Its so embarrasing. Jacob actually figured it out for himself but he never asked Edward to comfirm it. Though sometimes the vampire would anwser his thoughts. That was probably confirmation enough .
"Me and you...W-we slept together?"Jacob asked his Owner as he sat up pulling his now red face away from the floor. Slaves didn't sleep with their Owners,well not in the 'actually sleeping instead of fucking someone's brians out' type way.
Edwards nods,still with that crooked smile on his face,"We did...And your dreams were quite...vivid."The vampire's eyes flash playfully and Jacob blushes. He remembers his dream,at first it had been all about wolves running through a dense forest but then Edward was there in all his gourgeous vampy perfection. Jacob remembered dreaming about kissing,touching,sucking and fucking. It had been very vivid.
Jacob blushes a darker shade as he stood at the foot of the now rumpled bed,"Couldnt you have,oh i dont know,not watched?"He mumbles under his breath as he stands up and untangles the sheet from in between his legs and around his waist.
Edwards watches his adorable slave with amused eyes,"I could have..."The Owner nods his agreement from the place he's laying against his bed. Edward knows that it would have been the polite thing to do but he was pretty sure that if he didn't distract himself from Alecs fucked up mind-he would have went to the other Vamps room and throttled him into even more deadness.
Jacob blushes because really what do you say to that? And now that he's awake and knows what his dreams were about he can't help but feel like such a fucking women for dreaming about a guy,"So...th-the party's tonight..."Yeah changing the subject always works.
Eward nods and gets up gracefully from his place on the bed,"Yes it is...All the girls are buzzing with excitment."Edward chuckles softly obviously listening to everyone's thoughts,"Rosalie is the most excited."
Jacob snorts softly, as he throws the sheet back on the bed,"I couldn't tell without all the screaming."He says before akwardly rubbing the back of his neck. No matter how hard he tried to get over it Edward still made him nervous. Sometimes he managed to push pass the nerves other times the nerves make his hands shake.
Edward's watching him closely obviously reading his thoughts and then theres a rush of wind past Jacobs face and Edward is right there in front of him. Edward watches Jacob's blushing face as he trails his hand up his slaves arm and then back down before tangling his fingers with Jacob's.
Holding hands,like everything else with Edward,was new to Jacob. He had never held hands with someone before,and he had to admit that it felt nice. He really liked how cold his Owner was and even the color difference of their skin. He liked how just Edward's hand could send pleasant tingles through his whole body and the warm fuzzies that planted themselves in his empty stomach.
Edward,having obviously heard all of Jacobs thoughts,smiled crookedly making his slave's heart sputter. One of the things Edward rather liked about Jake was his reactions to everything he did it was all so...adorable. He was so easily riled and that damned blushing thing was fucking amazing. Edward's thumb brushed along Jacob's knuckles as he watched his slave's cheeks redden further under Edward's watchful eyes.
Jacob looked down at their joined hands and then watched with wide eyes as Edward lifted them to his mouth and kissed along his warm knuckles. Jacob inhaled sharply,and his heart skipped a beat making Edward smirk,"Why?"He asked quietly. Jacob had meant to add more to that but he was easily distracted with the feel of the vampires lips on his hands. He wanted to know why Edward was doing this to him? Why he was acting like Jacob was so much more then he was?
Edward was quiet for a few seconds and Jake started to think maybe he hadn't been loud enough,which was of course ridiculous seeing how Edward was a leech and they have that super hearing thing. Jacob hated that almost as much as the mind reading. The Owner looks up from his and Jacobs hands before looking into his slaves eyes,"Because I want you to trust me Jacob."It didn't really answer any of his unspoken questions but it still put Jacob's mind at ease.
"Okay..."He nodded softly,because really what else is there to say?
;---;The rest of the day was spent getting ready for the ball. There were suits and dresses that needed to be pressed, hair to be combed and shoes to shine. Much to Jacob's surprise he wasn't told to do any of it. Well he combed his own hair, only after practically wrestling the comb away from Alice. He knew that she had let him win but as long as the pixie didn't go anywhere near his hair he was fine.
Eventually all nine vampires and three slaves(including Tyler, who Jake really hadnt seen a lot of but he knew that Esme and Carlisle were very fond of him) were ready. The ride to the party was for Jacob, slightly akward. He sat between Edward and somehow Alec had appeared at his other side. The two vampires had alternated between throwing skin melting looks at each other to pressing closer to Jacob. At one point the young slave was sure his bones were going to break from the pressure of the Leech sandwich he was caught in.
Edward was having a really hard time with Alec's close proximity to his slave. The other vampire was seemingly obsessed with the way Jacob smelled. Edward knew that his boy smelt good but he did not appreciate the red eyed bastard sniffing what was his.
After what felt like hours later the small crowd finally pulled up to the club,Rosalie had picked for her shindig. Only the servers had showed up so far, which confused Jacob. What exactly were they serving?
"It's for the humans."Edward spoke suddenly from behind him. The other vampires were currently looking around at the way Rosalie had decorated the place, it was nice but really Jacob didnt care about the decor,"Theyll serve liqour for whatever person wants it."Edward continued to explain coming to stand next to Jacob.
The native nodded,"makes sense."He mumbled, his fingers twitching at his sides as he felt Alec's eyes on him. So uncomfortable. He could feel Edward stiffen at his side and a low warning hiss come from that direction.
"You remember your promise,Jacob?"Edward reminded quietly as he moved to stand infront of Jacob,making the teen look up at him.
Jacob forced himself to keep Edward's gaze and he nodded,"Yes Sir."He felt good about his little bit of progress and he could tell Edward was proud of him.
Edwad grinnded Jacob's favorite crooked smile and swiped his chilly knuckles against Jacob's now almost constantly hot cheek,"Good boy."He smiled fondly. Jacob's heart picked up speed at Edward's smile, and then with the added tuxedo his owner had on-Jacob's heart never stood a chance.
Edward continued to smirk at Jacob's new heart rate before his head suddenly cocked to the side,"Roses guests are here,"He sighed sadly making Jacob laugh softly.
"They can't be that bad."Jacob shook his head as he watched the Cullen clan greet a long haired blonde male vampire, who walked in along side another, this one with crazy red hair between them was a small dark skinned human child, who was smiling shyly.
Edward shook his head,"No...not all of them,"He smiled once more before walking to the front door to greet more new arrivals.
The party moved along nicely. Everyone was getting along and Jacob had even danced. Once with Bella, which amazingly had not ended up with any sort of injury, and then once with Alice. The young slave hadn't expected his first party experience to be so fun. He was a little disappointed with the lack of Edward though.
Jacob tried not too dwell on it for to long, he didn't want to spoil his owners good time. He knew that Edward would hear his thoughts if he dwelled so he switched his mind to trying to remember all the names he had learned over the night.
Jacob leaned against the far wall looking over the whole party. He had a crystal cup full of some foul tasting brown liquid, but he drank it anyway. Jacob ticked off the list of people he had met and those he hadn't yet. There was the long haired leech who had been the first to arrive. His name was James and his mate's name was Victoria, They had adopted a small boy named Laurent to raise as theyre own child. Jacob liked them immediately. Currently Victoria was dancing with her human son while James talked to Carlisle.
Then there was a few humans scattered around. Jacob had met one or two. Sam and Emily Uley,Jacob didn't like them. As soon as they caught sight of his collar he could practically see their disdain. Sam had even gone so far as too not shake his hand. Jake tried not to think about that to much.
He hadn't met any other slaves. So mostly he and Bella had hung back and drank. Bella was reasonably buzzed and Jacob could tell her owners thought she was rather adorable when she was tipsy.
Jacob raised his crystal glass to take another drink but was surprised when nothing more came out of the glass. He felt slightly fuzzy but otherwise fine. Jacob pouted at his empty glass for a few second before scanning the crowd for a waiter. He smiled slightly when he caught sight of Bella dancing with Jasper, they looked good together and Alice, who wasn't far away looked more than happy the two were bonding.
Jacob continued his search for more liquor but before he could find anything all he could see was Edward dancing with another guy. A fucking guy. Jacob could have understood if it was a woman, even the young slave knew that it was rude to be a non-dancing male and not ask a non-dancing female to dance but it was a guy. And Jacob didnt understand that. Didn't Edward want to dance with him?
"His names Eric,"Came a low voice next to him. Jacob nearly jumped out of his skin and he whirled around to take a look at...Alec. Jacob sighed and rubbed his head feeling a headache coming on,"The man he's dancing with...His names Eric."Alec repeated himself waving a hand at Edward's and Eric's direction.
"Oh."Jacob mumbled, trying to think of a way to get out of here without making Alec upset. Jacob had successfully avoided Alec the entire party making sure to be on the opposite side he was at all times. He didnt want to disappoint his master.
"Something wrong?"Alec asked,watching Jacobs face intensely. Jacob suddenly wishes that Rosalie hadn't decided against the masks after all. He really needed something to hide behind.
Jacob shook his head and continued to look at his shiny shoes. He really needed to get away from him. Jake needed to find more liquor,right the fuck now,"No. Just thristy,"he shook his empty glass. He couldn't keep his eyes away from Edward and the stupid other guy twirling around the dance floor like some couple. It made his heart twist painfully.
Alec nodded and was quiet for a few seconds. Jacob started to inch away careful to keep his body away from the vampire's,"Oh i get it..."Alec smirked looking suddenly dangerous,"He told you he cared, didn't he?"The vampire looked over at the young slave giving him a look like he's never head anything funnier in his long life.
Jacob's eyes widened and that seemed to be enough confirmation for Alec because he started to talk again,"And I bet he even told you to stay away from me..."Alec laughed a low chuckle in his chest as he shook his head. Jacob shook his head,but he knew that Alec already knew,"He lied, Boy."Alec said slowly like he was making sure that Jacob understood every word,"He dosen't care. Just wanted you to love him not the other way around."
Jacob's hands started to shake furiously,and a intense burn was going up and down his spine. He didn't understand why Edward would lie to him. Why would he make Jacob fall for him? What was the point in that? He shook his head trying to clear away the alcohol haze and the sharp pains he was feeling.
"Someone should have warned you,i guess."Alec shrugged as if Jacob's whole heart wasnt shattering into peices. The pain was more intense and his whole body was practically vibrating,"He only tried to keep you from me cause he knows that I could actually love you." It was like every single one of Jacob's fears were coming to the surface and he could push them down. He felt like crying. He felt like ripping the whole party apart. He felt-he felt like-
"Jacob!"And suddenly Alice was right there right in his ear,"Get out...Go-go outside. Now!"Jacob didn't understand but he knew something was happening to him. His eyes shifted to the side only to find that Alec was gone. Jacob shook his head and ran for the exit looking over his shoulder once more-almost hoping Edward was right behind him but all he saw was happy face and more dancing-before pushing himself out the door.
Jacob's whole body was on fire and he fell to his knees when the pain was too much to support himself through. Pictures of Edward and the guy kept playing in his mind along with Alec's words and suddenly there was a blinding ripping pain. Jacob screamed but really it sounded more of a howl when it was finished.
Jacob panted flat on the ground as the pain passed, eventually though he pushed himself up and shook his head. Something was...different. He looked around the alley way he had collapsed in and raised a eyebrow-everything was sharper, he could see farther than before. There was a smell too, a sort of sickly sweet stink. He could easily smell was coming from inside the club. Even his hearing seemed to have been turned up, he could hear cars driving on the highway just past the next block.
Fucking weird.Jacob took a deep breath and tried to calm himself. He looked down at the ground, only to be met with giant paws. Paws! Like with claws and everything. Suddenly Jacob felt faint. He lifted up one giant claw and shook it carefully. He was actually a little surprised when it moved. Jacob set his hand, foot, thing back on the ground before twisting his head around to look over the rest of his can see hes actually a pretty fucking big wolf with reddish brown fur and even a tail, it was wagging.
Really fucking weird.Jacob walking around a bit, trying to understand what was happening to him. When walking didn't help the young wolf plopped down and laid his furry head on his paws. He wasn't about to go into the party like he was on his way to track down Little Red Riding Hood. How embarrassing.
Suddenly Jacob wished he had paid more attention when they talked about the war between vampires and shape-shifters. He tried to think about everything he had learned but it all just came up blank.
"Jake?"A tinkering voice called from the alley way door. Alice, Jacob reconginized her voice. He sat back on his hind legs and tried to call out to her but all that came out was a bark,"Jacob?!"Alice shrieked, running over to him and dropping down so she was eyelevel with the wolf.
Jacob tried for a smile and he must have succeeded because Alice giggled,"Yup its you."She ruffled the fur on the top of his head before scratching behind his ear. Jacob let out a low whining sound as his back right paw thumped eagerly against the ground. Alice laughed again before taking her hand away all together. Jacob kinda hated that,"Well this explains why I couldn't see you, or Edward, anymore."Alice sighed unhappily.
Jacob cocked his head in confusion feeling like he should know this already. He carefully avoided any thoughts of Edward,"I cant see the future of Werewolves or those involved with them."Jacob nodded his fluffy head in understanding."Alright wolfy..."Alice giggled,"Phase back."
Jacob looked down at his paws once again, and tried to think about how exactly do that. Since he wasnt even exactly sure how he changed in the first place turning back seemed alarmingly hard to manage,"Just concentrate..."Alice encouraged softly. Jacob nodded, and closed his eyes focusing on all things human.
The pain of changing back wasn't as bad as shifting that first time. It was a dull throbbing pain up and down his spine. Jacob stood up straight off the cold concrete and loomed over Alice when he heard her giggle,"What?"He asked, looking down at her.
"Jacob...your um naked."Alice laughed softly as she waved a hand at Jake's body,"You look...different."Jacob was pretty sure that if she was human the pixie would have been a nice pink color.
"Huh?"Jacob asked cleverly before his head snapped down to look at himself. He was naked, extremely naked. He could see what used to be his suit sitting in shreds at his feet. And he did look different,he looked at his new formed six pack with wide eyes. Well that's not so bad. Even his thighs and arms bulged more than before. His height hadn't seemed to be affected, Alice was still the same distance form his chin as before.
Jacob gasped softly and reached down to try and hide himself from Alice's laughing eyes,"Stop..."He whined,"Can you please get me some clothes?"Jacob sighed, reaching up to rub at his face only to have Alice giggle again when he moved his hand without realizing,"Shuddup."Jacob pouted.
Alice only laughed harder,"Fine fine. Wait here."She giggled one last time before there was a gust of wind and Alice was gone. Jacob's mind, because it never listened to him, started to think about Edward and that stupid face guy. He had really started to think that Edward possibly could have cared. Really that was all Jacob wanted, but he didn't understand what the point in hurting him was. Jacob didnt understand the point in lying, or talking about feelings and trust like it mattered, like it was something in their future.
Jacob's hands started to shake again as he grew angrier and angrier at his owner. His spine started to burn and little ripples of pain were spreading through his body,"Jake..."came Alice's voice through the haze of anger,"Calm down..."She soothed runnning her cold hands down his back.
Jacob nodded distractedly,"Sure sure."He mumbled as he took a few deep breathes. He felt the shakes leave him and he nodded, looking more focused,"Okay...Clothes now."he gave her a goofy smile.
Alice laughed and shook her head before handing him a plastic bag with a hanger out the top. He unzipped the bag and laughed,"Another suit?"
Of course there was another suit.
Alice nodded,"I knew you were going to need another. Just wasnt sure what for."She smiled,"Now put it on...before someone else comes out here and sees your cute ass."She laughed when Jacob blushed.
"Sure sure..."Jacob grumbled before quickly pulling the suit on. He smoothed down the shirt with a warm hand,"Thanks Allie."He smiled coyly at her.
"You're welcome."She nodded, "Now do you want to tell me what happened in there?"She poked Jacobs new firmer chest.
"Not really..."Jacob grumbled rubbing the back of his neck akwardly, "Look s'not a big deal."He shrugged dropping his hand back to his side. He really didnt want to talk about it.
"It is a big deal, Jake!"Alice frowned at him,"You turned into a wolf."Alice whispered carefully, though she still sounded upset,"So something was obviously wrong."
Jacob sighed and rubbed a rough hand over his face,"Edward...He was dancing with that guy."Jacob sighed,and accidentally growled at the memory,"And it wouldn't have been such a big deal cause you know, were not together or anything, but then Alec..."
"Alec?"Alice hissed, sounding suddenly furious making Jacob's eyes snap up from thier place on the ground,"What did he do?"She growled, which was really a funny sound coming from the small women.
"He told me..."Jacob managed too not wince at the memory. Maybe the young wolf was over reacting, maybe he just expected to much,"that Edward really didn't care. That he just wanted me to love him, not the other way around."Jacob chose to leave the part about not talking to Alec out of it. Mostly because he wasnt sure what that had to do with anything.
Alice sighed,"And you believed him Jacob?"Alice shook her head like she was dissapointed,"You really need more trust in Edward. He would never do that."
Jacob nodded,but his trust and/or abandonment issuses were to deeply ingrained. Right up there with all his slave training,"Yeah,i guess."he sighed, dropping his gaze back to the floor, suddenly ashamed that he doubted his Master,but he couldn't shake the feeling of Alec being right.
"Come on..."Alice smiled,"Lets go back to the party."The rest of the party went off easily,there werent any more wolf transformations and Jacob did his best to totally ignore the existence of Edward and Alec. He succeeded until the end of the night when everyone piled into the car for the ride back home. Jacob managed to totally escape sitting next to Edward, but Alec practically shoved his sister out of the way to get next to the young wolf.
Edward was obviously not happy. Jacob could practically feel him seething from across the car. Jacob had somehow managed to not squirm under Edward's constant gaze, and Alec occasionally but he really didn't seem to even notice.
Jacob spent the ride home talking to Bella, and trying not to think about anything that had happened during the party. Alice had yet to tell anyone about what happened ,and apparently she was keeping her thoughts under wraps as well which Jacob was thankful for.
He would rather not ever have to talk about the whole shape shifting thing. Like ever. Well he'd probably tell Bella but that was fine because Edward couldn't read her mind which was the one power that Jacob wished he had.
Alice kept sneaking glance at Jacob as if she was afraid he would change at any moment. Jacob couldn't have been happier when the car stopped; he practically climbed over Bella and Jasper to get out of the car before Edward could.
The rest of the night was spent in awkward moments. Edward trying to talk to Jacob, who would only respond with jerky nods or quick shakes of his head. Alec trying to talk to Jacob, which turned into a fucking fantastic game of Jacob ducking out of the room whenever Alec walked into it; and then Edward trying to melt Alec's face off with his scary 'dont look at/talk to/or touch my slave' glare.
It was funny to everyone else, well everyone else being Rosalie.
Jacob managed to sneak up to the room when he was sure Edward wasn't going to be there. He really didn't want to have to pick his cot in the corner while Edward was watching him. Edward would probably question him and then Jacob would have to answer because there was no way in hell he'd be able to make up a plausible explanation for the sudden lack of wanting to sleep with with Edward while actually looking at his eyes.
Jacob gave a heavy sigh and slipped into his cot. He tried to ignore the way lumps from the bed sank into his back or the way his pillow wasn't fluffy enough. Edwards bed had been perfect.