Sunset Shimmer lay on her couch at home, she was ready to go to school, but was relaxing until she knew she'd have to get going. She stared up at the ceiling, a thousand thoughts running through her head.
I don't love him… She thought to herself. I can't after all that's happened, but my feelings are strong for him. I remember first arriving at that school, I was already set to be the demon I ended up as, but for those first few months, Flash was there for me. He cared when no one else did, but I didn't notice. I used him… But he became strong enough to say no. Now I feel the emotions I should have felt back then. I lost the guy who actually cared for me, and now I'll never get him back. I think he still cares for me… He sometimes asks how I am, and we talk, but just as friends.
She sighed, and bit her lip.
I refuse to get in the way of him and Twilight. He's moved on, and he loves her now, and not me. I won't get in the way of that. I wouldn't do that to Twilight, or to Flash. They're my friends, and I'm no longer like that anymore.
She pulled out her mobile phone, and scanned through her text messages, there were recent ones from her friends, old and new messages from Flash. Asking how she was, asking to meet her, to talk.
She swallowed back a sob, and closed her eyes.
Maybe I should tell him how I feel… I wouldn't separate him and Twilight. I'd just let him know how I feel, it might help me to feel better. And surely he deserves to know. I need to apologise fully for everything, how I treated him, how I did everything wrong. As long as he forgives me. I'll be better off. I can get over him.
She sat up and brushed down her hair, a confident look covering her face. I'll tell him. I'll tell him how I feel. How I'm sorry. How I care deeply for him now, but I understand that we're over and he's with Twilight now.
She felt her stomach twist. Am I secretly hoping for him to fall into my arms? She pushed the thought to the back of her mind. No. I'm just telling him how I feel.
She grabbed her backpack, and headed towards her front door.
I'm going to tell him how I feel.