There not the most inspirational but that's why its called anti chapter

want to thank to kool to spell kool right 4 all the positive feedback and :)

just so u no i was happy when I wrote these poems weird or what so just read and check my profile please

HOPE U ENJOY 1ST IN JAMES POV 2ND IN CARLOS BUT i DID WRITE 2 ABOUT KENDELL AND LOGAN AS WELL BUT I COULDN'T FIND THEM WHEN I WANTED TO TYPE THESE YESTERDAY SO I"LL POST THEM NEXT AS LONG AS COMCAST STILL WORKS

"Let James be James"

He never wanted outer beauty,

because beauty came from the inside.

He was the most stunning of all his friends but he would given anything to be like them.

smart on both sides,

because he had no brains, only his looks were getting him places.

slowly turning the dusty mountains.

But his looks mocked him,

everyday people would marvel at his complexion telling him he had the face of a god.

the face he spent hours desperately trying to ruin locking himself in and watching life slip by everyday,

standing on the cold hard bathroom floor as panting voices distance told him hurry,

but James stood their everyday looking at his flawless perfection in the mirror,

and finding a loop-whole for every cell in his body.

THE SOCRATIC METHOD

What If,

the question Carlos though himself thinking

what if he was normal

Would he be a better role model

would his friends except him

What if the world stopped turning

What if a wall of sadness blocked his laughter

Leaving him alone on an island without a sun

what if the warmth of the sun vanished and he had to go back to Minnesota

alone without his friends

what if he dressed better

looked more masculine

what if he was like James the new pretty one

What if he never ran with the wolves again

would life detach itself from him like he done

leaving his free spirit to die in agony.

left alone in a lifeless cage

what if Carlos wasn't human

would he be the sneaky owl surprising its prey in the dead of night

what if he fell into blackness

what if he discovered the real world

the one he purposely neglected

the one full of monopoly and pain

what if Republicans ruled the world

and the government fell further into the Cold ashes

what if Carlos lost

Ended up in the land of OZ on his way to Kansas

What if the light stopped shining

Could he still see the stars

what if pollution built up

and the world gave up

carrying its children no more

what if we became to heavy

Would we hear the silence as we fell

or would agonizing screams fill the air

what if we lived

through the wars

would 2012 be that far then

70 years of war turning to blackness on the Cole that covered Carlos' backyard

the future looked brutal

what if it was

He couldn't face everyday waiting questioning the earth, the soil he walked upon

he couldn't understand why the world gave him lemons or how he made lemonade

but the melody of his friendship supported him

and his heart flamed in fire because of this

as he finally he stood still listening to the birds as they spelt his name in the air

and instead of picking up books like Logan and being a realist

he picked up sticks and stones the basis things of primitive life

and stated preparing

for the last war,

of cold hard blood.