Im sorry I left the last chapter hannging I couldn't resist

Oh shit I have fallen asleep, I'm resting my head on Smurf's shoulder. Not sure how long I have slept for. I lift my head up, oh my neck hurts. " Sorry Smurf" Light is fitering through the window. The blind has been opened . I don't want to look. Deep breath Molly, I slowly stand, wipe my eyes and edge closer to the window. I hope to fuck he's still laying in that fucking bed.

I'm now standing at the window, Smurf hasn't moved. I can see him, it's been over two weeks since we were last together . What am I going to do, what if he rejects me, tells me to fuck off. My heart wont be able to deal with the pain.

I feel like some stupid love sick teenager and I'm grinning like a chesire cat. I cant move, my feet have become stuck to the floor. Deep breath Molly. I take a closer look, ventilator gone, he's breathing on his own oh shit. I turn my head and nod to Smurf. He looks so relived , we both are.

Then the boss begins to turn his head, I can see his face. He looks straight at me brown eyes meeting green, shit, a smile spreads across his face, what dose this mean. Could my hopes and dreams be about to come true, I hope so. "You can come in if you like" My legs turn to jelly, I feel like bambi on ice. The nurse is holding the door open. "You must be Molly, Charles has spoke about you a lot. Charles your girlfriend is here" Girlfriend fuck " Molly,Molly" " Sorry I was miles away". I start walking towards the door. Girlfriend is that what I am. Charles can't be his name. I want to laugh. We are in the same room, I am looking at him and him at me. " Charles" I begin to door closes we are on our own. "Is that your name Charles very public school boy" he dosen't look very impressed. His chocolate brown eyes look me up and down, he's naked from the waste up. I'm having those thoughts again. How can I feel horny in a hospital room " Are you going to stand there gawping all day. There is a chair here, I would love to know what your thinking." fuck, I speak before my brain engages" I want to fuck your brains out" His mouth drops open oh shit me and my big mouth "I don't think I'm up to it yet but I certainly will be" his eyes light up "Sorry boss I didnt mean to say that" I wish the ground would swallow me up. Hang on did he agree to it. "Sit down Molly"

I make my way towards the chair and sit. Jesus he looks like shit but I still fancy the pants off him. "So I'm your girlfriend Charles" I really want to laugh" Whats so fucking funnny about Charles" I cant help it I burst out laughing. All the tension, worry, pain escapes through the laughter. Eventually I stop myself, I grab his hand"I've been so worried, couldn't sleep I couldn't eat. Everytime I closed my eyes I could see you," " Ditto" my heart melts.

"Molly I love you, thinking of you and your smart mouth as kept me going. I want to spend the rest of my life with you" oh shit he feels the same.

"I love you too erm about what I said, I didnt mean for it to come out like that." a smile spreads across his face , I continue " Can I be honest with you, I fancy the pants off you , the last few months have been so hard waiting out. I've been feeling so horny recently and not seeing you, images have been going around my nut of us together alone. You are lying there half naked. I know you're ill but " now it's his turn to laugh "Your a born romantic Dawsey only you could talk about sex in a hospital room" I scowl " Molls I feel the same. " My scowl turns to smile "We will have to wait out I'm a sick man. Molly do you want to be my girlfriend?" that is so sweet "Course I do, more than anything but you're my CO" he frowns "Molly I don't give a shit, I'm not your CO anymore and nothing happened, I will speak to the Major. We in are different regiments. Molly give me a kiss" I cant deny a sick man.

As I leave the ward I am cloud nine. I can't believe it, he actually feels the same. We talk for hours, about our future how we feel. A great weight has been lifted. Even me and Smurf are now friends. I leave Smurf and the boss to talk "Private Molly Dawes where the fuck did you disappear to" oh shit Kinders. I turn around and the rest of two section are behind him laughing." Sorry corpral I had to come" he can't keep striaght face any longer " Dawes you idiot I'm only winding you up , Wheres Smurf? " what do I say " With the boss talking" The lads have now gone quiet .We all take a seat. Brains is the first to speak " Molls you didn't come to see Smurf did you" Oh fuck I am starting to panic. I am not going to answer " We know Molls" dangles looks straight into my eyes, Mansfield grabs my hand "All this time we thought you were upset over Smurf. You weren't thinking about him" Fingers continues the speech. " We love you like a sister Molls" I can't speak tears are falling down my face " No lads you're right. There is nothing between me an Smurf never was" Kinders looks into my eyes " If the Major becomes aware, we will back you and the boss up, swear nothing happened" Baz continues "Molly we saw you and the boss through the window kissing " Games up time to tell the truth" I'm sorry I didn't tell you, how could I. Nothing actually happened between us, I wanted too" Nude nut grimaces "Enough information Molls I've only just had my bacon sarnie". I really to love these boys, "Thanks lads you bunch of cockwombles."

Thanks for reading I think I have finished. I think I might continue with a follow up story. Ideas have been floating around for a while. Hope you enjoyed it as much as I did writing. XXXX