so, i am trying to bring lots of northern mythology details to my fanfic and things are just getting interesting. soundtrack for this chapter is ,,she and her darkness'' by diary of dreams. you can just imagine this song is called ,,he and hir darkness'' it's totally about loki.

and last thing i would like to say, i am really honored by all those visitors :) especially the one from thailand :) loki is really connecting people. i would really like all of you to write what you think about the fanfic in reviews :)

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chapter 7 - necropolis

soundtrack for this chapter is ,,she and her darkness''

Loki stayed there, with his head set on thor's chest, listening to his brother's heart beating, going slower, since it stopped beating at all. He knew there was nothing left for him now here, in asgard – the only person he loved was gone already and he kept assuring himself he had to leave, but he just wanted this moment to last forever. He could feel blood on his hands and face.

Let me say thank you for all that you have given me.

Thank you for everything you've done.
Forgive me for saying one last thing:
I miss you and I hope you hear this song! - he whispered and stood up. he knew thor could not hear that. It is better this way. and now, he had a long way ahead, journey to jotunheim. His way was dark and cold, so was his future – the thunder was coming and he had to face it all alone.

- We are not gods – loki remember odin saying that, when thor and him were still kids.

- So what happens after we die, father? – thor asked curious, loki smiled when he recalled brother's face – childish and anxious, like death was like another adventure for him, simple task to deal with.

- Death is not the end, my son – odin answered – it's just another voyage to the realm of the dead, a realm, Helgafjell. It's a dark place, it is located in a huge mountain, across the seas.

- Do the people return from here, father? – loki asked.

- No, loki, they don't.

- But what about gods? Do they return? Baldr will return, won't he? – thor wondered.

- Yes, he will, but not until the doomsday of gods – the ragnarok. It's his destiny to bring new order to the world after all gods die.

- All of them? Will we die at ragnarok as well, father?

- Yes, thor. We all will. But nobody knows when it will come, so you don't have to worry about that, my son – oding sat his hand upon his son's shoulder – until then, it's your destiny to rule asgard for many, many decades and at ragnarok, you are gonna defeat a giant –odin looked at loki , who was craving for his attention, in a strange way suddenly – you are gonna defeat a giant monster.

- Of course I will – thor said in a proud voice – you will do the same, won't you, father?

- Yes my son. I will be fighting by your side with another monster.

- And what about loki? – thor asked and looked at his brother – he will be there with us, won't he?

Loki felt betrayed when he remembered how odin looed at him then. Of course he knew about his destiny to lead fire giants to asgard and his heirs' fate to fight with his brother and father. That was why Ragnarok was forbidden thing to talk about all the time. No matter how he tired, even the palace library was not able give him the information he needed about that. Of course, it is so simple – odin didn't want him to know. Maybe he adopted him hoping he could change those events, in future? But why not just let him die there? It seemed to loki as the better way.

Why? Why take him? He needed that knowledge badly. Why make a demon who is destined to destroy asgard the prince of asgard? He needed answers. Odin was not the one he could turn to.

- You think I am the destroyer, all –father? – loki thought – yes, you are right – I am and at first, it's your plan I will destroy – no your favorite son thor is gone, who will you turn to help you? You will not win the ragnarok without him and there will be no new dawn to human race if's you won't. you will turn to me, you will have no other choice.

Loki felt cold wind against his face and he knew was already here. jotunheim. There are too many ,,brothers'' for him to deal with. – I will make them kneel – one after another but yet I will have to fool them all – he smiled – it was what he could do at his best.

- Loki! – helblindi said. – so, here you are at last. What are the news you are bringing to me?

Loki looked at helblindi and smiled mischiviously.

- Thor is dead. I think it's enough for you to see – I chose the side to stand on.

coming next - chapter 8 - the dark side