A/N: Here is chapter 6, ready to begin falling action. I ended up splitting this chapter in two so now we have three more left instead of two and I should have the second part posted up later today. I am so sad this is ending. I want to thank the ppl who continued to read this even though it is rushed and rough around the edges. Thanks to every one who reviewed, love ya for it. I will thank you all again at the end but I wanted to thank you now.

I can't believe I did that. I kissed, that's right. I. Kissed. Derek. I was so caught up in the excitement of finishing the song that I just, oh man. I wonder how he felt about it. He did leave right after it happened, is it because he hates me or was he just confused, in shock, or nervous? And this avoidance game we have going on is making this harder for me and now I have to perform a song, the song, which cause that stupid kiss.

Now a special performance by the up-and-coming D-Rock.

Here you go again, leading me on

Here I go again, playing along

Is this a never-ending game we are playing?

And if it is, it's such a shame

You know he was kind of leading me on with his attitude these past couple of months but then again I was going right along with it and letting him.

We're just stuck in this mess

Playing our hands on this could be guess

Hanging on to our last lives

While running with knives

Here we go again

I mean seriously this is all b/c of some conclusion because of Britt. I could be completely wrong about my feelings for Derek but yet…

Today we are playin' hot and cold

Right after we say it's getting old

I can't believe that we allow

Things to stay the same somehow

Seriously, even though we have gotten closer we still are like friends one minute then enemies the next. Even though, I wish we could just get along because the fighting is getting old, but we still act that way with each other.

We're just stuck in this mess

Playing our hands on this could be guess

Hanging on to our last lives

While running with knives

Here we go again

It's like we are stuck in this little saga, but there has to be a way out, right?

Our feelings are up in the air

And it's so unfair

Because we can't leave each other's stares

I want to end this game

But I don't know if I want to win or quit

It's such a shame

At this point, I'm not sure how I feel or how he feels. I just want this to end but do I want it to end with us as nothing or something. Seriously, do I want to win or quit? Oh. My. God.

We're stuck in this mess

Playing our hands on this could be guess

Hanging on to our last lives

While running with knives

Here you go, here I go, here we go

Here we go again

This song, this song is about us. How could I miss it? Wait it was Derek's idea does that mean that we feel the same way? Could we possibly both think we like each other? Has he always felt this way or was this because of Britt, did she tell him the same story that she told me? God, I don't want to think about this right now.

Well that was part one of Britt's CD release party. Next chapter is Derek thinking to one of Britt's songs. Then it's onto the resolution of this story. Sad I know.

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