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chapter seven
its been a week so far and now i have to go to charlies for the weekand sam says its okay since i have been pretty good with controling my shifting he said better than any of the guys when they first started that makes me feel good." hey bells ." charlie opened the door with a wide it faded when he saw i was wearing a black tank top and basketball shorts." bella your going to get sick wearing clothes like that your not cold ? it is pouring down ." no im fine ." i shriugged and walked inside ." you sure ." he asked he reached out to feel my forehead but i quickly dodged his touch so he didnt feel just how warm i was he would freak and rush me to the hospital." what have you been eating dad ?" i changed the subject and walked over to the fridge ,just as i suspected nothing." you have been eating out havent you ?'' i crossed my arms over my chest ." yeahb but its not my fault you already know i cant cook and it is either that or microwave food ." he said a little seepishly ." god dad i am going to go shopping and get you something you can make for yourself that arent microwave i will be back in a little bit ." i smiled patting his back as i headed outside to my truck ." here bella ." charlie ran up to be and handed me a hundred dollar bill i would have declined but i didnt have much money in my bank account ."i will bring you back you change." i told him i didnt like just taking money from charlie even if it was to get food for him ."dont worry about it ." he waved it off.
i nodded to get him off my back and headed out .i was in the store for about a hour before i headed back to charlies when i got there i had most of the bags but one broke as i was walking to the door and i couldnt bend over to grab it with out putting something else down ." fuck ." i groaned ." let me help you ." a voice i couldnt forget said from behind me smooth and silky.
i turned sharply around to see if it was just me if was seeing and hearing him like i did when he first left me .but know he was really there ." what do you want ?'' i growled trying to keep myself calm ." alice told me she couldnt see you in her vesions ,usually when that happens there dead ." edward met my eyes sadly i looked away sharply ." i cant do this right now ." i hurried in the house leaving what i had dropped . i headed right to the kitchen and started putting things away a little bit faster than i should have infront of charlie." hey dad i forgot something i needed i will be right back ." i ran out the house before he could say anything and see how panicked i am .
i drove to the cullens house speeding im am surprised i didnt get pulled over .when i got there i didnt bother knocking i went right inside edward was there in a flash .it was weird i have learned how vampires smell horribe but edward didnt smell bad like the other scents jacob has had me run across." why are you back ?" i growled i wasnt around any humans right now so i really had no will not to change ."i wanted to make sure you are okay ." he explained grabbing my hand i glared at him and yanked it away he looked at me surprised i had the stregth to yank my hand away ." dont touch me ." i groweled not in a human way .edward looked me over and steppted back ." bella what happened to you ,whats going on ." he asked worried about the violent tremors going through my body .'' damn bella you fillied out." emmett said entering the room." i didnt look but i heard a loud crash .''she is a wolf ." carlise said i saw him enter to ."that would explain . everrything ." alice stood infront of me to close i took a swing at her my fist actrually connected and she flew back o heard emmetts booming laugher and i lost it when someone grabbed me from the back i changed into a wolf . i began cirling the cullens growling and baring my teeth." bella calm down we are not here to hurt you we merley came to make sure you are okay ." carlise said and i felt calm damn jasper .i sat down still watching them ." can you leave us alone and alice could you get bella some clothes ?" edward said .''of course ." alice glared at me and rubbed her jaw .
a secound later she was back with a pair of jean shorts and a longselve t shirt i grabbed them with my mouth and shifted back to my human form right there edward looked away sharply while i changed i smiled in statisfation that i had got him flustered .'' okay im fine you guys can feel free to leave now ." i told him ." well were not i am going to stay ." edward told me ." and why is that ?'' i asked meeting the eyes that i had once loved they were still as beautiful as they were before i looked down i couldnt think that way about edward he hurt me and he is a blood sucking leach i am supposed to hate them ,they just left me with out a goodbye well edward did but his family who i thought loved me like i loved them just left me without a word." why is that i dont want you to stay if you havent noticed i am a werewolf you know we are mortal enemies .'' edward looked at me his eyes were smoldering ." i dont care i am not going to make the mistake of leaving you twice ." edward yanked me to him and kissed me .it wasnt like how he kissed me before when i was human this was more passionet he was not being careful with me anymore i could handle myself now. i kept telling myself to pull away that it was wrong that he was a stupid fucking bastard who broke my heart and left me shaddered and broken and agian he was a fucking vampire but i just couldnt it was like something was pulling me to him that i couldnt explain i felt all the love i felt for him before plus anger and frustration that made it more passionet . i wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him closer to me ." can we take this somewhere else .'' emmett said pulling us apart ." i was just leaving ." i looked at edward angrly and ran out .
god dammit that was bad that was so bad but at the same time it felt so good i couldnt let edward just have me back like nothing had happened .everything has happened i am not the same girl i was before i wont be that bella agian i cant i just cant .
''hey bella did you get what you needed ?" charlie asked when i walked through the door ." no i remember why i didnt get it in the first place ." i laughed stiffly but he didnt notice lucky for me .i went to the kitchen and made a quick dinner mac and chesse and hot dogs i would have made him something better but i just couldnt focus enough to do that ." im sorry dad but i am going to head to bed i am really tired for some reason ." i yawned." alright bells i will see you in the morning ." charlie told me i nodded and went up to my room i had kept some things here since i will be over on the weekands . i took hot shower that calmed me and walked into my room in my bra and panties wrapped in a towel since i had to walk from the bathroom to my room and there was a chance charlie could see me ." what are you doing here ?'' i asked in a whisper the secound i walked in with out turning on the light i knew edward was laying on my bed ." i wanted to talk i feel bad for kissing you like that after everything i have done i had no right ."he stood infront of me now i still didnt have the light on but i could see him clearly."yeah your right do you know how much i have gone through ?'' i hissed in a whisper so quiet there was no way that charlie could here me but edward certanily could ." no i dont but i can imagine and i cant express how truely sorry i am ." he wrapped his arms around my waist .it was so hard for me to think clearly so close to him .'' sorry doesnt make all the pain go away edward ." i pushed him away but he fell back on my bed with out letteing me go so now i was really just stradling him and my towel had fallen." bella will you please give me another chance i cant take it if i loose you .'' edward gentley srtroked my face .'' i dont know edward my pack will be pissed and i will be so fucking mad at my self -'' Edward cut me short with a laugh ."what ?'' i looked at him .'' i like the new you alot the old you was pereftly fine but this ." he rubbed the side of my hips .''then you should know i really want to kill you after how much you hurt me i was so broken .'' i pulled away from him slightly .''i am sorry ." his voice was hoarse with i couldnt stand it i leaned in and kissed him .i am going to regret this .
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