Well I did have to do some research for this one because Jasper NEEDS a car. Now i'm just wondering why him and Esme don't have one. Well remeber to R&R they make happy and they keep this fic going. Also I do Beta read
The car ride with jasper was almost unbearable. Ever since the 1950's, when we first met, we have never fought like this. We never had a yelling match. I can't believe that I have him all worked up, just over these stupid day dream things. What do I even call them? 'Wrenching my marriage dreams' or how about 'worrying everyone that cares about me insane dreams' or worst of all but I think maybe coming true, 'scaring jasper to the point that I think I may lose him…..forever dreams.' No I didn't it to be that lat one.
I think if I lost Jasper then it would be like Edward losing Bella. I'd probably do the same thing. I couldn't live without him, and I know this is hurting him. But I just have this feeling that I need to know what is going on and why I' having these. I think it could help me figure out my past, find out why I did end up in an asylum. And hopefully how I ended up as this…..A vampire.
Jasper was driving his dark blue Lexus IS-F; we were speeding down the highway at just over double the posted speed limit. He was looking ore at the road then over at me, who was looking out at the window. I glanced over at him, it looked like he was wincing in some sort of pain. I moved away from the window and put my hand gently on his shoulder. He breathed a sigh of relief; I'm not sure why he had nothing to pressure him, unless. Unless I was causing him to be this tense, to make him be under so much pressure.
"Jazz." I said in a quiet voice. I looked over at his face, it was motion less. I waited a few moments, there was no change.
"Jazz." I said again and once again he didn't move. I began to think that I had lost him now. I just wanted to jump out of the door on the car and runaway. I wish I could cry now, I just imagined myself crying. With the hot tears making little rivers down my face, just like the rain when it falls down a window.
"Jasper!" I screamed his name this time, and this time it got his attention. He woke up from his sort of trance that he was in. He turned over to me, I knew that he knew I was hurting even more now. Anger was written across my face.
"Alice I am so sorry." He began. "I was trying to figure this who ordeal out. I'm sorry I didn't answer you the first or second times, I was just trying to think of what to say."
He pulled me close to him; my head was resting against his chest. One hand held me in place next to him and the other was steering the car. "Alice you know you are my everything. I don't want you to ever forget that. I know lately our relationship has been strained, but don't worry I will never leave you." He spoke silently to me. His hand that was holding me up was rubbing my back in small circles. I wish I was still human, I would love to hear his heart beat. Feel his warmth that would come off of his body.
"Jazz I will never forget." I said silently to him. I could tell a smile grew on his face, one grew on mine too.
"Never ever?" He asked in a playful voice. For some reason it reminded me of 'Peter Pan', you remember the part when the Wendy and her brothers meet the Lost Boys, and Peter tells them that they never have to grow up, only if they stay in Neverland. I don't know why but this moment is like that scene in the movie.
I never have to grow up, I'll stay looking 19 for ever. In that movie Peter and Wendy fall in love but Wendy has to go back to her home. So Peter has to leave her and go back to Neverland. In the next movie it was shown that even though she stayed in her world and grew up, they were still in love. Jasper in my Peter and I hope I am his Wendy.
"Never ever." I spoke silently and with a smile.
"Do you promise Alice?"
"Of course Jazz. Do you promise?"
"With all of my dead heart, I do promise." He kissed my head and the sun began to set. Our skin began to sparkle and light up the whole car. It felt wonderful; bathing in the sun was something I loved. The sun rays wrapped us up in its red, purple, and orange blankets. In return our skin sparkled and sunrays danced against our skin.
I guess it was a good thing that we were the only ones driving down the highway. If the Volturi had found out that we accidentally been exposed they would probably kill us. But since Jasper and I both have 'gifts' they would make us stay there and live with the for the rest of eternity.
As long as I was with my Jazz I wouldn't care where we were. We could be in the deeps of hell fo all I care and we would still stay together. I knew one of my stupid daydreams wasn't going to come true. 'Wrenching my marriage with Jasper' wasn't going to happen. Jasper and I promised and he never broke a promise.
The night began to set, the full moon in the sky began to light the night sky. The stars in the sky were almost as bright as I had ever seen them. They had shown down on us, just like they were watching me and Jasper, alone on the road. While I was looking at the stars one was flying across the sky.
"Make a wish." Jasper said into my ear, I hadn't realized that he had seen it too. In that instant I closed my eyes and made my silent wish to myself.
"So what did you wish for?" He asked in a seductive and quiet voice. I grinned looking up at him and answered. "I can't tell you, it won't come true then." We kissed as he sped down the highway.
Everything was fine for now atleast.