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The sun came pouring over the edges of the bedroom blinds...
But I was only partially aware of this fact.
I was mostly lost in the twist and turns of my subconscious mind.
I was totally lost in my own world trying to make sense of what had
happened on friday.
One part of me KNEW for a fact that it had happened...
But another part of me was not so c
But another part of me wasconvonced.
I kept going over the days evnts in my head.
The car ride, his soft voice...our kiss!
But , still, none of it made sense!
I was Just another ordinary girl.
There was nothing special about my face.
It wasn't ugly...It just wasn't great.
I looed at my face in the mirror wh discerning my nothing special features.
I had a small nose, medium sized lips', and greenish eyes, Nothing
spiecial...Nothing BEAUTIFUL!!
There had to be something to my plain face that he found
attractive...But I found nothing!
Nothing but a boring face, on a boring person.
Then, without even having time to think, there was Edward, standing
at my side, glowering at my discontentment...As if he had read my
mind. But, this was impossible.
"What do you want?!" I coughed up in a hoarse voice.
Then, I realized, I was crying.
"I came to tell you that breakfast was ready, but I see I've disturbed
you." He seemed uncomforterable with the situation, He obviously
didn't have much experiance on the subject.
For a moment I thought he had left, but instead he was right there
beside me with his arm stretched over my shoulder,
I was quick to shrug it off.
"Get away from me," I said in a voice that I didn't recognize, "Leave
me ALONE!" But instead of listening to me he just pulled me closer
to his hard chest.
"You're so much like your cousin," He said this like he said it
everyday...And I didn't like that idea, one BIT!
"I am nothing like her, you hear me, NOTHING!"
My anger was outragous, even for me!
But, instead of acting offended he simply laughed it off and pulled
me even closer to his cold stone-like chest.
This time though I found it comforting.
I really needed someone to hug, though this was one of the many
things that I would never say out loud, but Edward always seemed to
know, it was getting pretty creepy.
Though I would have preffered for Jasper to be the one to save me
from my terrible stuppor, I still felt relief.
And, for a short moment, all was quiet...All was peaceful.
Then, the silence was broken by Edward's soft, comforting voice,
"Your very fond of Jasper, aren't you?"
"Yes," I admitted, there was no use in hiding it now.
Then it was silent for another short second before Edward spoke
again, "Bella, theres something that you should know about Jasper,"
His voice was weary, and I was worried...
"It's about him and Alice, you see there...MARRIED!
At that very moment, My heart stopped.