Ok thanks for the reviews! And now I know how this whole Josh thing will go since most of you agreed on one thing. I also didn't know how to make him abuse her so I came up with the name thing. Well I also was in class today and we learned about diabetes and I decided that she has pre-diabetes and they have to keep her presure low. Well there you go and lets get on with the show. lol idk. Thanks guys :)

Gabriellas POV

"Mommy can we go on swings!?" I turned my head to see a little boy running up the hill. I felt relieved but then scared. I did not want him to see me about to be pushed and bruised on my arm and crying histaricly. But when I turned back Josh was gone. Not even in sight anymore, he must have gotten scared and left.

"Kyle? Where are you?"

"I'm on the swings!"

I relized the mom was coming this way and the boy was head this way toward the swings. I panicked and with all of my strength pinked my self up and ran and ran until my pain caught up with. Then in the middle of the parking lot I broke down crying again. I am so scared I kept repeating. Then I touched my face and I was sure enough bleeding. I pulled my phone out still looking over my shoulder every few seconds to make sure Josh wasn't there. I looked at the clock and it said 9:05. I had 55 minutes to get home and fix my bruises before anyone should be home. I knew that since I had just eaten a while ago that I'd need my meds soon and have to check my blood levels. I also knew I couldn't call anyone, everyone would want an explaination or something.'Why are you here alone?' ' didn't someone come here with you? Why aren't they here?' 'Why is your face bleeding?'.

I decided to get up and start walking as fast as I could. My whole left side was hurting so bad, but I knew nothign was broken just really bruised. I kept looking over my shoulder just to be sure that no one was there. I don't know why I called him Troy I guess the memories and everything I don't know. I could never tell you any idea of why I called him Troy, or why he overreacted. I mean I would have exspected maybe an akward silence but a push I never would have guessed.

I made it home at 9:50. I ran striaght to my room and hoped no one would bother me. I started crying as soon as my door slammed, then i just stood there in the dark crying and getting ready to take a shower. Once I was ready I put a towel around me and went to my bathroom and closed the door and turned on the light I put my stuff on the counter and then looked at myself in the mirror.

"AAHH!-" I was cut off mid-scream by Josh's hand going over my mouth. Then he pulled a very knife from behind his back. My eyes got so big I started to freak out. What should I do? I can't do anything, he had his right lag around legs so I couldn't do anything if I wanted. I tried to think is anyone home? Where any cars in the drive? No. Damn It! I was literally screwed. I knew it he knew it, and it killed me inside.

"Now listen. Tell anyone, ANYONE! And I'll come back for more of what happend." Then he let go of me and headed for the door. My hairdryer was right there I should have waked him into a coma. But I was still in shock tears coming down my face. Then he turned around and looked at me.

"Listen Gabriella I'm so sorry. I just, I just I don't know get mad sometimes. I'm sorry I'll come back tomarrow so we can straighten this out. Well bye." And with that he was gone.

So many thing rushed through my head. But what was there left to "staightin out". I thought this was done.

"That bastard!" I whispered to myself. I hardly ever swore unless it felt right and so many things felt right right now. But I just didn't know what to do. Then I looked up and I looked horrible. Puffy eyes, bleeding face, red nose, the whole left side of my body bruised and scared. I just shook my head and cryed some more. what did i do to deserve this? Why me? I turned around and turned the shower on and hopped in and stayed in for a good 30 minutes. It stung when the water hit the scars but it felt good since all of tonight was being washed away. I got out and put on some pjs and checked my blood and I was high but not that high. So I decided not to eat a snack and just go to sleep. I cryed myself to sleep tonight and i hated it so I started singing to myself so I wouldnt think about tonight so much. (I am starting the song will finish next chapter since we're pretending Gabi wrote this But its When I Pretend by Jordan Pruitt)

Thoughts of you keep running through my head
Images I just want to forget
I.. look in the mirror and put on a happy face
But nobody sees it,
And I don't believe it

I..Bought into every word you said
I never thought it's something I'd regret
I look at you now and wonder who I see
im lost in a frenzy
and it's never ending

Okay so in the end a little bit of a happy song but still i loved the begining so go with me people. And keep up with reviews and ideas. Thanks :)