Chapter 7: In Elizabeth's mind.
I was trapped in a white abyss. I ran but it never ended. The only thing I hear was cries of all the people in pain. The last thing I remember is feeling Edward's heart. Where am I? Am I dead?
I hope Edward was alright. I really didn't mean to mess up his life in any way. Its just he was always my prince charming like the fairytales my mother use to read me. I loved him in a way that he could never love me back. I was trying for something that wasn't meant to be mine. I couldn't hurt him like that. I couldn't hurt Bella like that.
I should have stayed out of his life. I should have let him think he killed me. I should have done this a lot differently. I just couldn't stand the pain of Edwards's loneliness. I had to help him or I would have gone insane. I couldn't let him suffer. I have to help him, but then leave him.
I felt him next to me. I can smell his humanity. I can feel his warmth.
"I'm alright" I yelled. He couldn't hear me "I'm fine."
Someone picked me up. It was Alice. I could feel her anxiousness. We were moving fast. Where was she taking me?
Now I know. A room full of vampires was a dead giveaway. Time went by so fast. Why were they leaving? A human sat close to me. Was that Bella? Her voice gave it away.
Edward was now in the room. How'd he get here this fast?
My senses started to weaken. I feel tired. Their voices started to fade. Did they leave again?
All of a sudden I smelt blood. Edward's blood.
"No, no don't, please don't" I've never tasted human blood. I cant, I refuse to taste.
A few drop entered my mouth. It tasted so good. I could just feel the energy flowing into me. Wait no… stop don't
My instincts took over and I bit. I bit him… his blood occupied my thoughts. I had to be a minute before the white abyss around me started to fade into the Cullen's living room.
I heard Bella crying. Then I saw his face… Edward's face. It was filled with pain. I unclenched my teeth from his wrist. I caught him as he fell.
"NO…" These words were heard. "Edward.."
Bella tugged at his shirt. Alice and Carlisle was behind me. I had to heal him.
I placed my hands on his chest. Come on please work.
"Damn it... no" I yelled
"What's wrong?" Carlisle asked.
"I can't heal people I hurt." I chocked out. I didn't want to hurt him. I looked and found Bella's tear-filled eyes. I wanted to stay but, I was still week. I had to leave before I took anyone else's energy.
"I'm terribly sorry." I said to her. I minutes I was miles away.
Even miles away I heard Edward's scream. Joy and misery filled me. He was in pain, but still alive.