Dean-

All the kids were in bed. I walked into Amelia's room and sat on the floor against the wall. I watched her sleep. I needed to fix this, I didn't love her any less or any more than her siblings. It was the same and I didn't know how to prove that to her.

"Jon", Lexi walked in and over to me.

She sat beside me, taking my arm.

"I should have been there more for her, I honestly never noticed Lex. I never meant for her to feel like I didn't love her.", I said.

"I know", she nodded against my shoulder.

"It scares me still, all of it. When Penny took you, you were pregnant with Lia. Then she was born too early. I watched her every day in that incubator. We almost lost her and I just, I'm terrified because I don't want to lose her, any of them. She's been through more than any of our kids", I said.

"I know that too babe", she said.

She rested her head against my shoulder.

"Its my fault, after the doctors let us take her home. I kept her away from you, I blamed you for everything that went wrong.", she said.

I kissed the top of her head.

"It was my fault", I said.

Lexi kissed me.

"Its not", she whispered against my lips.

Lexi squeezed my arm.

"Lets go to bed", she said standing.

I nodded and stood. I went over to Lia and kissed her head.

"I love you Lia, more than you'll ever know", I whispered.

I walked out with Lexi. Getting into bed, I looked up at the ceiling.

"Are we going to tell them it's twins?", I asked.

"Not yet, let's wait till I start showing more", she said.

I nodded and leaned over to her.

"Good idea, but right now, I need a little something to help me fall asleep", I said, before kissing her.

She giggled. I shifted between her legs, she moaned.

"Enjoy him now because after tomorrow he might not work the same", I whispered.

She laughed.

"Jon, it's not like it's going to break off and I really hope you still want to have sex with me after because I don't think I can live without you, inside me, making me moan", she said.

I removed her shorts.

"Are you going with me?", I asked.

She nodded.

Lexi-

"Come on Jon or you'll be late", I said while pulling on his arm.

He dug his heels into the ground.

"I change my mind, how about we just use condoms from now on", he said.

"We tried that and you didn't like it. You said it's not the same and then we ended up pregnant with Elijah", I said.

"Birth control", he said quickly.

"Nope", I said.

He sighed.

"Fine", he mumbled.

I kissed his cheek and we walked in. We checked in and Tom came out from the back.

"Oh hey, ready?", he asked.

"No, but what choice do I have", he replied.

Tom laughed and patted Dean's back.

"You'll be fine", he said.

Dean looked at me.

"I'll be here when you get out", I said.

He nodded and stopped.

"Crap, I told Amelia that I would spend time with her today and now I can't", he said.

I sighed.

"I'll talk to her", I said.

He nodded before walking in. I texted Brie that Amelia was going with her after all. I knew Amelia was going to be disappointed, she was trying not to show it this morning but I knew she was excited to get Dean all to herself for a few hours. Brie called me.

"Hey", I said, answering and stepping out of the building.

"Hey, so what happened? I thought Dean was going to spend time with Lia", she said.

"He was, but he must have forgotten about his vasectomy appointment.", I said.

"You finally got him to do it", she said laughing.

"He was suppose to do it after Veronica and then after Elijah", I said.

She laughed harder.

"I came to make sure he actually goes through with it this time", I said.

"Okay, well what should I tell Amelia?", she asked.

"Just tell her Dean had a doctor's appointment. I'll talk to her once she gets home", I said.

"Girl, I don't know how you do it with so many kids", she said.

"I don't either sometimes. I'm glad Dean is hands on with them or else I would go crazy", I said.

"Wait till he goes back to work, oh man", she said.

"Then with two more on the way, I'm glad he's only going back for a year", I said.

"What? Wait, two more?", she asked.

I had forgotten Dean and I didn't tell anyone about the twins.

"Yup, two more. Please don't tell the kids, they don't know yet", I said.

"Lips are sealed", she said.

Dean-

After getting home, I went and sat in my favorite chair.

"See, it wasn't so hard now was it", Lexi said.

I glared at her and she giggled.

"Thank you Dean, this really means a lot to me that you did this", she said.

"I love you and I would do anything for you Lex", I said.

She leaned down and kissed me nice and slow.

"I don't think we should kiss or touch and you should wear clothes that reveal no skin what so ever, at least till I heal better and can have sex", I said.

She smiled.

"When's that?", she asked.

"Tom said to wait a week, at least", I said.

"A week to long", she said.

She kissed the top of my head.

"Need anything?", she asked.

I shook my head no and she nodded before walking into the kitchen. The twins ran down and were about to jump on me.

"Stop", I said loud.

Lexi ran in and stopped when she noticed the twins.

"Hey, no jumping on daddy this week. He's hurt", Lexi explained.

"Where?", Camden asked, looking me over.

I would have told him, but Chloe was here and I really didn't want to explain all that to her.

"I'll tell you later, have you done your homework?", I asked them.

They both shook their heads no.

"So then what are you waiting for? Go on and it better be done before dinner is ready", I said.

They made their way to their bags and pulled out a folder. The front door opened and Seth walked in holding Elijah and Ronnie beside him.

"Hey, there's my baby doll", I said.

She smiled and ran over to me. Jumping on the couch beside me.

"Hi daddy", she said.

"Hi, where's my kiss?", I asked, tapping my cheek.

She giggled before kissing my cheek. Seth set Elijah down on the floor and he crawled over to his toys. I shifted as best as I could and winced.

"Does it really hurt?", Seth asked.

"It's not so bad, swollen, sore but other than that good", I said.

He nodded. Lexi came back in and handed me an ice pack.

"Tom said that would help with the swelling", she said.

I nodded and placed it between my legs, I groaned. Ronnie looked at me confused.

"Are you hurt daddy?", she asked.

I nodded.

"Ask mommy to kiss it, she kisses all of my owies when I fall", she said.

I smirked and looked at Lexi, winking at her. Seth laughed.

"What do you say, kiss my owie?", I asked pouting.

She blushed.

"Maybe in a week", she said, winking and walking into the kitchen.

"Alright well I just came to drop off these two and now I'm off. I'll have sex in your honor tonight", he said.

"Dude, once I can move better, I'm kicking your ass", I said chuckling.

He waved and left. Veronica rested her head on my shoulder.

"Daddy?", she said.

"Yeah pumpkin head", I said.

She giggled and I couldn't help but smile at hearing her laugh.

"What did uncle Colby mean about sex?", she asked.

"Oh, well that's something you won't be doing till I'm dead", I said.

She cupped my face in her tiny hands.

"I'm gonna keep you forever and ever daddy", she said.

I smiled and pecked her nose. She giggled.

"Lets hope you still feel that way when you start liking boys or girls, I don't judge", I said.

"No, just you and mommy", she said.

"What about your sisters and brothers?", I asked.

She shook her head no.

"I'll keep you all to myself", she said.

"Don't grow up", I said.

She wrapped her tiny arms around my neck and kissed my nose.

"Do me a favor Deputy? Go find Lia for me and tell her to come down", I said.

She nodded and ran upstairs.

"Amelia, daddy wants you", I heard her call out loud.

I chuckled.