Unknown Beginnings

Chapter 6: Home Alone

I had my body curled up next to Jasper's on his bed as we watched Eagle Eye. There was a light knock on the door.

"Come in," Jasper called.

The door opened and Emmett was standing there.

"We are all going to go hunting. Would you like to come?" I knew this question was directed at Jasper.

"No, I hunted yesterday. And I don't want to leave Bella."

"Alright man. Call if you need anything." Jasper nodded and Emmett shut the door behind him.

We went back to watching the movie and just enjoying the company of the other. My mind was wandering. I wanted to know if they had any intention of changing me. I couldn't sit around and do nothing forever. Rosalie had made some comments about eternity lately.

"Jas?"

"Yes darlin'." His southern accent broke through and I smiled.

"Will you change me?"

He didn't answer so I looked up to see what his face would show. He simply stared at me with no emotions.

"Is that what you want?" His voice was soft and my stomach fluttered.

"Well, yeah. I use to ask Edward to do it, but he refused."

"Do you have a time frame in mind?"

"Actually, yeah." I felt the blush creep up.

"Why are you blushing my love?"

I pushed myself up to a sitting position so I was looking down at him.

"I have a few more human experiences I want to try first, but after that."

"Human experiences?" His left eyebrow raised in question.

"Well… you know." I blushed again and looked down at my hands.

"Are you talking sex?" he asked with his Texas drawl.

"No. Making love." I know it sounded corny, but I was past the point of caring.

"Ok." It wasn't a question or anything.

"I want to have that with you." I looked up through my eyelashes to gauge his reaction.

His eyes drifted to mine and he smiled.

"That is a big step." His voice was low and emotions unreadable.

"I know. I just know that I do love you and I want you to be the one to change me. I want to share all those experiences with you because you mean the most to me."

"And you are positive about this? No doubts what so ever?"

"None. I am absolutely positive." I made sure my answer sounded sure.

"Alright."

"Alright?" It seemed too easy. I was waiting for the fight I usually had with Edward.

"You are part of our family and if you want to be able to live forever with us then I will honor that. It has to be your choice because you want to though. We didn't have choices, so I want to make sure that you come into this life wanting it. Understanding it."

"Thank you."

"Of course."

I leaned down and pressed my lips to his softly at first and then put a little more intensity into it. I lifted my leg over his body so I was straddling him. His hands instantly went to my hips. I grinded my body against him and he groaned loudly. The familiar tingly sensation filled my mouth as our tongues snaked together. He ran his hands up my hips before flipping me over so he was leaning over me while pressed against my side. He left his hands on my hip as we continued to kiss. I pulled away a moment later so as to catch my breath. He dropped his mouth to my neck and started laying feather light kisses along it. He braced himself on his left arm and his right hand slid up under my shirt and cupped my breast in his hand causing my back to arch toward the touch. I moaned and he brought his face back up to mine smiling down at me.

"I do want you. I hope you know that."

"Well, then what are you waiting for?"

His mouth came back to mine and kissed me passionately. I grabbed the bottom of his shirt and pulled it up until he broke away so he could pull it off. He sat up on his knees between my legs and pulled me up by my hands. Once I was sitting, he lifted my shirt over my head and tossed it in the corner with his. Then he reached behind me and unclasped my bra before gently pulling it down my arms. He leaned forward and kissed me again while slowly pushing me back against the bed. I moaned as his cold skin pressed up against mine. His right hand came down and cupped my breast in his hand gently squeezing. I moaned into his mouth and arched toward him wanting more. He broke our kiss and kissed along my jaw, down my neck, and across my chest. When he reached my breast he sucked my nipple into his mouth and flicked it with his tongue. I gasped and gripped the sheets in my hands tightly. He switched sides for a moment before releasing them and coming back up to kiss me. After a very passionate kiss he pulled away and looked me straight in the eye.

"Do you trust me?" His voice was sweet and soft.

"With everything."

He sat up again on his knees and simply stared down my body for a moment. My knees were bent and one was on each side of him. He ran his hands up my legs from my ankles all the way to my hips. He slid them over to the button on my jeans and undid them with a quick flip of the finger. My heart skipped in my chest as excitement built in me. Jasper looked up at smiled at me knowingly. I knew he could feel everything I could. I watched his face intently as he slid the zipper down. He was concentrating hard and I could see the little wrinkle between his eyes that I loved. I watched his chest rise and fall with the unnecessary breathing he was doing. My eyes wandered over his abs and my stomach burned with need. I looked back up at him and his eyebrows were raised looking at me.

"Oh stop!" I laughed knowing he felt the lust running off of me.

He slid a finger in each side of my jeans and pulled them down slowly along with my underwear. I lifted my butt a little to assist him. Once they were fully off he lifted one leg up to him. He kissed my ankle and slowly made a trail down my leg stopping mid thigh. He picked up the other one and did the same thing. I could feel the moistness pooling at my center and I moaned watching him. I wanted my hands on him. He slid to my side and brought his lips down to mine. I wrapped my fingers through his hair trying to pull him as close as possible. I felt his hand trailing down my stomach lower and lower. I pulled away from the kiss and gasped as I felt a single finger slide between my wet folds and flick across my clit. My body arched up toward him. His eyes never left my face. He slid his finger farther down and slid one finger inside of me. A scream escaped my lips and I pressed my hips down toward his hands wanting more. My body was burning with a million different sensations. I turned my head to look at him. He had a small smile playing on his lips as he watched me intently. I brought my hand up and ran it along his jaw line. His eyes briefly rolled back in his head before opening again. I lifted my head slightly and he brought his face to mine as he slipped in a second finger. His thumb began to rub circles over my swollen bud causing a million sparks to fly through me. My hips were grinding in sync with his hand. The warmth in my stomach was spreading down my legs and I knew my body was searching for something. He curled his fingers up just as he broke the kiss and they brushed against some hidden nerves inside. My entire body exploded around me and I arched off the bed while my eyes rolled back in my head at the sensation. He continued to pump his fingers in and out until I came down from my climax. He bent and kissed me lightly on the lips.

He pushed himself up and crawled back over me between my legs. He tilted my head up and started kissing down my neck slowly making sure to spend adequate time on my breasts when he reached them. I felt the warmth starting to build all over again. He kissed his way down past my belly button and over onto my thigh. He lifted my left leg and sucked gently on the inside of it. After a moment of sucking he pulled back and seemed to be studying the inside of my thigh. I looked at him with raised eyebrows and he chuckled a little.

"I left you a hickey. My love bite." He winked at me before turning his attention back to my body.

He slid his arm under my body and cupped my ass in his hand pulling me toward him slightly. I watched as he lowered his head and I groaned so loud I was thankful no one was in the house when his tongue connected with my warm center. The sensation of the cold on warmth just intensified it. I felt my breathing pick up quickly as he ran his tongue along the entire length. My body arched involuntarily toward him. I heard myself whimpering as the tingling sensation spread across my center and down my thighs. I started to see little black dots.

"Breathe, Bella." Jasper whispered.

I gulped in air as moans and grunts escaped me.

"Oh Jasper. God that feels good." I tangled my hands in his hair.

"You taste so good, Bella. Better than I imagined."

His tongue pressed hard on my clit and I felt the pressure reaching an excruciating level.

"I think… oh god… I'm going…" I couldn't form a coherent sentence as stars seemed to erupt around me.

"Cum for me, darling," He said with his southern accent.

I felt a finger slip into me and curl up hitting that group of nerves at the same time he sucked hard on my clit. Another earth shattering orgasm took over my entire body as my toes curled and my hands flew up into my hair and my head arched back. He lapped up all my juices until I came down breathing extremely heavy. He slid up my body again and seemed hesitant. I grabbed his face and pulled him down to me to kiss him hard. I could taste myself on his lips, but it didn't bother me. It was intimate.

As we kissed I reached down and undid his belt buckle and button on his pants. I pushed on them and he wiggled a little to help me slide them down. He kicked them onto the floor at the end of the bed and I couldn't help but break the kiss and glance down. My heart faltered at his naked body. I had only seen pictures, but I was sure this was above average. Not ungodly huge, but definitely above average. He chuckled and I looked up at him.

"Fear?" he asked.

"It's just… well… big." I stumbled over my words.

"All you have to do is tell me to stop and I will."

"No, I'm just nervous with it being my first time and all."

He nodded and brought his face down to mine. I wrapped my arms around his torso below his arms, which were supporting his upper body from either side of my head. He leaned his weight on his left arm and brought his right hand to slide down my body. He rested it on my hip and I felt him position himself at my entrance. He pulled away again and looked me in the eye.

"Are you sure?" He asked.

"I don't think I have ever been so sure of anything in my life. I am sure about anything that has to do with you." I was breathless.

"I'm sorry. It is going to hurt," He whispered.

"Oh! Don't I bleed? Isn't that going to be a problem?" I asked suddenly realizing that you are supposed to bleed when you lose your virginity.

"You trust me, right?"

"With my life."

"Tell me to stop if it hurts too badly." He licked his lips before kissing me.

He broke the kiss and watched my face as he slowly slid into me. It stung a little as his body stretched around to accommodate his size. He pressed in a little until I felt him hit my barrier. I nodded at him so he knew to continue and with a gently thrust he broke through. Pain shot through me and my eyes snapped shut and I knew pain covered my face.

"Bella, are you ok?" his voice was concerned.

"Just give me a minute to adjust."

I took deep breath and dug my nails into his back, which I knew he didn't feel. He held completely still as my body got use to him being there. After a few minutes the pain subsided and I pressed my hips against him showing him he could move again. He slowly pulled his hips back and slid almost completely out of me, before pushing back in. The pain was instantly covered by pleasure rippling through my body. I moaned and pressed my upper body against his chest. His mouth dropped open slightly and every once in a while his eyes would roll back. He never pulled away and he only kissed me on occasion. His eyes never turned from my face. I brought my hand up to trace his jaw and cheek bones.

"I love you," he said.

"I love you too." I could feel the overwhelming emotions filtering through us.

I knew this was me sharing my feelings with him and his concentration was down so he was sharing them back. As we went on his thrusts became more eager and faster.

"You are so tight," he groaned.

"Faster Jas."

I pressed my pelvis up to meet his every thrust. I so badly wanted to kiss him, but I wanted to watch the moment he reached his orgasm. The pressure was building quickly in my body. Every time he thrust into me his pelvis rubbed against my clit and shot electricity through me.

"Baby, I'm going to cum," I groaned digging my hands into his shoulders and my heels into his butt as I wrapped my legs around him pulling him deeper.

"I want to do it with you."

His thrusts became more urgent and he grabbed my hip again and pulled my hips up toward his with each thrust. I felt my walls clench around him and a second later my body clamped down on his as my orgasm shook my entire body. I felt him twitch inside of me and he thrust once more pulling my body tightly against his and burying his head in my hair.

"BELLA!" My name screamed from his lips and sent tingles down my spine at the beauty of it.

We clung to each other for a long moment waiting for our orgasms to die down. Once he was able to, he pushed himself up on his hands and kissed me passionately never leaving my body.

"You are amazing," I whispered to him.

He simply laughed.