A\N Thank you to everybody that has reviewed. Please don't be mad at me for making Sam actully leave, :D I promise he will be back... hope you enjoy this chapter

Disclaimber: I do not own Flashpoint, as much as I wish I did.

Not the Same

The Tuesday that Sam had to leave for Afghanistan came to fast for Jules. She and Sam had spent all weekend with each other shopping, staying up late watching hockey or movies or talking about baby names which they couldn't agree on because Jules wanted a daughter because she grew up with four brothers and Sam wanted a son so he could teach him how to play hockey. They had just made the last call four people going on Sam's flight to board. "They won't know if you stay here with me." Jules told him as she tried not to cry.

"Jules I think they would." Sam tried to smile. "I promise as soon as I get to Ottawa I'll call you." Sam told her, he was flying to Ottawa and from there military he would fly to Kandahar where he would join his old unit on there new base.

"You better." Jules told him as she hugged him tightly. "If you don't I won't email you." She threatened.

"Sam smiled as he tried not to cry, he knew she that she would still email him even if he didn't call her. I have to go ok, I love you so much." Sam said as he kissed her and hugged her tightly. Then putting his hand over her stomach he said. "I love you to."

"We love you to." Jules told him as she put her hands over his. "You better come back alive." She said as she hugged him one last time.

"I will Jules don't worry." Sam told her as he started to walk away from her not looking back because he had tears in his eyes.

"I love you." Jules said as she ran up to him and hugged him tightly, she was in complete tears.

"Jules I love you to but I really have to go." Sam told her, whipping his tears quickly from his face, he didn't wanr her to know that he had been crying. "Bye." He said as he walked into the line to board the plane.

"Bye." Jules waved as Sam walked onto the plane.

Not wanting to go home Jules went to the police station and walked the familiar path to the SRU unit. She walked into the break room and was surprised to find Spike and Lou in there talking "Hey, Jules." Lou said as she walked into the room.

"Hey" Jules said, "What are you guy's still doing here?" She asked as she grabbed a water bottle out of the fridge and sat on the couch.

"Slow day." Spike told her. "How are you feeling?" He asked her he knew it was the hardest on her when Sam left.

"Emotionally or physically?" She asked as she took a sip of water and lay down on the couch.

"I don't know, both." Spike told her, as he threw his coffee out and sat down in the chair he was before.

"Well I'm in a state of depression and coffee withdrawal, so not so well, oh and I'm tired and hungry," She told him. "Not to mention pregnant." She added trying to smile.

Finishing his coffee Lou walked over to his two friends and said, "I think we should go out for lunch, this day is going by to slowly."

Standing up Jules said "As long as I pick where we go you have yourself a deal."

Smiling and laughing at the same time Spike said "The pregnant woman speaks."

"Shut up." Jules said as she hit him "You're sitting in the very back now."

"Who said you were driving?" He smiled as he looked at Lou and at the same time they ran towards the break room door.

"Come on guys, you know I can't run." Jules whined as her friends continued to run ahead of her sighing she walked as fast as she could to try and catch up with them. "I hate you both." She smiled as she finally caught up to them.

"No you don't, you love us you just don't know it yet." Spike smiled. "So since Sam's away fighting bad guys I'm thinking we can paint the nursery, "I'm thinking blue since it's going to be a boy and-" Spike began

Walking backwards, so she could talk to him. Jules said "I can paint it myself and it's going to be pink." Jules told him. "I know it's a girl."

"I'm going to be the peacekeeper here and say we don't know anything until Thursday." Lou said as he walked in between Jules and Spike.

"Lou, why did you have to remind me?" Jules asked her friend as she turned to face him. She was scared to death of her doctors appointment she didn't want anything to be wrong with her baby.

"You forgot?" Lou asked in a complete state of shock, he didn't think Jules would forget about her doctor's appointment.

"No I just I'm-" Jules didn't want to tell them she was scared, because that would mean she was weak and she didn't like being weak.

"Jules I think it's ok to be scared." Lou told her, "everybody's scared, but it's worth it in the end.

Turning to face him Spike asked "How do you know, you're the youngest in your family?" Lou had three older sisters and an older brother.

Not letting Lou answer Jules said "I think he's been hiding something from us. What do you have to say for yourself Lou?" Jules asked.

Not wanting his friends to know about his past Lou quickly said "I'm driving." as he walked ahead of Jules and Spike.

"Lou come on, why do you know having a child is worth it?" Spike asked his friend curiously as he caught up to him. "I promise I won't tell anybody."

"Spike, I don't want to tell you sometimes you're a bit to noisy." Lou said obviously annoyed. He hated it when Spike wanted to know everything about everybody.

Spike didn't know what to say as Lou walked ahead of him, then once Jules had caught up to him she said "He's right, I think you made him really upset."

Shaking his head Spike said "I didn't mean to I was joking I thought he was to, maybe he actually does have a kid."

Jules thought about that for awhile he never had any problems staying late or getting drinks after work, and he didn't have any pictures of kids in his locker, "I don't know maybe." She finally said

"Yea maybe." Spike said as he started walking in the direction Lou had, he wanted to find out if Lou did have kids or if he was just making a big deal out of nothing. "I think we're going to have to reschedule the lunch. He told Jules as he turned around to face her.

"Yea, no problem, I'm not that hungry anywise." She told him that was half of a lie she was a little bit hungry but when she had eaten breakfast she had thrown up so she didn't want to eat lunch for fear of throwing up again.

Walking down the hall and catching up to her Ed said, "Jules, go home and sleep." He told her when he saw that she looked tired.

"I'm not tired and I don't want to go home." She whined as she walked back towards the break room.

"You'll be fine, Jules you need to sleep." He said trying to reason with her as he followed her.

"No I-" Jules turned back around to say but she stopped when she yawned, "Fine, but I'm coming in tomorrow." She said as she turned around and walked towards the female dressing room.

"Yea Jules I know you will. We have two new rookies joining are team tomorrow." Ed told her as he caught up with her.

"Does Spike know?" Jules asked as she smiled every time somebody knew joined there unit Spike became opposed with finding out who it was.

"Yea he knows." Ed told her as Jules walked into the female dressing room.

Early the next morning Lou walked quickly into the Police Station, he was already running late thanks to his alarm clock deciding not to go off. He had woken up twenty minutes late and hadn't eaten breakfast yet. "Louie, where've you been?" Spike asked as Lou walked into the gym.

Lou sighed as he walked past him. "My alarm clock didn't go off." He told him as he started lifting weights.

"That sucks." Jules told him as she continued to try and get her water bottle from Spike. "Come on Spike! This isn't funny!" She whined as he kept it high above her reach, something he loved to do because he was taller then she was.

"Spike, give her water bottle back to her." Lou sighed as he walked up to them to get Jules's water bottle for her.

"Thank you." Jules said to Lou as he got her water bottle for her. "Don't do that again!" She said to Spike as she hit the back of his head.

"Spike, L,ou, Jules, come here for a minute!" Greg called from a table just outside of the gym. They walked over to where there boss was sitting and they quickly recognized that threw were two people standing beside him and they were all thinking the same thing, they must be the new rookies. "Jules Callaghan, Lou Young, Mike Scarlatti, these are your new team-mates, this is Daniel Fitzpatrick," he said as he stood up and walked over to a young Caucasian man with dirty blonde hair and bright green eyes, "and this is Hilary Swaygin" he said as he motioned to a young black woman with brown eyes and long black hair that she had in a braid.

Jules smiled as she walked over to Hilary she was glad to finally have another woman on the team "I'll take you to the dressing room that bag looks heavy." She said Hilary was carrying a bag, full of all of her things Jules thought.

"Thanks," Hilary smiled as she followed Jules into the female dressing room. "Which locker is mine?" She asked as she put her bag down on a counter, she didn't know that they were the only two women in the whole SRU.

"Anyone you want, it's just us." Jules told her. "You can have the one beside mine if you want." She told her as she opened her own locker and as she looked at one of the many pictures of her and Sam she wondered what he was doing.

"How many hours do we have to spend in the gym a day working out?" Hilary asked snapping Jules out of her thoughts of Sam.

"Were supposed to have at least five, but you'll find out that around here that's impossible." Jules told her as she got out her uniform from her locker.

"Is that your daughter?" Jules asked Hilary as she put up a picture of baby in her locker.

Hilary quickly turned around closing her locker a little so Jules couldn't see and she changed the subject fast. "When's briefing?" She asked.

"Um, I think it's in a few minutes." Jules told her feeling embarrassed for asking Hilary a question that obviously upset her. "Sorry about before I-" She began to apologize as she put her black t-shirt which was getting a little tight; she really had to remember to ask Greg for a bigger sized uniform.

"It's ok." Hilary told her, like Jules she felt a little embarrassed for acting like that Jules didn't know what had happened. "I'm sorry to." She said as she took her hair out of the long braid and started brushing it.

"Ok, Danny-boy you can have any locker expect for the one beside mine that's Sam's." Spike told Daniel as he, Lou and Daniel walked into the male dressing room.

"Spike, that locker is the only empty one." Wordy told him as he walked in, he knew Spike and Lou did not like the fact that Sam had left to go back to Kandahar but he hoped that they wouldn't take it out on Daniel.

Lou sighed as he looked at Spike who like him did not look very happy, they knew Wordy was right; every other locker was already taken by someone "Fine take Sam's but don't wreak it." Lou warned.

"Don't worry I won't." Daniel told him as he walked over to his new locker, then turning to Spike he asked "How did you get your nickname?" He knew it was probably a stupid question but he thought he'd ask it anywise just so they would have something to talk about.

"When I was younger I had spiky hair." Spike explained as he opened his locker.

"It's still a little spiky." Daniel told him, as he put his box of things on the ground and ut on his black t-shirt.

" Hey, Lou wait up!" Hilary yelled as she and Jules walked out of the female dressing room at the same time Lou and Spike were walking out of there's.

"Hey," Lou smiled at Hilary, "How are you?" He asked as they walked past Spike talking.

"If that wasn't weird I don't know what would be." Jules said to Spike as she caught up to him. "They just met."

Spike looked at her for a minute before he said. "Maybe not, I'll have to see how well they know each other.

"Spike, Lou will kill you if you do that, you're lucky he forgave you yesterday." She told him, Spike was one of those people who you couldn't live with and couldn't live without.

Spike smiled as he walked past Jules "Don't worry, he won't find out."

Jules sat impatiently in a small examination room on Thursday afternoon waiting for her doctor to get her test's results back. All she wanted to know was that her baby was healthy at this point she didn't care whether she was having a girl or a boy even though in the back of her mind she really wanted a girl.

"Ms. Callaghan everything seems to be fine. "Do you want to know the sex of your baby?" A female doctor with bleach blonde hair and dark brown eyes asked Jules as she walked into the hospital room Jules was sitting in.

"Yes, please." Jules told her as she sighed with relief knowing that her baby was healthy and that nothing was wrong.

"Congratulations you're having a boy." The doctor told her smiling.

TBC

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