Title: Love Lust
Rating:
M
Character(s)/Pairing(s): Bella
Genre:
Hurt/Angst/Romance
Warnings:
This has sexual content and some inappropriate language, you have been warned.
Story type:
Chapter Story
Author's Notes: So these characters belong to Stephanie Meyer, I've just created my own little world around them.

Chapter Six: Starting New

I wouldn't have slept well with the medication the doctor gave me. I would have stayed up all night thinking of the stupidest thing I have ever done in my life.

I fell asleep and had dreams I couldn't remember the next morning and all I wanted to do was see Bella.

Bella, how did she look? Why wasn't she the one who woke up first? She was always the strongest of us.

The nurse came in when I beeped her, "Is everything all right?" she asked.

"I want to see Bella," I responded, but what I really wanted to say was how could I be all right I'm in a hospital and the doctors aren't even sure if my best friend is going to survive!

"The doctor says you're not strong enough yet. Maybe tomorrow," She told me as she started walking away.

"She could be dead tomorrow! I want to see her now! I want her know that I'm there, that I'm waiting for her to wake up!" I started crying, my voice was crank, "Please, I just want to see her!"

"All right, I will ask Doctor Cullen. He might let you, but not for every long." She told me as she closed the door.

I wanted to scream, I didn't care how long I was there as long as I saw her! I didn't want to stay in my hospital bed a second longer without knowing how Bella was doing.

I didn't know how long the nurse was gone, but she came back with a wheelchair and a male nurse.

"Dr. Cullen says you can stay with her for about half an hour, Laurent will take you to her room and will bring you back here in exactly half an hour. We don't want you wear yourself out." She was telling me as Laurent was sitting me onto the wheelchair.

"I get it! HALF AN HOUR! I might be in a hospital but I'm not stupid and you don't have to treat me like a child!" I said as Laurent wheeled me to Bella's room.

"She's bitch isn't she," Laurent whispered, he had a strange accent that I couldn't place.

"I don't know how you could work with her, I've only meet her twice and she already pisses me off."

Laurent laughed, "You get use to her and you learn not to make eye contact after the first few days you work with her."

That made me laugh, after that, we didn't speak the rest of the way.

The wheels in my head could not stop turning. Laurent stopped at room 356 and I take the deepest breath of my life before he opened the doors.

"This is it," I whispered to myself.

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