So hi! P.S I Do NOT own hetalia or anything in it.
An old friend... alcohol. When I was a younger teen age around fourteen and fifteen I would drink, That was a few years ago. I'm seventeen, I have a boyfriend who loves me and two friends that care... don't I?
Lovino says he loves me but he also says he hates me, I love him but does he really feel the same? I take a swig of rum, I'm locked away in the bathroom drowning my sorrows.
I had waited till Lovi was at work and I had the day of to start drinking. I had always been so clean and sober around mi tomate but now I was too far gone to care. Why should I care about me? My family doesn't, I don't... no one does.
The door opens 'shit I forgot to lock it' Lovino steps into the bathroom.
POV:Lovino
The smell of alcohol filled the air in the bathroom, Antonio was sitting in the tub with a mostly drunken bottle of something. He looks up at me with glassy eyes and attempts to get up... well he tried. After falling back down I walk over and take the bottle away only to have him start crying like a baby. "Wovi why'd ya Do dat?"
"I did that causes your drunk off your ass and don't need anymore!"
Antonio just starts sobbing harder than before, much like a small child would. I help him up and set him down by the toilet and see if he is sick; after ten minuets of him just blubbering on the ground I take him to bed help him into him pajamas and start to walk out.
"Wovi stay." he calls to me, so I walk to the bed and lay down next to him. After awhile I heard his breathing slow down and deepen so I figured it was time to make a break for it, but his hand was closed around mine so I stayed and soon fell asleep too.
POV:Antonio
The world was a bright loud wobbly mess. I woke up with my head pounding and my insides were trying to come up. I guess it had been to long since I last drank, and after all that time I had forgotten just how horrible the hangovers were. Lovi wasn't in the room so I wandered out into the living room, he wasn't there either. After searching the house I found a note
'Tomato bastard, I went to the store ta pick up some food so don't do anything stupid while I'm gone.'
So I start some coffee for myself and go sit down while that finishes. I go online for god know how long and when I snap back into reality a half an hour has passed. I got up to make my coffee and found Lovi sitting on the counter.
"Lovi! When did you get home?" I asked puzzled.
" Ten minuets ago stupid." He said he got of the counter and slowly walked over giving me a great hug. I huged him back thinking it was so unusual for Lovi to be so affectionate. I felt an immense pain in my stomach... Where Lovino had stabbed me. He smirked at me and right before I blacked out I heard him sneer "Ti amo."
I woke up with no pain, just Lovi in my arms... It was a dream... but how much. Peaking at Lovi's wrist I saw the marks were still there. The calendar dated two days back, it had been a dream. Mama was not dead and I am fine.