Jacob and I just stayed at Charlie's house for the whole day. Things weren't even awkward between us. It was like we have been together for years. Although we were the most unlikely people to be in a relationship, to us we seemed right for eachother. I was pretty sure that you wouldn't build such a relationship in one day. I still couldn't believe the position that I was in.
We were sitting in the living room watching television when someone knocked at the door. I got up and answered the door. When I opened the door, I couldn't believe my eyes.
"Alice? What are you doing here?" I asked.
She had a very worried look on her face. Her eyebrows were scrunched together and her eyes were peircing. "Renesmee, I have some very important information for you. I have been trying to stay away from Edward all day and I just needed to ask you-"
"Alice," I interrupted, "calm down. Come and sit."
I led her into the living room. She sat down on the loveseat and stared at me and Jacob.
"What did you want to ask me?" I asked Alice.
"Renesmee, did you and Jacob have sex last night?" she said.
Jacob instantly blushed and looked at me. I swallowed and nodded. "Ya, why?" Jacob asked.
Alice shifted in her seat and looked at Jacob sternly. "Nessie's pregnant."
"What?!" Jacob squeaked.
"I got the vision this morning. I tried not to even go near Edward. I didn't even think about it until now. I need you to not say anything or even think of it. We're going to take Renesmee to get rid of it," Alice said.
"Rid of it," I said, "As in an abortion?"
Alice nodded. "I'm worried for Jacob. Edward's going to kill him."
"No!" I told her, "He can't."
"He will," Alice said.
My heart started beating really fast. I wouldn't let anything happen to Jacob. Ever. My head was throbbing. I got up. "I want to tell my mother," I told them.
Alice nodded. "That will be okay. I will call her." She got up and went into the kitchen.
I looked at Jacob. He was so pale that he could pass for a vampire. I walked over to him. "It's okay. It's getting dealt with."
"I'm so sorry, Renesmee," he told me.
I sat down beside him and hugged him. "It's okay, Jacob. We're fine."
"That's a lie. I'm dead," he said.
I ran my fingers through his hair. "That's not true, Jacob."
Alice ran in. "Bella is on her-" ..then someone knocked on the door... "-here."
My mother came into the living room. "Renesmee Carlie Cullen! What's this I hear at sixteen-years-old--"
"Bella, remind yourself that you had Nessie at eighteen. Don't be so hypocritical," Alice said.
"Mom," I said, "what's Dad going to think of me?"
My mother sat down beside me and put her arm around my shoulder. "He's not going to know anything."
We all knew that somewhere down the line Edward would find out about this. If we just kept our mouths--and minds--shut then it would be easier for everyone. It would be difficult considering that he could read minds, so this would be a challenge.
Alice called over Carlisle and he examined me. "How long has she been pregnant?" he asked Alice.
"Today, that's it." Alice said "Why?"
Carlisle stood up and looked at me. "This is happening all over again."
Everyone but me knew what that meant. The look on their faces were paler than they already were. My mother had her hands over her mouth is awe, Alice had her hands to her forehead like she had a migrane, Jacob looked like he was going to puke any second, and Carlisle's eyebrows were together and worried.
In that case, I knew something was wrong right away. First of all, a sixteen-year-old shouldn't be pregnant anyway. I had to show them how I felt without talking. I couldn't talk. I was horrified.
I tried sign language. I moved my arms here and there and that it no good whatsoever. My mother knew what I was trying to do.
"Renesmee, just touch my arm," she told me.
There was this power that rushed right through me. It was like an electric shock but not as painful. My mother was staring into my eyes as I touched her arm. Right then I knew what I was doing. I remembered. I had a power. I could tell stories from my point of view. Opposite of my father's power. I could show people what's on my mind.
"Renesmee," my mother explained, "this is almost exactly what happened to me. I know that you're scared, but it's going to be okay. In your case, you might be in pain. This is what happened when I was carrying you."
I nodded. I couldn't do much. I was still in shock. I looked at Carlisle and touched his arm.
"There is a less chance that you will be in lots of pain, Renesmee, because when you were conceived, your mother was a weak human, but you could have your father's strength," Carlisle told me.
I looked at Jacob. I was starting to think that he was more in shock than I was. I glanced down at my belly and gasped. I was huge.
Alice's eyes widened. "This is deja vu. We need to get rid of it or something. Carlisle, now. It's going to kill her. Edward was able to save Bella but Renesmee couldn't be that strong. She's indeed half vampire, but she is also half human. We have no idea which part of her will take over."
It was then when I stood up. "I'm keeping it," I pronounced.
Jacob's eyes almost popped out of his head. "Renesmee? Are you nuts?"
"Must be," I told him.
My mother came over to me and hugged me. "If I could pull through it, of course you can. What was I thinking?"
"Bella," Carlisle said, "You do understand that it's not going to be human. Or vampire. It's going to be both. Add werewolf and you got that baby..." he put his hand on my belly, "It could be more violent in the womb than Renesmee was."
Half-vampire, half-human, and half-werewolf? Violent?
"We're going to have to stay countries away from Edward if we don't want him to see that thing before it's born," Alice said.
Jacob cringed at the sound of Edward's name. He was totally scared out of his wits of him. I had a feeling that there was something going on with them before I was born. There was definately tension.
Carlisle shook his head. "This is happening faster this time. There's a chance she could have it today. Tomorrow's our biggest bet, though."
I wanted to scream. I had definately not had planned on giving birth at sixteen-years-old. Everything was so stressful for me. I took everything so negatively all the time.
My mother lowered her tone. "Where is Edward?" she asked.
"Jasper, Rosalie, and Emmett took him hunting," Carlisle told her, "He's far away from here."
My mother nodded and bent down to kiss my forehead. Then she looked at Jacob. "She's going to be okay, Jacob," she said.
"I hope so," he told my mother. He ran his hands through my hair. "I wouldn't let anything bad happen to you, Nessie. Not ever," he said softly.
It would be a lie to say that I wasn't in pain. Of course I was in pain. I was hurting every person in this room by deciding to give birth to this baby. Everyone could tell that Alice was in pain. The look on her face was so hurt. The scariest part about all of this is that my mother almost didn't survive giving birth to a half-vampire. Me. Was I going to survive give birth to a vampire and a werewolf? I never thought my life was possible to end so early. But technecly, I was saving another. That made me feel so much better.
I decided to name the thing. Junior. I wasn't sure if it was a boy or a girl, but I knew it was going to look like me or Jacob, so it would be a junior of either of us.
Out of the blue, I started crying. Bawling. For no apparent reason. Everyone rushed to me and tried to comfort me, but that just made it worse. My mother and Alice also started crying because they thought that I was in pain. Carlisle rubbed my back with a comforting look on his face. Jacob held my hand.
Alice rested her head on my belly. "I can't see it because it's part werewolf," she pronounced.
"We would need Edward here if we wanted to know about it," Carlisle said. We all knew that that was a bad idea.
Alice shook her head. "We can't have her here. Charlie will be home soon."
"We'll take her to my mom's," my mother piped up.
"No, Bella," Carlisle said "She can't travel on a plane. She could have the baby on the plane and that could be a problem. We'll go back to our place for her to give birth."
"Carlisle," Alice asked, "what if Edward comes back?"
All the voices around me were a blur. I couldn't think. I was glad that the people that I loved were around me...but it made me feel bad that my father wasn't there. I've lived for so long withouth him and now I have to avoid him. One lost thought and I'm done.
