here we go lolchristmas holidays are here meaniong i have more time to write! yays! hope everyone enjoys there holidays!
AGONY... thats what it bloody well is... trust me when you've been torchured and starved until you're so weak you cant heal fast anymore and you ahvae to eat human food or have someone go hunting for you.. Then there's the unbearable pain and stinging from the balms kioko used thats the womans name.. the one who helped me she said to call her mrs kioko and I got along with all the children... EXCEPT that Zane guy he was the oldest and very protective of his home and siblings he didn't like new people so he was mean to them normally only untill he got to know them but kioko said he's treating me worse than others... great but even if he was a wolf demon and a full demon I don't care! since when has that ever stopped me.
"How long do I have to stay in bed?" I asked yawning after.
"Its best you stay in bed for a week at least but even then you can't move around to much yiou could still open the wound its going to take awhile to get back to your normal state and Kat no temper ishues if you keep farcing aklong the nine tails development you'll make yourself crazy, ill, or could easy be manipulated by the rouge demons" I nodded and learned that bI could now just call them rouge demonds and not the childish way I used to say it.
I stayed in bed all day but I didnt plan on satying here.. I wasn't safe anywhere so here wasn't an exception and they might be kind but I can't trust them cause they could be evil and could turn on me any minute I'm best of leaving... I might be weak and it might be as good as suicide but I would rather die outside alone than be captured or have my friends watch me die... It started snowing earlier so it was going to be a bit harder.
I wandered into the kitchen if I was going to get out of here tonight I would need to memorize the place so I can walk through quietly with out bumping into something.
"Ah... Kat you're not supposed to be out of bed remember" Kioko said kindly and then she smirked and I wondered why but didn't ask.
"Um I just wanted a walk around" I said firmly.
"thats fine but you might open a wound walking around to much... Oh and Kat keep warm its going to get colder tonight." I got a little nervous... could she read my mind too?
"Ah yeah okay..." I mumbled.
(night about 12)
Okay everyone should be in bed by now. All the kids are in by at least ten the younger ones earlier... Kioko might not be asleep but if I'm quiet enough she might just think its house noises but she did say she was tired... And The big bad wolf as I like to call him... Well I didn't see him earlier when I went to get a glass of water... Maybe he's out.
I shifted myself out of the bed and got into the jumpers kioko left on my bed... I have a feeling she knows I'm going to attempt to leave but would she do all this if she was going to stop me... I put the scarf and gloves on too... And quietly... as quietly as I could opened the door.
I have to say I really over did it today I got up alot... the pains killing me I'm hoping I can get to an inn or something...
I missed every creaking floorboard and I knew up ahead there was a table from what I could tell I was in the kitchen I missed the table and I was sure I was infront of the door I fumbled for the key that was always on a hook at the side of the door I cursed silently as the keys jingled when my hand hit them I slid them off the hook and then fumbled for the handle and key hole I couldn't find anything I slid my hands up where I thought the lock was and stepped back for a minute what ever I was touching wasn't a door...
"Going somewhere?" An angry voice questioned I gulped it was Zane... he must have just got back from hunting he clicked the light on and noticed that the door I was feeling was actually Zanes bare chest but I don't blush and I don't get embarrased easily but I'm not saying he isn't good looking but he is a dick... well thats my first impression.
My breathing was heavy and I was sweating my whole body felt heavy.
"Guh..ugh Going out for a walk..." I stubbled back and used the table for support.
"Mother was right again. Do you really think you'll get far in that state. You seem awfully worried about your friends what about you're parents don't you care for there safety" He spat.
"My Mothers dead. And THAT MAN is one of them. So my only family are my friends" I growled I said it feircely but I knew my face was a sad one with an added glare... His face was slightly shocked and I knew what was coming.
"I didn't- I shouldn't have said-" I interupted.
"Number one: You're self sentered and you need to get over yourself. Number two: Keep looking down on others and think your the best isn't gonna get you anywhere. Number Three: Move out of my way you stuck up, arogant prick" I growled showing my teeth that were no where near as sharp as his.. Which were showing he growled at me and it was a really loud but he moved out of my way and then I heard him chuckle and I knew why... My ears don't seem to take notice of what I tell then to do so when they constantly perk up and down every second most find it funny or adorable... Personly I find it annoying.
I gritted my teeth and opened the door then stubbled out of the house and into the cold night.. The snow was deep.. very deep but I kept going for a little bit untill I couldn't walk anymore I fell into the snow face down I kept my breath as steadily as I could I needed to take my mind of it if I do I might feel a little better.
I started to sing.. I'm bad at it but it calms me down and distracts me easily.
(Na Na Na...)
Drugs, gimme drugs, gimme drugs
I don't need it, but I'll sell what you got
Take the cash and I'll keep it
Eight legs to the wall
Hit the gas, kill them all
And we crawl, and we crawl, and we crawl
You be my detonator
Love, gimme love, gimme love
I don't need it, but I'll take what I want from your heart
And I'll keep it in a bag, in a box
Put an X on the floor
Gimme more, gimme more, gimme more
Shut up and sing it with me
(Na Na Na...)
After five minutes my voice started to get quiet and I could feel myself slipping into darkness. The pain was numbing from the cold but I could smell my blood and I could feel the wetness of it seeping through the jumpers so I knew the big gash on my stomach that was beggining to heal nicely had just opened and gotten worse.
I heard foot steps but I couldn't focus on the person but as soon as I heard that voice I froze... or more like i was already frozen...
"Idiot. I told you didn't I? Its a good job I followed you. I better get a thank you for saving you're butt foxy" I knew that voice even if I hadn't known Zane long I knew the tone and everthing but he didnt sound nasty he actually sounded concerned. I coughed violently and up came some blood my breathing was heavy again.
"Shit the wounds opened" He said flipping me onto my back but my eyes were closing and I couldn't here him very well but I caught a few last words.
"Hey. stay awake. Kat wake up." He said my name... I didn't expect that... I didn't think he knew it.
ONE WEEK LATER
I woke up in a familiar room and as soon as my eyes opened I saw Kioko staring down at me smiling.
"Well look who finally came round" She said happily I yawned.
"I feel... better- kind of." She smirked.
"Well of course you do I've been healing you for the week you've been unconscious so all you've done is rest but you're still havnt' fully recovered." I smiled.
"I cant feel any pain either." I said smiling at the bed covers then a hand made contact with my cheek.
"Ow. ow ow what was that for?" I said like I was wounded she looked angry.
"Going out like that at night when you knew your condition.. You're very lucky Zane got you to me quickly." She scolded.
"Well... Sooo..." Thta was my big bad retort...
She glared at me and I've never seen her do that... I leaned back with my face twisted into a stubborn look.
"EAT" she commanded the knife was still in her hand and I looked at the soup in front of me... Why? does she need a knife to prepare soup? and where did it come from all of a sudden?... Maybe Kioko is scary after all...
:3 I have a habbit of makiung my characters cute and the ear thing sounds adorable to me XD