Tris

holy shit I just kissed four holy fucking shit. He kissed her me back. I can't even think straight. He felt so good . What if he just wanted to kiss someone. He seemed into it. I paced back and forth over and over. Finally I decided to go to my dorm to think and to straighten this out. Once I got to my dorm all I did was pace some more. Christina came in half way into my 110th pace to the left of my room.

"Woah Tris what happened! By the groove in the carpet I'd say something serious."

I stopped and looked at her wondering if I should tell my best friend what happened. Suddenly I burst telling Christina everything about how much I liked him and about the kiss. Christina regarded me wearily and then suddenly grabbed my shoulders shaking me hard.

"What the hell prior! You bolted he obviously likes you, has since he got here. Will you stop acting like Beatrice and act like Tris!"

I stood eyes wide and mouth open. She was right I kissed Four and he kissed me back. I needed to find him now. I nodded dumbly to Christina and smiled widely. I turned to the door and threw it open. Where would Four be right now? I decided to search the library first and turned the corner. I slipped into the library trying to be quiet though I was running on adrenaline. I searched all around and didn't find him and started to search the rest of the school and couldn't find him anywhere. I though of any other place I could find him then thought of the last place he could be. The doors of the gym slammed behind her and she jumped at the noise. Four was in the corner slamming his fist into a punching bag with furry. His knuckles were wrapped and he was shirtless. His tan skin was practically glowing and his eyes were feirce.

"Four."

Mat first I though he didn't hear me he didn't stop or even turn his head.

"You don't have to say anything Tris I get it." His voice starled me and every ounce of confidence I had drained out of me.

"Four no I didn't mean to leave like that I just-"

"like I said you don't need to explain tris I got it."

He was close now and angry it was vibrating off of him, I knew he wasn't mad at me but it still was foreboding.

"Four that's not what I mean I just got confused and you came to school and you were so nice and so hot and I just like you a lot and Christina said-"

he cut me of with his lips and I was caught off guard. He held me to him tight with his arm around my waist as he kissed my like I was oxygen and he was drowning. He was eager as hell and I matched his pace. Finally he slowed to just gently pecking my lips and neck. He smiled at me and dipped in for another kiss.

"I like you too." I smiled brightly at him and curled my armed around his neck and broad shoulders. I felt warm and excited. Four likelyd me and for a moment all was right with the world. He walked me to my dorm stopping in empty hallways to kiss me again. I giggled and dragged him with me. We talked about everything from my family to space travel. When we finally reached my dorm he smiled at me. Something changed in the atmosphere. Suddenly I was against the door his body pushing me into the wood. He licked and nipped at my opening my mouth with his tongue. The unfamiliar feeling in my stomach was back much stronger and I rolled my hips hard. The feeling of something hard and foreign I gasped audibly and surprised my self with my own voice as I moaned.

"four."

"Tobias." He growled against my neck.

"What?" I asked I pulled back and looked into his deep eyes he was looking right through me lips puffy and pink.

"My name its Tobias call me Tobias."

"Tobias." I whispered looking straight into his eyes.

He groaned and buried his face in the crook of my neck.

"say it again." He says sucking gently on my neck.

"Tobias." I'm surprised by the neediness in my own voice. He growled against my neck and pulled back quickly. Looking me up and down before moving back even farther.

"Tris we need to take this slower Jesus I'm trying to stay a gentlemen and I-just we need to slow down." I nodded my agreement quickly I had large fears about anything physical. I needed to tell him about my fears but now would not be a good time.

"So we'll take this slow good that's very good." I pecked him and opened the door sliding slowly into my room.

"Goodnight. Tobias." I purposely emphasized the last Part of the sentence. A beautiful grin took over his features and I wanted to spend forever in this moment.

"Goodnight Tris." He smiled. We locked eyes until the door was closed. I considered doing the cliché thing and sliding down the door and then decided against it. I pulled my homework out and tried my hardest to concentrate on it but failed horribly. I decided to turn in early and as always lately, my thought turned to Four. Things were looking up and feelings I had never felt rised inside me. My core tightened in that now more familiar way and I breathed out a sigh. I knew there were things I could do to fix this yet I had never done it and had never felt this much. I debated it for nearly an hour and then decided against it it wouldn't feel right. Instead I decided to shut my brain off and fall asleep. My dreams were filled with Four many less innocent then I wanted.

I woke in the middle of the night by yet another dream about four and frowned. This was getting out of hand I've never had feelings this strong especially for someone I had known for such a short time. I got up and started pacing again. These feeling were far to intense they were dangerous. I could get hurt and I needed to be more careful. I sighed and grabbed a soda out of the fridge. He could hurt me and I wouldn't know what to do with myself. I've only known him for a week and I'm completely obsessed. I paced and drank my soda. thinking him over. Over time the thoughts changed to ones of happiness. I wanted this. This was good. After finally thinking for another hour I sat down exhausted this wasa good thing for me and exactly what I wanted. I was over reacting over thinking. I breathed a sigh and calmed my breathing. Finally sleep took me.