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I had the worst sleep last night, and now all I can think of is that horrible nightmare. I woke up at 2 am screaming for it to stop, but 'it' wasn't real, but instead it was a dream.
FLASHBACK
Jack and I were on duty, both of us were patrolling the grounds of court. We were paired up together and talking about our families, until I had that sudden nauseous feeling creep up in my stomach. I knew something was wrong, that Strigoi were around.
"Jack, run go get help. Buria. Hurry!" He looked at me shocked at what I had just said, but in the same second began to sprint off to the guardian building. I looked out towards the forest hoping to catch a glimpse of the intruders; I saw numerous pairs of red eyes looking at me. Shit.
I ripped my stake out of its holder, and poised ready for attack.
"Bring it on bitches!" Five of them approached me the of them looked skittish they must have been recently turned. But the other two looked old. Really old. The three young ones charged at me and I managed to stake one of them easily due to her sloppy movements. The others weren't as easy, we were giving and receiving hit equally. I scraped the tip of my stake against one of the males cheeks.
"Aghhhhh" this momentary distraction was enough for me to stake him.
I circled the last one not attacking, waiting for an opening. Finally he moved forward throwing out a punch with his left arm. I blocked it just in time and kicked out taking his legs out from under him a growl emitted from his chest as I closed the space between us and plunged my stake in to his heart.
"Next time do not growl at me." While I was busy with him I didn't realize that the others were sneaking up on me.
"ROSE!" I looked up to see Jack running towards me
"WATCHOUT! ROSE!" H was gaping at something behind me then I remembered the two other Strigoi. I felt really hard force on the back of my head; I fell to the ground and saw the Strigoi bend down trying to get to my neck. I kept struggling hoping to avoid being bitten, he was so close to biting me until he was suddenly ripped away and staked by Jack. He was amazing but as he pulled out his stake the last Strigoi came up behind him and sunk her teeth into his neck, I looked away not being able to watch. I was in deep shit; I could barley move and had a Strigoi standing there ready to attack. She dropped his body to the ground, I glanced at his body it was lifeless, pale and he was not moving. Tears welled up in my eyes at the sight of him; I tried to stand and prepare myself for the fight but just couldn't gather enough strength. She finally started to approach me, baring her teeth and snarling at me. I looked into her cold eyes and prepared myself for death, I closed my eyes waiting for the pain to hit. Instead I heard grunts and strangled cries; I opened my eyes to see those familiar brown eyes gazing into my own. I realised that the nausea had disappeared, so I knew there would be no more attacks here.
"Are you ok Roza? How badly are you hurt?" His questions ran through my mind but the only word that came to my lips was.
"Jack." My voice filled with sorrow, broke as I looked at his cold body.
END FLASHBACK
The dream was so vivid and life like that it actually scared me, I couldn't believe that I had met Jack last night and had a dream about him dying. That cannot be normal. I was heading down to the gym to forget about the dream; I looked through a crack in the door and saw that it was empty. I waltzed in hoping to get some time away from everything; I started to hit the punching bag letting out some frustration while I was at it. But clearly life wasn't on my side as the door swung open and a familiar face stepped through the doors. Of course it wasn't a face I wanted to see right now but the face of a former mentor. He took off his duster and tossed it to the side of the room. I didn't even look at him purposely; I just continued to hit the bag as he approached.
"Rose, you should take it easy I'm not sure that the punching bag can handle all of those hit constantly." I didn't even spare a glance in his direction; I continued to beat the bag until I needed a drink.
I turned around and noticed that he was still standing in the same spot; I casually stepped around him and avoided eye contact. Even though I told him that my love had faded it truly hadn't, I just managed to hide it away from his or anyone else's knowledge. His arm shot out and grabbed my hand. The same old shock ran through my body like every other time he has touched me.
"Rose, I was just joking. Look please don't ignore me or Lissa. I know that what I did was horrible and I am so sorry for what I did to you and I will regret it every day of my life." I couldn't help it so I looked into his eyes searching for every possible trace of a lie, but I couldn't find one. I sighed and averted my gaze.
"Dimitri I-I-I can't, not now. You hurt me so much and I don't know if I can forgive you yet. Who knows I may never be able to forgive you. We may be able to be together again in the future but I can't guarantee that anything will happen or even if my feeling will ever come back." He gave me a small smile and nodded. I really don't know if I could forgive him or not, I mean Jack is a nice guy maybe I could give him a shot and see what I feel. But the way I looked at him in that dream was more like a brother rather than a boyfriend. I looked back at Dimitri and decided to leave.
"Goodbye Rose" I walked over to my bag and I was just about out of the door when I whispered.
"Bye Comrade." I rushed back to my room and got out my guitar, deciding to right a song.
"(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
So much for my happy ending
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
So much for my happy ending
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
(Oh, oh)
Lets talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
You were everything, everything
That I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it
All of our memories so close to me
Just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
So much for my happy ending
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the stuff that you do?
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
You were everything, everything
That I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it
All of our memories so close to me
Just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done
He was everything, everything
That I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it
All of the memories so close to me
Just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
You were everything, everything
That I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it
All of the memories so close to me
Just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
So much for my happy ending
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
So much for my happy ending
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)"
All of this shit with Dimitri has messed with my mind, everything thst we had planned is gone, Lissa and I barley talk anymore, Dimitri is Hot and Cold all of the time. First he doesn't love me then he does.
I love him.
But should I be with him?
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Hope you liked this chapter. I might not be updating as frequently becasuse I am gong back to school. I hope to update at least 2-3 time a week.
~ Soon2be-Guardian