As the boys continued spitting insults at each other Bianca saw Adam duck back into the trees and take off. She dropped her beer and shoved past Dr. Doom and Owen, ignoring the 'Hey, you stupid bitch!' and the 'Where are you going Bee?' as she followed after the junior. When she made it to the trees she sped up her pace, ignoring the branches that tugged and scratched at almost every part of her body. Finally, she broke through to the road and stared at Adam.

An odd feeling settled in her stomach, like this would be the last time she'd ever have to watch Adam get hit by a car. She hoped that was a good thing, but still wasn't quite sure. She shook the feeling off and tried to think of something to do; she hadn't made a plan this time.

"Bianca?" Adam asked, shocked when he finally noticed the elder girl standing on the side of the road. "Wh-What are you doing here?"

"Adam, you can't do this." She insisted.

"How did you…?" he asked, his eyebrows furrowed in confusion. He didn't have to finish his question because she always understood what he was asking; how did she know what he was planning.

"You wouldn't believe me if I told you." She said, letting out a bitter laugh. His expression hardened and he stood up a little straighter. She could tell from his stance and past experiences that he was going to be stubborn about this. He always was. "Adam, please!" he plastered a bitter smile on his face.

"Who knew Bianca would ever beg for anything, huh?" he said. She took a few steps closer to him, wanting to tuck him under her arm and run. She knew that would be impossible, since he was bigger than her and would probably put up a fight. She wasn't Owen, who could just throw him over his shoulder like it was nothing. It wasn't even possible for her to shove the boy out of the way since he could easily resist.

Bianca had to face facts; she wasn't as strong as she wanted to be.

"Adam, seriously, don't do this!" Bianca pleaded, tears pricking at the corner of her eyes as she heard the roar of the engine. She knew what was coming; she had relived this moment three times already. Every single time she felt even more powerless. Like there was no way she'd be able to save him.

"Why do you care?" Adam asked sharply, just as the large truck barreled around the corner. Bianca resisted the urge to jump out of the way; knowing Adam would die if she did that.

In that split second she realized what had to happen. All the other ways she tried to save Adam came to mind. How each time she either tried to save both of them, or just left him to die. The way Eli had called her a murderer and Drew told her it was all her fault. Some force out there wanted her to pay for all the horrible deeds she had done. The way she had ruined Adam's life without a second thought and expected just to move on with her life, now knowing how much damage she had really done.

Because of her actions Adam wanted to throw his life away. The only way to stop that would to have someone else sacrifice their life. Her life.

"Because you have a life to live," she said just as the truck blared its horns. "And I don't." the driver slammed on the breaks; but it was too late. Bianca used all her might to shove Adam off to the side of the road and the truck slammed into her before she had a chance to jump out of the way.

Disclaimer:

I don't –sob- own Degrassi D:

Author's Notes:

Wow this chapter is shorter then I hoped :/

Get why I called it Life to Live now? ;D

Anyway; don't worry my lovies! This is not the last chapter; the next chapter is the next chapter :)

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