I hated social gatherings a bunch of people running around telling Tori and I how sorry they were for what happened to us and how happy they were that Tori and I were alive and well Its nothing but a bunch of bullshit because if none of this ever happened to Tori and I they wouldnt have given a fuck if we lived or died. They were a bunch of country club idiots who spent too much money and partied way too much. All I wanted to do now was get drunk and go home and watch swamp murders. I was just about to get up and go make me a drink when my mother walked up with I'm guessing a preacher.
" Jade dear this is Father McClain" My Mother said
" Hello Goodbye" I said trying to walk off but was dragged back by my mother
" Jadelyn don't be rude now Father McClain has come a long way to talk to you" She said
" About What?" I asked trying to contain my annoyance
" Jade I heard about what happened to you and your friend" Father McClain said
" Im sure everyone has by now state your business so I can be on my way" I said
" Jade !" My mother yelled
" It's alright Jasmine Jade I'm hear because your mother and I would like for you and Tori to come speak to my congregation next Sunday " He said
" Mom I thought I told you that Tori and I weren't ready to talk to the public about that yet" I said no longer hiding my irritation.
" Jadelyn it's been 3 years the world would love to hear your story " My mother said
" So the world would love to hear about two innocent girls who were kidnapped, raped, and tortured for two and a half years I don't fucking think so Father McClain I'm going to have to decline and Mother you're a real fucking piece of work" I said storming off to find Tori.
When I walked inside the house Tori was sitting in a chair looking like she's about ready to slit her wrists.
" Let's go" I said
" Let's" Tori said giving me her hand.
We got into my car and drove back to our place. I was still seething from the bullshit my mother pulled at the gathering when I walked into our apartment.
" So are you going to tell me what happened?" Tori asked
" Yes after im drunk" I said walking over to the bar.
" Hehe that bad huh" she said
" My mother is a fucking bitch" I said pouring Jack Daniels into a shot glass.
" Well we both know that Jade what has she done now ?" Tori asked
" She's been talking to this Pastor about what happened to us and now he wants us to tell our truth to his congregation next Sunday" I said downing my third shot.
" Is she fucking nuts ? How many times have we told everyone that we weren't ready to talk to the public about it" Tori said
" Well her words were its been 3 years and the world deserves to know what happened" I said
" Well the world can kiss my ass I'm sick and tired of people treating what we went through like it was some teenage stunt we pulled to get attention we were kidnapped, raped, and almost killed but since they want someone to talk so much how about they go up to that god damn prison and talk to those bastards that did this to us and tell them to talk to the congregation and ask them why they did this to us" Tori said with tears streaming down her face.
I rushed over to Tori and wrapped my arms around her and just held her. I felt where she was coming from telling a shrink is one thing but getting in front of a church full of judgemental people was another. We were tired of people trying to get us to relive the pain we had endured.
" Jade?" She asked
" Yea?" I asked
" I was just thinking about that time when we were in the basement and we were talking about our parents and you said you envied me for having great parents well my parents aren't that great they were actually going to get a divorce before we were kidnapped" Tori said
" Really how come you didn't tell me then ?" I asked
" I just found out from Trina a couple of months ago but because I was taken they reconciled and fixed their marriage " she said
" I'm sorry Tor" I said
" Dont be just know that both of our parents are fucked up so there's nothing to envy" She said
I nodded and just held Tori for a while. Eventually we got up and went to bed. Tori fell asleep before I did . I just sat up for a minute thinking and a flashback hit me.
Flashback: The Basement
" I wonder what our parents are doing right now" Tori said
" Well my parents are probably celebrating right now" I said
" Why would you say something like that Jade your parents are probably worried sick" Tori said
" My parents dont give a shit about me Tori they never have" I said
" Im sure that's not true" Tori said
" Well you haven't lived with them for 16 years Vega my dad hates me and my mother lives vicariously through me because she had to give her fame up to have me" I said
" Im sorry Jade" She said
" Dont be but do me a favor Vega if something happens to me and you get out of here I want you to go to my house , go into my room, reach under my mattress, get my diary, and give it to my parents" I said
" Jade we're going to get out of here... together" she said
" But just in case we dont please can you do that for me?" I asked
" Yes of course Jade I'll do it" Tori said
" Thanx Vega" I said
Flashback ended
A tear fell from my eye as I sunk down under the covers and wrapped my arms around Tori as I fell into a dreamless sleep.
The next day Tori and I walked into Dr Jennings office to start our session.
" Jade Tori nice to see your girls how are you?" Dr Jennings asked
" Peachy keen jelly bean" I said
" We're good and yourself ?" Tori asked
" Im great now how was the family gathering?" She asked
" Bullshit" I said with a smirk
Tori shook her head and Dr Jennings looked at me puzzled.
" Why is that Jade?" She asked
" Because my mother's a self absorbed cunt whose constant need for attention makes her make an ass out of herself almost everytime" I said
" So I take it that today's session will be about your mother?" She asked
" If you want it to be" I said
" So how long has she been this way ?" Dr Jennings asked
" My whole life " I said
" Why do you think she's like that ?" Dr Jennings asked
" My mother used to an actress she was on a few soap operas but it all came down when she met my dad she got pregnant and career went to shit so when I was old enough I told my mom I wanted to act and boy was she excited she hired acting coaches, singing coaches, dance instructors, you name it she bought It" I said
" So how do you feel about acting now Jade?" She asked
" Truth be told I lost my love for it within the first 6 months of Tori and I being kidnapped Jack and Ben made us act out a scene from a porno resulting in us both getting nearly beat to death so after that I just gave it up" I said
" What about your singing Tori?" She asked
" Gave it up and with all the cigarettes I consume it wouldn't surprise me if my voice was shot to shit" Tori said
" So let's talk about the trial what was it like seeing Jack and Benny after your escape ?" She asked
" Scary honestly they came in shackled and when they saw us they looked as if they we're going to kill us" Tori said
" It felt like they could of just broke those shackles and just charge towards us it was definitely a terrifying experience" I said
" That is definitely traumatizing so what about you two hows your relationship?" She asked
" We're fine just taking it one day at a time" I said grabbing Tori's hand
" That's really good ladies that'll be all for today" Dr Jennings said.
After Tori and I left Dr. Jennings office we got in my car and headed home. There wasn't much conversation on the way there but kept getting this look as if she was deep in thought.
" Tori what's the matter ?" I asked
" We'll never be the people we were before we were kidnapped again will we Jade?" She asked
" I don't know " I replied
" It's like we had it all figured out back then now its over" She said
I grabbed her hand and held on to it. Tori who once made it shine was now a broken light bulb and it was all those bastards fault. I pulled into the apartment complex and parked in our stall. After a few minutes we both got out of the car and headed up the stairs to our place. Tori unlocked the door and we both entered.
" I'm gonna get dinner ready " Tori said
" Ok I'm going to go and take a nap" I said
" Alright I'll wake you up when dinners ready" Tori said
I nodded and headed up the stairs to our room . I took off my Jacket and boots and climbed into the bed . I laid down and drifted off into a deep sleep.
Jade Dreaming:
I woke up chained to a bed completely naked I looked around and didnt see anyone until the door opened. Jack and Benny walked in pulling an equally naked Tori by a chain attached to a shackled necklace around her neck.
" Now since your so in love why dont you show us how much" Jack said taking the shackled necklace from around Tori's neck.
" Go head Tori fuck her" Benny said
Tori looked at me and I let her know that it was got a sick and twisted grin on her face that sort of scared me. She walked over to the bed and climbed on top of me pressing her soft lips against mine but the kiss was harsh and painful. She grabbed my breasts roughly and squeezed them hard making me moan out in pain and pleasure. Tori kissed her way down to my breasts and latched on to one of my nipples as she pinched and tweaked the othe
" Ahhh" I moaned in reality and in my dream
She pleasured both my breasts until they were tender from the attention before descending down my body. My legs were shackled but she spread them wider and dived in attacking my pussy with her long tongue.
" Ahhhh uhhh unmm" I moaned outside of my dream .
Tori ate me until I came all over her face and thats when the room disappeared and I was in our room that I was sleeping in now . Jack once again walked in and I called out for Tori but she didnt hear me.
" She Can't hear you JD its just you and me god I've missed that body of yours" He said in his gruff voice.
" You're not really here you're in Jail " I said
" I'm in your mind Jade I'll always be there which gives me enough power to invade your thoughts and dreams " He said
I was frightened.
" I just love seeing you in flannels but whats under it I absolutely adore take it off Jade" He said
I felt myself self consciously rip open my flannel exposing my black lacy bra.
" That's it now lift up that bra" He said
I did as I was told and in my dream Jack sat in the chair and unbuttoned his jeans stroking himself threw the opening. He made me reach inside my leggings and play with myself as I fondled my nipples. Tears escaped my eyes because for the first time after the kidnapping I felt completely helpless and not in control and completely at his mercy. I played with myself unable to stop I tried to call out to Tori but my voice came out a faint whisper. This continued for a few more minutes and I heard footsteps.
" Uh oh looks like we have company until next time Jade" Jack said before he disappeared.
" Jade" Tori said with a confused look on her face.
" Tori" I called out to her before My body started to shake violently and then went black.
Tori's Pov
" Oh my God Jade!" I screamed as I saw a half naked Jade seizing on our bed.
She continued to shake violently I grabbed my phone and called 911. They arrived not long after I called Jade had calmed down a little but I still made them take her to the hospital. I wondered what had happened to make Jade have a seizure and most importantly why was she half naked with her hands in her leggings? We arrived at the hospital and they took Jade into the ER I followed close behind them.
I sat next to the hospital bed that Jade was laying in holding her hand . Jade began to stir and open her eyes.
" Vega?" She asked
" Yea Jade are you ok?" I asked
" I think so where the hell am I?" She asked looking around.
" The hospital?! What the fuck am I doing in the hospital ?" She asked
" You had a seizure " I said
" A seizure? But I'm not epileptic" Jade says
" What you had was called a Dream Terror or A night terror " Dr Jennings said
" Dr Jennings what are you doing here?" Jade asked
" I Called Her " I said
" But why if I just had a nightmare?" She asked
" Because this wasn't a regular nightmare Jade when I came in the room your flannel was ripped opened , your bra was lifted , and your leggings were slightly ripped I would've left it alone because it could've been a wild sex dream or some shit but you were crying and the way you reached out for me and called my name almost stopped my heart." I said with tears streaming down my face.
" So what do we do about this ?" Jade asked
" Jade I think You and Tori should go under special care for a while " Dr Jennings said
" Wait a minute what? Special Care?" I asked
" Are you trying to lock us up in the fucking nut house because I had a realistic nightmare?' Jade asked
" It's more than that girls what you went through was very traumatic and even though it happened over three years ago your mental stability has been jeopardized your experiencing another stage of PTSD one that could cause you to snap on others , eachother, or worse do physical harm to yourself so its best that you both go under psychiatric treatment " Dr Jennings said
" I'm not going to some fucking looney bin" Jade says
" You have no choice Jadelyn I already signed the papers and so did Holly" Jade's mother said
" Mom what the fuck I'm 23 years old you have no right to do this" Jade says
" I do when your Mentally Incompetent " Her mother said
" This is bullshit" I said
" You watch your mouth young lady" My mother said
" Mom? What are you doing here?" I asked
" Jade's mother called me after Dr Jennings called her" My mother said
" You cant make us go if we dont want to" Jade says
" I will and I have after you get released your going to Great Acres" Jade's mom said
" You cant send us to Great Acres " I said
" See the thing is Tori Jade is going to Great Acres your going to Melody Lane" my mother said
" You're separating us ?" I asked
" Yes we are " Jade's mother said
" What the fuck is the matter with you people Tori and I haven't been apart for six years we dont know how to adjust with some shit like this " Jade says
" That's the problem you two have been through a traumatic experience and your harboring pain and using eachother as security blankets but eventually you'll both self destruct" My mom said
Jade and I looked at eachother and cried we hadn't been away from eachother for 6 years now we'll be apart for 6 1/2 months. This was the second worst night of my life I didn't know what I was going to do without Jade.