Fandom: Transformers Bayverse
Author: Aniay
Pairing: Ironhide/Will Lennox, Will Lennox/Sarah Lennox
Rating: R for sexual language
Codes: Slash, Het, Mentions of xeno (male/mech), language
Summary: When Will finally talks to Sarah about Ironhide, it doesn't go anything like he'd expected.
Notes: Written in the Point of View fanverse and used for the Dathanna de Gray fanverse
"text" translated Cybertronian.

Talking it Through

It took Will a few days to get to Sarah, paper work as always a pain, though Prime was more than helpful making it easier, faster and less ... painful.

Through that whole time, Will tried to pointedly ignore Ironhide outside of the necessary contact regarding trainings, but it was like something was pulling him towards the black mech despite his conscious efforts to avoid him.

The pain in his backside receded. He wanted to forget, but his body remembered.

It took him entirely by surprise when, one morning after waking up from particularly nice dream, along with the need to stroke his cock, his ass clenched and Will felt the urge to play with it. He tried to think about pretty, busty girls with curvy shapes who played with his cock ... sucking him, licking his cock ... his balls ... his ass...

Will declined to accept this fantasy. He took a cold shower instead, ignoring the tingling and frustrated whine his cock seemed to give him.

He needed Sarah, badly.

The moment he saw Sarah, Will had to stifle the urge to cry like a little boy. He approached her and swept into arms hugging her.

"'What's wrong?" she asked, and Will was thankful she could read him so easily.

"I, we need to talk, where's 'Belle?"

"Asleep, what's wrong Will?" She sounded more disturbed than at the beginning. "Come on I have beer in the fridge, let's calm down and talk."

He followed her like a lost puppy until he was seated in their bedroom, beer in hand staring at the bottle dumbly.

"What happened, William? Start from the beginning."

"I cheated on you," Will blurted out after moment of silence and regretted it instantly seeing his wife's hand tightening around the bottle.

"Yes, I would be lying if I said I wasn't expecting that." Her voice was calm, with an edge that Will couldn't read, but her words stung. "And I would lie if I told you I wasn't jealous..." she paused, obviously considering how to tell she will never forgive him.

"I'm sorry!" Will felt so small. "I'm sure you want me to pack my things but I want to be able to see Anabelle and..."

"Will," if the man stopped the angst for a second he would hear the hint of amusement in that voice.

"Yes?"

"Shut up!" Sarah leaned forward and pressed her lips to Will's, rendering him speechless. She smiled. "I married you knowing you're a soldier, in a top secret military organization nonetheless. Back then I repeated to myself that you'd be away from home most of the time and that you are a guy, and that right hand is sometimes not enough ... A-a no, let me talk."

Will wanted to deny but she placed a finger on his lips and he slumped down as she continued.

"I was ready to be cheated on and have no idea about it. But then, with time, I knew you better and learned that you would tell me if something happened; since you told me nothing, I knew you were faithful. Then Ironhide turned up."

Will stared dumbly at his wife, but it was so like her to understand things he hadn't even considered until the moment they left her lips.

"I was wary at first but then I saw how he looked at you, hungrily and wantonly. You were oblivious, as always, but the touches, affection and some strange familiarity was there from your side as well." She threaded her fingers through Will's hair. "I realized you were head over heels for him in your strange convoluted way, just as you had once been for me. After watching some more I understood why. Can't deny I enjoy 'Hide's little tricks myself, he's strong and trustworthy and wise and at the same time hot. I figured out that there is another person who is equally important to you; the fact that it's giant, alien robot, and not some busty teenage girl, helps."

It was not the reaction he expected from Sarah. He mulled her words over and over and somehow he still got one meaning. "You're not angry?"

"Only a bit," she smiled playfully, took the uncorked beer out of his hand and leaned forward so that they were face to face, "that I couldn't be there." Her voice turned seductive. "Tell me how was it?" She closed the distance between them and using Will's slightly parted lips, she slipped her tongue between kissing him deeply. Will instantly responded, his body reacting, but then he pushed her gently away.

"Sarah, stop please, you are freaking me out. I knew you had the hots for... our Truck but this..."

"Will, such a typical man, can't you just understand women have fantasies? Don't try to tell me you don't." Sarah scrambled off the bed and sitting with a distance, pouted...

"I have and it doesn't matter... Don't pout at me Sarah, I had sex with giant alien robot and you have nothing to say beside this?"

"What do you want me to say, Will? Really, What? That I'm angry and want to end it, that you hurt me, that I hate you?"

Will opened his mouth to say something but only hung his head, a silent "no," slipping out.

"I thought so, then why don't you just understand I'm okay with it, simple as that. I. Am. Okay. Maybe it's you who can't accept the whole situation hmm? Maybe you need me to chastise you to feel better about doing something so outrageous."

That seemed hit the nail and make some break in Will's thought as he fell back onto the bed groaning suddenly, wanting to talk this out of himself. "Sarah, it's... damn it's wrong and stupid and he was being a manipulative, ugly glitch and took me to the range and let me feel how it is to shoot his canons."

Sarah came back and curled beside him. Will was grateful for her silent support. "And?"

"And he seduced me, turned me on and..." Will gulped... fuck he hadn't even started that one beer and now he wished he'd drunk more, maybe he could talk about it then. "Stuff happened."

Sarah laughed... "Seriously you act like a blushing virgin, Will. Adorable."

"Get off me... didn't drink enough to talk about it."

"You don't have problems talking naughty to me when you're horny, maybe you are not hot enough?" Sarah purred and placed her hand on Will's crotch and fondled it lightly.

"Sarah, please..." Will whined... "I promise you, when I'm back for longer you'll get as much sex as I'll be able to give you, but now I want to talk."

"Not fair, you got some, I didn't." And she was pouting again but now it was only teasing.

"The thing is, he want us both. The whole package."

"Oh?" Sarah's lips formed a surprised o her eyes opening wider.

"You remember I told you I had this socket installed?" Will pointed to the back of his neck and Sarah nodded.

"It's not only a medical, tactical thing. Apparently Cybertronians need organic, as Ironhide explained, symbiots that give their spark strength to live, they 'feed' on our emotions, feelings, on our pleasure and this socket allows it. The thing is, they need to bind to their "sockets" as Hide says we'd be called. They mark their sockets with some sort of nanite solution that can expand our life, give us strength, heal us, but we can't leave the mech, and Ironhide wants us as his sockets." Will finished taking a breath and hoping he made sense.

"From your convoluted way of explaining things I understand that Ironhide wants to marry us," Sarah said jokingly.

"Well if you put that this way."

"I trust him with your life, with Annabell's life." She grew serious. "What about her?"

"Hide told me he basically considers her his own sparkling, which stands for a kid in their language, already."

Sarah nodded "He needs us, Will."

"But we would be his sockets, it sounds as if he would own us!"

Sarah gave him a crooked smile. "I never considered being YOUR wife as something wrong. I choose to be yours."

"Oh... well..."

"But seriously, what would happen if I agree?"

"You'd became part of the base, you and Belle would be moved there and we would live there together..." But seriously, what was next was a puzzle for him as well.

"Can't say I was ready for something like this. Give me some time to think, and I need to talk with him, and Ratchet, and Prime. That is indeed overwhelming."

"You tell me, I freaked out when he explained, even more after I realized that being fucked by him wasn't only a silly dream, but reality."

"He fucked you?" Sarah perked up at the words? "As in the up-the-ass fucked you?"

"Sarah!" Will cried out in exasperation.

"What I'm only curious," She made her best I'm totally innocent face.

"You're crazy," Will laughed and pulled her close and kissed

"Would I marry you otherwise?"

"I love you, naughty girl."

"Love you too, soldier."