Thank you so much for all the people who reviewed. It means a lot to me that there are people out there reading my story and looking forward to it. Thank you so much. :D i don't know anything about babies how much they weight and blah blah blah so forgive me if i get this wrong i googled it

3 years later...

My little Kim Cullen was born on the 23rd May weighing 7 pounds and 18 inchs long. It amazed me how much she looked like Edward. She had his green eyes. She had very little brown hair on her head. Alex, Alex Clark her last name. She was the god mother because she had helped me a lot during the pregnancy. Yes her last name is legally Cullen but no one knows that I use Swan. I want her to have some connection with her father.

Remember the story I was writing about well that's published and has got a lot of attention. People seem to love it. When I first started writing it, I had no intention of publishing it. It was an escape for me writing I could get away from all the difficulty and pain and go in a different world, when I could be a whole new person. I loved it. I remember the day Alex found the manuscript on my laptop.

*2 years ago*

Alex and I had moved in our apartment about 3/4 months ago. It was going well so far I was four months pregnant. The baby craved watermelon and I kept eating it. So right now I am on our new apartment sofa with a large bowl of cut into small pieces watermelon. I have the laptop on my lap typing my story and the watermelon bowl beside me. My story is nearly finished I am writing the last few lines left. It feels wired saying good bye to these characters but you know I can always write a sequel. Well everyone in my story has a happy ending; I wish life story has a happy ending too.

Uhh I really have to pee. Damn this watermelon for making me pee so much seriously I hate having to get up. I get my laptop off my lap but it to the side and got up to go to the toilet. When I had my business don't I got up to get back to the living room where the sofa was waiting for me. And there I find Alex reading my story.

She looked up at me "Bella umm I just I saw your laptop open and I wanted to check my email and I thought you wouldn't mind my phone just died and I'm supposed to get a really important email"

"Its ok Alex, just check your email, I'll get more watermelon for me to eat"

When I came back with more watermelon I went beside Alex and said "so what's the email about"

I saw on her screen that she was on word and she was reading my story.

"ALEX WHAT ARE YOU DOING? GET OFF! THAT'S PRIVATE!"

"Sorry sorry I just wanted to see what it was I saw it on your screen"

"That doesn't mean you can read it without my permission"

"I'm really sorry Bella. This is really good and I only read the first few pages"

"Shut up no it's not it's just a dabble, nothing serious"

"No NO this is amazing I really want to find out what happens next. You should publish it I can be your editor. OMG it will be amazing you'll write loads of books and I'll edit them for you. You can use like a pen name and everything so people don't recognise you that's totally up to you though. You don't have to do this ARRRR I'm so excited so can I show this to my boss"

"Ok calm the hell down I'll think about it"

"Ok fine think about it fast"

So then I thought about it and well as you can guess I let her show it to her boss and he liked it and I used a penname Marie Masen.

*present*

Kim is about 2 and a half years old now and is a beautiful little girl. She is a fast little monster I'll say, has me running around the house after her starting in the morning when she doesn't want to eat cornflake and wants coco pops like Alex gives her. She is the one that keeps me so fit. Speaking about my physical appearance, I don't look anything like the Bella that everyone was used to. I'm completely changed now. I cut my hair short, I even wear blue contacts sometimes. Well because I just like them so much it looks really nice. I have my dream wardrobe. I love to shop now give me £1000 and it'll be gone in 5 minutes. I wear makeup and love heels. I think Alice would love me even more if she saw me now.

I haven't had any contact with any of my past best friends. I have called Charlie and Renée a few times and they told me that when Emmett visited them last time he said he and the other really miss me. I miss my older brother too so much. I remember him every time I wear my favourite bracelet. The one with charms representing everyone's eye colour.

Well you can't live your life regretting mistakes or not mistakes I don't know but what I do know is that I certainly don't regret what happened that night because it gave me my beautiful little girl.

I have nothing to say i am the worst author every sorry for such a late updated but i am really bad at having a deadline and shit i want to take my time so yeaaaa i am officall the worst sorry for making you guys wait for so long and NESSIE CULLEN thank you i wanted to reply but you're logged in as a guest. You're reviews really pushed me to finish this chapter so thanks .cullen1313thank you SO much you gave me the big boost I needed. I could not have written this with out the PM you sent me

The chapter is no edited so if there is any mistakes fell free to send me a PM or leave a review and I'll deal with it.