A/N: This chapter is the memories Nessie shows Alice. The italic lines are things that are currently happening. Thought and feelings and stuff. Enjoy this weird and maybe confusing chapter.
A human with brown hair that is smudged by blood lies on an operating table. A man with auburn hair picks me up and hands me to a blond man with a lab coat. He takes me downstairs where many faces stare at me. The pretty blond girl and the big dark-haired guy seem to be together. There is another person, a woman. She walks up to me and greets me. The pretty blond girl takes me in her arms. "Hello little one." She said to me. "Bella named her Renesmee." The doctor says.
Jacob and Rosalie are fighting over me. Father is with my mother and I can't go to them. Emmett says mom is in a strange sort of sleep right now. A little dark-haired girl walks in followed by a tall blond guy. A little stab of pain that did not belong in the memory raced through me. The tall blond guy was Jasper. They are smiling but the little girl is complaining about a headache. She always gave me a headache?
Mother is worried, I can see it in her eyes. She tells me Alice and Jasper are gone, trying to get help for us. The Volturi are coming after us. I have no clue what she is talking about but I think they are dangerous. Mother seems really scared.
A large group of black cloaks comes our way. I sit on Jacobs back. Mom and dad said goodbye, I'm worried. These people must be really dangerous. Jacob is nervous and all the friends of my family seem to be on edge. The Volturi are the bad guys?
Alice comes into the clearing, followed by Jasper. There is a strange man in his early twenties following after him. I am content, Alice will save the day. She talks and the Volturi listen. I pay no attention, everything will be ok, Alice is back. The trust this little girl had in me is strange. I wonder why? Did they all trust me like that? Weren't they all worried because she was gone? I sigh and relax on Jacobs back. The talking takes long but after a while the vampires everybody was afraid of leave. I am said to say goodbye to my new friends though. The Nahuel guy seems really nice but he keeps looking at me in a weird way. Mom says it's because she is still alive. She promised to explain later.
Alice and Jacob are teasing each other and Jasper is laughing. I wonder what is going on? They keep saying Jacob blocks Alice's party plans for my birthday. Jacob blames Alice and Alice says it's Jacob. Why won't they tell me the details? Alice hugs Jasper and looks in his eyes. If love was like smoke you could not see more than two feet before you. It was scary to see how much they love each other. I do love him more than any other thing. We really did make a perfect couple.
Jasper and Alice sitting on the couch together. Alice looks like she is sleeping and Jasper is just looking at her face. "Is aunty A sleeping?" I ask Jasper.
"No. She's just enjoying the music." Jasper says.
"I don't hear it." I ask confused.
"I'm composing it in my mind. I'm playing it for her tonight."
"How come she can hear it now?"
"She can see the future."
"But why does she look at the little things?"
"Because it's the little things that make life worth living." Alice smiled and opened her eyes. "That's lovely, play it again." Jasper turns his face to her and she closes her eyes again, enjoying the music.
"Why are you showing me my past?"
"You don't remember any of this. I needed to show you the way you used to be." Nessie answered. "Why?"
"That part comes now. I'm sorry you have to see this but it's the only way." Nessie said and she touches my cheek again.
"Jasper and I have decided to go on a second extended honeymoon." My mouth fell open. Since when did they do second honeymoons? "We just want to be together for a while. We'll check in every two months." Alice said with a smile. "We're leaving tonight." Everybody looked doubtful and shocked. Even I could not understand the reason for this sudden decision. "I just didn't want to run off without a warning, I knew that wouldn't be good." Alice said, looking at Bella. "Where are you going?" Carlisle asked. "Texas and the mental asylum. History research." Alice said with a smile. "Again!?" Emmett nearly shouted. Jasper burst out laughing and Edward pulled a pained face. "Jasper can you please stop that?" He asked but Jasper just smiled. "Bella, save me from them." Edward said dramatically. He sighed of relief as Bella enveloped them in her shield.
"Do you really have to go?" Esme asked us when they were saying goodbye. "Yes, we'll be back before you know it." She sighed and sat down. "What are we going to do without you both?" Carlisle asked them. "My visions were rather useless lately." Alice admitted. "I'm sure Bella can control herself and both her boys." Jasper said, letting assurance float through the room. Jake grumbled. "I'll miss you, no matter how short you are gone." Bella said and she hugged Alice and Jasper. "Just use Edward to keep your mind on other things." Alice said giving her a sly wink. Jasper laughed. "There's nothing wrong with that Bella." Jasper said. What had mom been feeling? "Who is going to go shopping with me?" Rose asked. "Emmet, Nessie and Jacob." Alice said as Rose hugged her. She gave Jasper a little punch and gave way to Emmett. Emmett gave Alice a bear hug and Jasper a good old punch, which he avoided. Emmett shook his head and took Rose in his arms. "Bye pixy." Jacob said, not bothering to stand up but still giving Alice a smirk. "Bye dog." Jasper said, wiping the smirk of his face. "Bye aunty A. Bye uncle Jazz." I said, giving Alice and Jasper a hug. Bella said nothing and only gave them a hug. "Relax Bella, the Volturi are not on the way and this is not the end of the world." She smiled. Last was Edward. "Take care little sister." He said and Alice gave him a punch. He gave Jasper a firm hug and went to stand with Bella. I waved along with the rest as Alice and Jasper went into Alice's Porsche. "I'll miss them." I admitted in a little voice as they drove away. "It's ok Nessie. They'll be back soon. You have school to worry about." Bella said.
"Why do they get to skip it?" I asked sourly.
"Because they already have several diploma's and get to do it over again soon. You will just have to do it once."
"I hate growing up." I said, pouting.
"Just like her mother." Edward chuckled. I took one last look at the lane through which the yellow Porsche had disappeared and walked to the stairs.
"We lied?" I asked. "Yes. You also did something to keep Edward out of your mind, dad didn't like it."
"No clue what it might be?"
"Not back then. I think you might have just thought about sex. It always irritates dad when people don't control those thoughts around him."
"It feels like that." I said thoughtfully. "Do you remember?" Nessie asked. "No, I only feel the things I felt back then. The feelings stayed but the memories went."
"This is the most important part, pay close attention." Nessie said before taking me back into her memory again.
"Here is the deal." Jake started. "Me and Ness were out hunting the other day when Leah phased and demanded a conversation. A vampire named Sam had met her and they imprinted. They exchanged stories and apparently the Sampire had come from Italy where he had travelled with a vampire named Alice. They had fought in the wars of the south and the Alice had lost her mate. She wanted revenge and went to the Volturi to get it. They agreed to take out the enemy clan if she joined them. Sampire agreed to erase her memory so she could attempt to move on. Her mates name was Jasper and they both had these strange yellow eyes." Jake finished.
"Is that what happened? Who did Jacob tell this story to?" I asked Nessie.
"You are going to have to trust me after this. You will need trust in order to believe me. Do you trust me?" Nessie asked. "I trust you." I murmured.
"Tell us your story." I urged. I said to Jasper, listening intently. Jasper, my Jasper, was sitting there but how? He was supposed to be dead. "I was torn apart." I remember that now. I don't want to feel this again. "The pain was worse than the pain of the transformation. I waited for the flames but they never came. I sensed my limbs and I felt them getting picked up when the battle was over. I wanted to shout but I had no air to shout with. I was helpless. I heard somebody call out. "I found Jaspers arm! See if you can gather the rest of him!" I suddenly felt most of limbs being picked up and connecting to each other again. I saw the face of the girl who had called out to the others when she picked up my head. She brought my mind back to the rest of my body. It was a long and tiresome process to rebuild myself. The pain was incredible. It was like I had to go through the transformation again, only this time it hurt a hundred times as much as the first time. It was the pain of the transformation combined with the pain of being torn into pieces. It was literally hell on earth. When I had finally got my body back together after six days of torment Clara came to talk to me. She told me they had won the battle and that the remains of the other vampires were smoking in the fire. Alice had run to the north, followed by Sam. It took me over another week to fully recover. I ran after them as soon as I could. I have thanked Clara so many times but she said she just wanted to live on normally. She travelled with me until we ran in to Peter and Charlotte. She is staying with them for a while. I chased after Alice and Sam alone, following the trail that was no longer fresh. I lost it on a river and could not find it back. I expected them to have come here so I set out to reach you. They must have gone to Europe by boat." He is right. We went to Europe by boat, it was the fastest thing we could reach. Is he alive? I remember him being torn apart, I remember the battle. The pain of the memories alone would kill a human. Why must I remember this? I want to forget unless he can come back. I looked at him. His hands were in his hair and panic was clear in his eyes. Oh my love, how did this happen to you? I should have searched for you. I'm so sorry. "I swear I will kill the Volturi if they did anything to harm her. She deserves better than me. I was trying to protect her but.." His voice left him. He just sat there, crying without tears. Nobody could comfort him. I want to comfort you love. Why can't I touch you? Why are you so far? Bring this possibility to life. Give me back my only love.