AN: This is my very first attempt at writing ever...

A big thank you to my beta Pixiewriter... We are revising the chapters allready out before new chapters are going to be posted...

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I own nothing. All the characters are owned by SM. Only my twisted mind is my own.

Chapter 7

"Really?" Jasper asked.

Right when Edward was to answer Emmett spoke.

"Do you need to take any books Edward?"

"Yes I need my books an laptop for my classes."

Jasper couldn't belief what he heard, Edward was thinking about him. He too was thinking about Edward. The way it felt to have him wrapped around his body when he woke up this morning, of how it would be to just walk up to him and slip his arms around his waist and kiss his neck.

Jasper felt a hand on his arm breaking him out of his thoughts. The tingles that traveled up his arm let him know it is Edward

"I'm done…We can go…"

"Ok, Let's go" Emmett said taking the duffel bag with clothes with him. Jasper took de messenger bag that held Edwards books and laptop. Edward grabbed his pillow an the picture of his bedside table.

The ride back to the boys apartment was quiet. Each of them was deep in thoughts, Emmett thought about how to tell their parents about what happened. Edward thought about Jasper and vice versa.

At the apartment Emmett went to his room to be alone to think some more. He knew they needed to tell their parent s but he also knew they needed to bring it the right way or else their mom would have a nervous breakdown and demand that Edward would come home to Forks.

Jasper and Edward are sitting on the couch next to each other both of them waiting for the other to speak first.

"Where…"

"What…"

They spoke at the same time. After fighting the smile that threatened to come out Edward spoke

"You first."

Blushing slightly Jasper asked "Where you really thinking of me ?"

This time it was Edwards turn to blush.

"Yes I really was thinking of you."

"What were you thinking of ?" Jasper needed to know if Edward was just as attracted to him as he was to Edward.

"Uhm…" Edwards blush deepens to bright red. "I was thinking about this morning . How it felt to wake up in your arms and how it would feeltokissyou." He whispered the last part so soft Jasper had difficulty to hear what he said. He thought he could make out the words would, kiss and you. Jasper sucked in a sudden breath. Had Edward really thought of kissing him.

"You are thinking of kissing me ?"

"Yes" Edward whispered looking down.

Jasper lifted Edwards head with his fingers. Slowly moving towards the younger man, searching his eyes for a moment of doubt, a slight hesitation but he found none. Edward couldn't believe it Jasper was going to kiss him.

Really slow they moved towards each other. Very softly their lips met once, twice… then Jaspers lips gave a little more pressure. Edward felt his whole body come to life, tingles went through his lips down his spine. It felt like there were hundreds of butterfly's floating around in his abdomen.

Slowly the pressure of Jaspers lips eased.

"Wow…" Edward said breathlessly.

"Wow indeed…" Jasper chuckled.

"What…" Jaspers words were cut off by Edwards lips finding his again. His hands found their way up Jaspers arms, to his neck and then gently in his dark hair.

Jasper lifted his hand to Edwards hip to pull the younger man closer to himself.

Edward felt Jaspers tongue softly running across his bottom lip asking for permission to enter. At the feel Edward gasped. Jasper used this to gently push his tongue in Edwards mouth. Once their tongues touched the kiss grew hotter and more persistent. Hands roaming, pulling and caressing the others body.

The lack of oxygen broke them apart. Panting heavily they looked at each other. Edward smiled shyly, a blush heating his skin. His lips a little red and swollen.

"Thought about that since I woke up this morning. My imagination is nothing compared to the real thing." Jasper said once he got his breath back.

"Yeah… Me too." Edward chuckled.

Jasper knew they needed to talk what had just happened and about James Hunter. Edward needs to know what happened between James en himself before he heard it from someone else.

"Baby, We need to talk."

Jasper noticed that Edwards body tensed and that his heart was beating faster under the palm of his hands.

"Baby, Relax… It's nothing to bad. It's just something I want to tell you myself." Jasper said.

"Okay."

"I need to tell you about how I knew James." Edward nodded his head for Jasper to continue. "When I first came to Seattle I decided that I was going to live like I did in Texas where I was born and raised. Nice and deep in the closet." Jasper grimaced as he said this. "I came from a little town near Houston where being gay was seen as a sin against god. When I about fourteen years old my friends started to notice girls. But I started to notice my friends."

"My parents, I knew would never accept me being gay, so I never said or did anything that would out me as being gay. Here I just did the same until I met Riley. Riley was my roommate my first year. He was so gay. I was so jealous of him, He just was so out there, he didn't take any shit from anybody and didn't hide anything. After three months I found him in our dorm room having sex with his boyfriend Sam. When I didn't freak out like they thought I would, but that I was getting aroused by seeing them going at it."

"They confronted me about it and after talking a really long time. And them trying to convince me that it was not a sin. I finally confessed to them that I was gay. Three weeks later they dragged me to Eclipse. As I walked in they took me to the second floor. Where I noticed a guy with long blond hair, a leather jacket and a really nice ass. Just as I was checking him out he turned around. I met his bright blue eyes. Sparks flew between us.

"James…" Edward hissed.

"Yes, James." Jasper replied.

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