I am sorry to be on a long break from this storyline. It seems like I abandoned my fans and viewers that stop by to read this story. I want you all to know that I will try to make this story the best I can for the fans that really support this storyline. Like before and the last time I will mention this, I don't own any rights to characters, storyline, etc of Vampire Knight. I will always figure out ways for you to feel those emotions that Rose has carried over her 15 years of her life. Now, as I continue…I hope you enjoy the fanfic and thanks to you all, I keep moving on and lying on ahead.

A week after the disastrous birthday party, I grew closer to my father Zero Kiryu. He told me that he wrote me letters for years and I never ever got them from him. I really felt sorry for him, that his only daughter from a forbidden love is stuck in the middle of different relationships. At my party, my mother treated my father like some random guy appearing to my birthday just to say hi. I was furious with her that night as she did that to him. I am in my room staring at my black and red ceiling as I was thinking about that night. How embarrassing is that? My heart cannot be the same anymore as I feel this strong feeling that my mother loves my uncle Kaname. I was looking in the mirror and saw myself as my vampire self and my human self. I cried on my dresser as I continued to look at the mirror, I threw a perfume bottle at the mirror and broke part of the mirror and the whole bottle of expensive perfume that he brought me. A knock was sounding at the bedroom door, I asked who was at the door, "Who is it?" He replied, "It's your uncle, Kaname Kuran?" I answered the door and opened it. He waltzed right into the room seeing that I was upset at him. He turned and looked right at me with such eeriness like he was ready to do something to me, "Rose, understand this. I love your mother and she loves me back. I'm sorry to disappoint you for doing this while your idiotic father is still in your life. We are vowed to be married next month." I looked at him blankly. I couldn't believe at this point, my mother would give herself so easily to my uncle. I felt hurt. He came to my face and lifted my chin with his finger and said, "I love you as equally as your mother, Rose. I will respect your decision whether you stay with your mother or your father." I hit his face but I was so shaken that I slapped him in the face. Uncle Kaname laughed at me and licked the blood from his cheek. All of the sudden, my heart started to race and I began to go crazy for his blood. I couldn't stop my body from moving towards his blood. I leaned in on him and knocked him on the bed. I took my first bite as my half-vampire self on my uncle Kaname. I licked him up and down his graceful neck; he didn't seem to mind since I was his relative. His eyes turned red as he was prepared to get some of mine as well. I got that rich, sweet blood from him as I couldn't stop this urge for it; it was really tempting and seductive like I was starting to fall for him.

In a few minutes, I backed off and saw the blood on my hands turned to the broken mirror and saw myself as a vampire. My fangs were protruding from my mouth, blood smeared over my face and my clothes. I was literally my uncle's girl. Uncle Kaname leaned into my neck and held me really tight in his arms and whispered in my ear, "I love the way you lust for my blood. Just like your mother when we were together years ago." I ran from the room as uncle Kaname was sitting on my bed smelling the lavender smell of my pillows. I cannot believe that my first bite was my uncle! I would have never ever expected that to be him. Then, I bumped into a maid as she was about to question the blood stains on my clothes. I stopped in the hallway when I saw Shinji Takaya walking towards the way I was coming from. I ran into his arms and started to cry. He stroked the hair from my face asking what was wrong, "Are you okay, Rose? What is that on your clothes?" I didn't respond. Shinji took me outside of the house to ask me about what happened. He held me into his arms again and then kissed my forehead, "You, you kissed my forehead!" I said to him all shy in front of him. He blushed a little and started to talk about the topic, "Umm…I just want to know who did this to you? You got bit by a vampire? Your mother? Your uncle?" I had to tell Shinji about what happened; I mean he is my best friend and partner, "My uncle. He made my vampire self come out and he was my first bite ever was with my own uncle." Shinji with his grey beautiful eyes pushed me away a little to see my sad face appearing in front of him, "I still care about you, Rose. Every day, from missions to being friends, I have always loved you." I blushed even though it was an awkward way of admitting that he loved me. My heart was still hurt by my uncle who I trusted my heart and soul for years and now, my best friend Shinji Takaya loves me. I was still crying as he was still wiping my tears from my face, I leaned to kiss his pretty lips. He was so surprised in the sudden outburst of a kiss; his eyes shut as he was kissing me I felt so magical and free. It felt like nothing before mattered even though; I knew the pain that I felt still lingered in my heart and soul.

I came from my room didn't know what to expect when I smell the strong scent of Kaname's blood from my daughter's room. I rushed and saw Kaname bleeding from his cheek to his neck. I touched his face and asked, "What happened here, Kaname?" Kaname kissed me on the lips and walked away as my hands were still in his hands. "I told her we were getting married next month." I was so mad at the fact he told her even though I wasn't going to disappoint her for my own decision, "Kaname, why would you tell her that? I made a promise to talk to her about it." Kaname walked out of the room and smiled at me. I grabbed Kaname's hand and he turned around and said, "She grew up, Yuuki. Your daughter is just like you." Kaname continued to walk out of the house and went home. I was still confused about what happened to Kaname. That is the thing…I was upset that he told my daughter that we were getting married. This is one of the things I was really going to have to talk to her about. I ran into my room as the maids stared at me running up the stairs. I fell to my bed and cried my eyes out. I just couldn't understand why my own brother would compare Rose to me unless she actually developed her vampire side. Oh no! She took her first bite on Kaname! This was an absolute problem! She felt so guilty that now she cannot come to tell me about this or even Shinji. I had to stop this from happening to me and Rose. I peered out the window as I heard someone crying; it was my daughter Rose and her friend Shinji. I saw when Shinji kissed my daughter's tainted bloody lips and couldn't stop. He was in love with and it made me realize how much I should wait until the right person will come to me again. I was rumbling through my dress pocket, I found a picture of me and Zero kissing on the balcony of the house that we were living in before Rose was born. I cried and hugged the picture close to my chest. I couldn't bear to fall in love with Kaname but also Zero. It was not even possible. I kept holding it in my chest and my heart started to lust for him once again like before. I just couldn't fall for him like before…it wasn't pre-destined for me and Zero. My tears fell into the picture as that picture was in my pocket the whole time and never ever realized that this picture would remind me of all the love that he had showed me through all the years that I knew him. I had to think about Kaname's feelings as he was feeling like he needs me to help him through the loneliness. What have I done…I should have never ever committed to Kaname until my heart was ready to accept him. I had to question my heart from the taste of Kaname's blood. It just didn't feel like he was sure about me, like I was tattered by many other things. I feared for my decision. The result is going to be losing my friendship with Zero or lose my memories with Kaname. Why did it have to be me?

Shinji couldn't see the misery that was in my heart. He hated vampires as much as my father. When Shinji met my mother, he knew some vampires are harmless to humans like my mother. He likes my mother a lot even seeing her and getting to know her over time. Since Shinji was an orphan and was adopted by his older cousin, it was hard to see him more often. His family was always against the vampires I mean all of them. It was so difficult for him to meet my mother at first. He knew my father as he meet him on a mission a few years ago. I never ever believe that this boy would be a best friend to my boyfriend in a kiss. That kiss was wonderful but at the same time, it was stained with lust of my uncle on them. I couldn't say I loved him back. I ran away from that point realizing this was never going to work out between us. Shinji ran after me and held me in his arms. He said with calm, relaxing voice, "I will always love you, Rose. Your uncle will on no account will ruin our relationship. I love you so much! I will care for you no matter what, like I told you…" I screamed at Shinji with such anger even though it wasn't towards him, "I just cannot love you…I just can't Shinji. I am sorry." I ran away from Shinji and I fell to the ground in front of the destroyed lamppost and cried my eyes out. I could not imagine how much I cared about Shinji and falling in love with my uncle. It was so difficult! All of the sudden I ran into the living room, I saw my father standing there with flowers. I cried to him and saying why I was crying. He stroked my hair from my face and smiled, "I love your mother a lot and I crave for her blood ever since I came back here. Her scent lingers in my heart." I was just so happy that finally he has developed feelings for her again. This was my birthday wish. He was coming back to her and falls in love again and grows as a family again.

My mother came from downstairs and she ran down the stairs into me. "Rose! I am so sorry. I am so sorry your uncle lied about him and I getting married next month." My father dropped the lilies that were in his hand and walked away from us. I tried to grab his hand but his pace was so fast that capturing his hand was complicated. When he heard that my uncle proposed to her, my father's heart was frayed by the words 'marriage'. I pushed my mother away and yelled at her and ran after my father. He stood at the center of the pathway and said, "This was the night when your mother stopped me from walking away out on her. Your mother changed drastically after I left…I love her still. I still cannot break that rope that binds her to me." I hugged him and told him, "I will stay with you. I am not staying with mother anymore. Tomorrow, I will meet you at the train station and leave with you." He kissed my cheek and tries to make me stay with my mother. I gave him my mother's bracelet that she had given me and put it on his wrist, "I hope that mother's heart will open again one day soon." That morning, I left with my father as my plan was to awaken mother's love for father back. That was my plan that my father knew once I got on the train with him. He knew that my plan would work as he explained why it might work. On the train ride, my father couldn't understand why she would choose uncle Kaname like before. He almost killed him and she was saved by father fell in love with him, had me in the process and now I think about it every day that she calls me her mistake. We got to the Hunter Association new headquarters in the outskirts of where me and my mother lived. This place was all humans and only humans, the only prisoners were treasonous humans, Level E's or vampires in general. It was unbearable to look at this sadness in this place. I really wanted peace among both sides of the spectrum. But, if I work with my uncle—nah…he would started to disagree with everything I say and start to fall in love with me again. I forgot about Shinji and how I broke his heart about my whole ordeal. I put my burdens on him and left him alone. The nicest best friend in the world was now a boyfriend that I cannot fall in love with anymore. I was tainted by my uncle and I am his forever. I started to have this feeling to lust for him again… My father tapped my shoulder and introduced me to his workers and intermediary hunters' training was located here. My training was located here since I passed the entire easy E and F missions were so easy. I was ready for my challenges for passing even the intermediary missions. My chance will now be closer to my father but also accomplish the goal to become like Master Toga and my father. My relationship with three men: Shinji, my father and my uncle Kaname will be a juggle of the balls; which ones will fall to the ground and which one will remain standing in the end.

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I am sorry that its so short. Next chapter will be focusing on Yuuki's decision and Rose's training and discovering who her heart is stronger for.