I Do Not Own Axis Powers Hetalia. Please Review and Thank You. Matthew is Canada's Human Name. This drabble has Matthew and Alfred.
Choices and Impulses
By waterrain
No One Noticed
Matthew held the gun to his head, he figured no one has noticed how far into depression he had sunk, and wondered briefly if anyone would notice that he was gone.
His twin brother Alfred has always been so popular while he has been barely even noticed at all and nearly everyone acted as if he was invisible.
"No one noticed me." Matthew whispered to himself and he closed his eyes. "Of course Alfred notices me, but he doesn't count since he is my twin brother."
'I'm sorry, Alfred.' He thought to himself and his hand was shaking. 'It is just I feel as if I'm dragging you down with me being alive.'
Alfred walked in, he saw his brother with a gun, and rushed forward knocking the gun out his hand.
"Still on safety lock. I'm not dead." Matthew muttered softly and he was hugged tightly by Alfred.
"Mattie, Mattie. What did I do wrong? Was it something I said or something? Please talk to me, Mattie. I love you. I love you, Mattie." Alfred said quickly and he held him close. "I don't want you to be dead. I need you and I want you to keep on being alive."
"No one notices me." Matthew said quietly and he closed his eyes again. "I feel as if I might as well be dead."
"Don't I count, Mattie? I love you and I care about you. Is that not enough?" Alfred asked in a low voice and he kissed his twin on the forehead along with on the right cheek. "Do I not count? Mattie, How can I help you? I could make everyone notice you and stuff. Please don't try to kill yourself again, Mattie. I love you and I guess I must not have said those words enough or something."
Matthew sighed softly and then opened his eyes to see Alfred's eyes filled with tears.
"I'm sorry, Alfred. I guess it will be alright as long as one person notices me. Please don't cry." Matthew told him gently and then he hugged Alfred back. "Tears do not suit you. Smile"
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