Previously: I looked at Edward to see what he thought, everyone else had already known my car, "sweet car Bella." mission a success.
Edward looked hot, he was wearing a blue-red-gray plaid button up with sleeves pushed up, some true religion jeans that made his butt look good and some grey cloth flip flops.
The rest of day nothing really happened, it was a lot like yesterday, sans trip to principal office and I actually had lunch.
"Alice! I can dress myself, thank you very much." Alice came in my room while I was showering and is currently picking out my party outfit. The whole gang is downstairs, we've been getting the house ready for the last several hours, you know the usual, setting up the alcohol area (enough to get the whole school drunk), leaving a space for the DJ, he should be arriving 30 min before the party, putting away valuables.
"But Bella, I picked out everyone else's outfit and they look HOT," she tried to give me the puppy dog pout but good thing I've known her long enough to be immune to it.
"NO, now get out of my room you crazy pixie!" I shunned her downstairs with the rest of the gang.
As I look in my closet I decide to put on a strapless gray sequin mini dress with black panty hose some heels that are made of parallel straps from my toes to ankle. I straightened my hair; I put on smoky eye shadow with bronzer for blush and a nude lip stick.
As I went downstairs the DJ had already arrived. "woo-yoo" Alice and Rosalie shouted and Emmett did a whistle call.
"Bella you look hot," Alice glared at jasper as he made that comment, "uh never mind." He retreated back to his seat and just starred at his hand.
"Thank you, thank you for all you admiration. But Edward is the main focus of the party. Wait where is he," as soon as I finished talking he walked in from the kitchen. He had on straight legged dark wash jeans, a dark gray button up shirt with the top couple buttons un done and a white skinny tie that was loose, with some plain black shoes, needless to say he looked like a model.
"Well if the party is for me, don't I get compliments?" he winked at me.
"Well Edward you look hot, happy?" I teased him.
"ecstatic," we both sat down next to each other and he whispered to in my ear, "you look a thousand times hotter than I can right now." I just blushed.
"Eddie what did to you say to Bella to make her blush," leave it to Emmett to sound like a 5 year old before a party.
"Oh I just told her how much she turned me on at the moment," everyone laughed thinking he was kidding.
The party has been going on for about an hour now and it's going great, no drunken guy has yet to try and force themselves at me and Edward is still looking hot. I have to admit though I'm starting to get buzzed, I should probably stop drinking.
"Bella, awesome party," Jason, my college friend, arrived. He hugged me and gave me a peck a on the cheek. From across the room I saw Edward starring at us with, is that anger? "Who knew a high school kid could throw one." I hit him for that one.
"You know I'm any high school kid, Jason. You want something to drink?" he just nodded and we went to where the drinks were stored and handed him a Smirnoff ice.
"No beer?" he asked in fake disappointment.
"Nah only the good stuff at my party."
"Ah I thought there was a reason why you invited me." Before I had time to reply to his egotistical comment he was dragging me back to the living room, "we're dancing."
I didn't object but I didn't exactly dance with him, "what are you doing, Bella?"
I held my finger up motioning 1 second. I stole Rosalie and Alice away from their guys and started to dance with them, well grind is more like it, with me and the middle. It was like all the guys in the room stopped and starred at us, not that we cared. As soon as the song stopped so did we and broke out in a fit of laughter. "That was hilarious." Rosalie said.
"Did you notice the guys?"
"I think they were the ones noticing us."
Jason grabbed my arm and pulled towards him. "That was so hot," he whispered.
"Well I'm glad you enjoyed the show." He just nodded. I decided to make it even more fun and started to dance with him. He wrapped his arms around my waist and held me close to his body as we moved with the music. I could feel his erection rubbing on me.
"I want you," he whispered in my ear. I dragged him to the stairs, as I look back towards the party no one noticed us leaving, except for Edward.
I never seen Edward look that way, I can't tell if he's sad or mad or both. His face displayed so many emotions. I almost felt bad. Shake it of Bella; you're you, you not going to get over worker by a boy.
Once in my room Jason wasted no time trying to get in my pants, but for some reason I didn't feel like doing it. I pushed his hand away from my pants, "Jason, stop. I can't do this."
He had a quizzical look on his face, "what's wrong Bella? You never had this problem with me before."
I honestly couldn't answer his question, "I-I don't know. I just don't feel like doing it."
Jason looked disappointed. Thankfully I've known him for a while, "I can't say I don't mind it, cuz I really want you right now, but I know you bells, you never do what you don't want to do. There's nothing I can do." He said last part as both a declaration and a question, hoping he was wrong.
I lean into him and give him a kiss, "I'm sorry. But I can make it up to you." Jason's eyes lit up and his "friend" shot up again. I started to make out with him and he returned the gesture. He led us to the bed and was hovering over me while kissing. I flipped us over and brought down his pants. "I won't have sex with you but I can make you feel better." I started giving him a hand job while he kissed me. Every couple seconds for the next couple minutes one of us would moan. He finally got his release and got redressed.
Before going back to the party I checked myself in the mirror. Although I didn't have sex I did have a little bit of sex hair going on from kissing along with having my make up smudged. I redid my make-up and fixed my hair and went downstairs with Jason.
As soon as we got back we separated. I tried looking for my friends but no luck. I eventually found Alice talking with some girl from school, as soon as she noticed me coming towards her she ended the conversation with the other girl. "Have you seen Edward? I haven't seen him in a while." I shook my head at her.
"No I was upstairs for." She gave me an I know what you were doing smirk, "no, Alice. We didn't have sex."
"Ump. We'll it's weird for Edward to disappear."
I broke away from Alice and decided to try and find Edward. After looking all around the downstairs area I went to the back patio. There were few people here and there making out but no Edward. I heard some noises coming from the side of the house. I couldn't really tell what it was but I decided to investigate.
I saw some a couple laying on the ground having sex, I noticed that the girl was brunette with short hair and I couldn't tell who the guy was, as I turned away I was able to get a glimpse at the guys head, with his copper hair, only one person I know has that hair.
Rage entered my body. I can't believe Edward is in my backyard right now having sex with some chick. My stomach twisted into a knot and I felt something wet on my face. Am I crying? I ran up to my room and before anybody noticed, no one has seen me cry.
KNOCK KNOCK who knows I'm up here? "Bella we know you're in there, open up," did Alice just say we? No doubt rose is with her.
I got up from bed and walked over to mirror, "ya hold on," I said in my best normal voice. Once I decided that my face was dry enough I opened up.
If Alice suspected anything from my appearance she didn't show it. Rosalie however was a different story. She quickly studied my face and shot me a curios glace. "Isabella what's wrong."
This alarmed Alice since I don't think Rosalie has ever called me Isabella but she quickly caught on with what Rosalie saw, which I'm sure consisted of red eyes and bags. "Nothing, stop being dramatic." I countered.
The both rolled their eyes at me and dragged me to the couch where they had their arms around me. I couldn't lie to my best friends. Their concerned looks broke down my wall and my eyes began to water before I could stop it. "I saw him having sex with another girl," I sobered.
My two best friend shared a look of shock, I don't know if it's because I'm crying or because I care if a guy is sleeping with someone else, "Who, Bella? Jason?"
"No not Jason, he could sleep with the entire school for all I care."
"Then who?" their looks became not only of curiosity but of concern.
"Edward," I whispered as though I was ashamed but not loud enough for them to hear.
"Who?"
"Edward." I said in the same manner but loud enough.
"EDWARD!!!" they both shouted in shock. "You like Edward?" Alice asked at the same time Rosalie asked, "He was having sex?" and I just nodded.
"Here I thought he just played around but wasn't a virgin." Rosalie said to herself.
"Nope, a virgin he's not." Shit did I just say that out loud. The sisters gave me a how do know this look, "ok there's something you need to know." It's time they knew everything. They just remained quiet waiting for me to continue.
"Several summers ago when Edward came he was just a normal kid, well behaving, not really a lady's man and a virgin, do you guys remember that," they just nodded, "well the time that he was here we really connected, he hung out a lot, we would sneak out and hang out at night, it really hurt when he left. When he left he didn't leave as the guy he was when he came," their jaws dropped. "Well sometime during that summer, you guys weren't home and he slept over and that night I took his virginity. It was the best night of my life. He made, well makes, me feel like no one else can. We continued to hook up secretively and I guess y'all can say we sort have dated. But I guess you can say I'm to blame for how he is now. He learned to be the player he is and misbehaving from me. I'm the reason he is here right now. When I saw him with that girl today I felt something I've never felt for someone, jealousy."
They comforted me again, "Bella why didn't you tell us this before?"
"Well he was your cousin and I guess you guys wouldn't want to know the details. And in my own way telling you guys would make real, official that we were together, and I didn't want a boyfriend, I wasn't a boyfriend person. And when he left so did everything and I just forgot about it. That is until he came back."
We sat in silence for a couple minutes, "Is it just me or the downstairs has become real quiet." Rosalie asked.
"Ya it has," Alice agreed. We went downstairs and saw that everyone left except for Emmett, Jasper, Edward and the DJ who was packing up. "Has everyone left already?"
"Yupp," Emmett replied not taking his eyes of the television.
"Alice it's already 2 am."
"Dang it went by fast," Edward's face lifted when he heard my voice. Alice and Rosalie went to cuddle with their guys and that left me and Edward and our stare contest.
"Bella can we talk?" I just nodded not moving, "in private." Without saying anything I lead him to kitchen.