Tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away
And I can't feel what I used to be. Even I wouldn't recognise who I used to be.
Greg
got up and staggered into his bedroom. He had drunk more that he
though he had. He found his jeans from last night and started rooting
through the pockets. Then he returned to where he had been sat, the
speaker right next to his ear. talking
to myself all the way to the station
pictures in my head of the
final destination all lined up
With shaking hands Greg dipped a little of the fine white powder onto his hand. With a practiced ease he breathed it in, swallowing hard to get rid f the metallic taste at the back of his throat. He closed his eyes and left back, gradually feeling his whole body go numb.
And I'm in a dream now, and I don't know where I am.
(all
the one's that aren't allowed to stay)
tried to save myself but
myself keeps slipping away
Because I need to forget, and I was part of you, and I need to let go of that part of me.
tried
to save a place from the cuts and the scratches
But I couldn't do that. My entire body is left with the scars that you put there. Not by your own hand, but my mine, and I would never have done it if you'd been here to stop me, like you always used to be.
tried
to overcome the complications and the catches
nothing ever grows
and the sun doesn't shine all day
tried to save myself but myself
keeps slipping away
And
I want to slip away now, to let everything go. tried
to save myself but myself keeps slipping away
Just let it go.